29/10/05
Went 2 East Coast Park,
2 cycle for awhile with my fren
After cycling went to East Coast Mac to eat
Then went 2 Tampiness to wait for my other frens
B4 going 2 Changi Aloha for my fren birthday



AtEast Coast Mac



At Bedok Jetty
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Cannot believe that 1min of the aircon 20 cents
If 1hr is $12,then more then 12 hr can die liao...
Since we on it more then 12 hrs haha lol...
$144 for just 12hrs of the usage of the air con...
Barbercue food n eat n eat n eat haha lol
Went 2 take pic b4 cuttin the cake liao
Took pics in the group for ITE Frenz
ITE Frens and the birthday boi Yang Wei
After eating the cake then
Went 2 Changi Village to see for fun haha lol...









After everyone had left,
We went 2 play Blackjack and Majong
Played till the first bus came at 5+am
Took 2 bus together 2 Tampiness Mrt
Then took the Mrt,disturb Abel and Guan Wei haha
Lots of xxx jokes early in the morning haha
Reached hm at 7+ hm,
had a quick bath then went 2 sleep
Woke up at 4pm,Feeling so shiok...
2molo and tue and thurs no school for me...
So fast is 30-10-05 liao...
24more days then exam starts...
Haiz...Haven study yet sia...
Must past sia..if nt die die...
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Dear Dear,i be waiting for you...

When would you be free,

I miss you...Whatcha doing now?

Pondering.....

Wondering....

Miss my darling......

Sobx Sobx
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Went 2 watch Transporter 2 at lido wit moi fren
After tat went 2 eat sushi b4 heading home....
The show is great and nice...
A good movie to be watched....
I would give 4stars.....

17 - 11-05
It is 3am in de morin,feelin bored n lonely,ther no1 2 tok 2,evry1 is slpin or tired,therenth 2 do rite nw so had 2 listen to my mp3 on moi hp,it is extremely borin nw,tv shows suxs,mtv no nice songs playing,nw facin mustafa shopin centre,de road is damn quiet n lifeless,sch starts at 1pm...

Nw thinkin of de past durin sec 3 n 4,miss my frens...Leisher,Joseph,Ken,Raymond,ect...days spend there moves vr fast ever since pri 6,miss them so much wanna cry...wat a cry baby m i haha lol...mis the most in sch is of cus is my best fren Leisher,whenever i m down,he b there 4 me,consoling me when i cried,ect...in return i would get him sweets and stuff...

As well as doing his homework for him when he didn't do it...evry1 says i biased 2 him...so wat...baised then baised lor...Do i care...He moi best fren or like brothers bt treat me as normal fren...After sec 4 days...Kept on helping him 2 look out 4 jobs...i happy tat he gt job even if i didn't get...Nw both of us seldom tok liao...Only chat on MSN...

Nw i wonder y i able 2 do alot of stuff in one short ...can kill 5 birds wit 1 stone sia...kao
I able 2 read a book,Msn,eat,listen 2 music and chattin on de phone...wat a superboy m i haha lol....wat 2 say...keke lol...nth 2 say abt moiself sia....

Yesterday went 2 Chinatown 2 meet moi dear
Met her with her older sis as well as her sis bf
Eat with them,then went 2 dear dear hm till 11pm
Even though i noe my singing mite bt average la
Bt still sing 2 moi gf haha lol...nt many ppl hear mi sing
Only my Precious could hear only...Other frenzs cant
Keke lol...Rite dear?Correct hor sing 2 u keke lol...
When u wanna hear me sing again...
I either be Project Superstar2 or Sg Idol 2 keke lol...
Which 1 do u wanna mi 2 go keke lol...
Of cus Sg Idol rite,since..u noe har..
I sing english better then chinese songs...
Went hm liao...Faster sms moi dear tat i back liao...
Online till 2am and chat wit moi fren till 3am then sleep

Yesterday,went 2 City hall meet Fanni and Xiao Ying
Jalan around Suntec,knowing Leisher is working
When 2 his working place to find him
Chatted with him for awhile...
Gettin darker and darker liao...damn dark....haha lol...
Then went off,walk to Marina Square bought drinks
Then off to Marina Bay MRT liao,to eat dinner
Bt haven start yet..went to acarde and tried 2 get toys
Winne the Pooh stuff toy big big de...
$1.50 per try...wasted $3....
Fanni wasted my $1.50 sia...kao...if nt can get it sia...
If i get it would giv 1 to my darling,my cousin n myself
Damn pissed....haha lol....
Time to eat liao...5pm starts
Eat seafood buffet,damn shiok...
Eat till damn full,wanna vomit sia...
All the food is like Soul Garden kind...
Then finally gt cooked food liao,eat alot..till shiok...
Then gt Tau Suan...not too sweet,not too bland
Just nice...the taste...all for the cost of $12...
5pm till 10.30pm shiok sia...
Walked around for awhile,then feeling like dying...
Never get this bloated before,feeling like vomiting
Took bus to Tanjong Pagar MRT,
To take the train 2 Tampiness...
Chit chat with them for awhile then went hm liao...
Went 2 watch One More Chance vcd
Damn funny haha lol...
Then went online till 4am...
Chatting with Zhengjiang...then went 2 sleep liao...

You apologize 2 me this morning at 10+am.
Should i forgive you or not?
Should i or not?
Sad...Mood down...Extremely sad...
Should i go MIA...Should i or should i not?
I will forgive you J,but to forgive L is difficult
I will not forgive him,what so scary about me
There's nothing sacary about me what
I am just myself,if i am not myself
Everyone will say what happened to me?
Why suddenly so quiet?
:(
As for the MIA thingy,
I shall consider to go MIA or not
Should i or not,will post again another time...
Going 2 Suntec and jalan around b4 eatin buffet
Stuff myself with food...

WHY

Both of you....Why must you be like this to me....Why!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I treated you every good,
Why must you treat me so badly?
I treated you as my best friend
And u had to treat me as your normal friend?
Why?
I treat you everything i able to give for my best friend.
And what did i get?
I as your normal friend.
Why?
Why must you treat me like that?
Why do you hate to go out with me?
Why?
Am i scary to be with when going out?
Don't you say be myself?
When i am myself,
You don't like,
When i am not myself,
You ask me to be myself.
Why must you be like this?
Why?
Why must you do this to me?
What am i to you?
I am just a small cockroach being stepped on alot of times.
I am nothing to you.
Why?
Since you don't like to go out with me just say so,
i would not ask you out any more
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Right now i will not care about both of you any more
I will not care if you are alive or nt
I don't care anymore
If you ask me out i will not go out with both of you now
I treat you so good and you both treat me like this
Fine,since you both are this kind of person
You both are downgraded from best friends to my normal friends
I don't give a damn about both of you now
You think am i still as stupid as ever to don't give a damn like the past.
Right now both of you are wrong,
now whenever i sees you on the street
I will make you as just a stranger,
whenever i needed you both
Both of you are not there for me.
I am treated like a dustbin
When you need my help,you both would beg me for my help.
Now i would not help anymore,i would wish to help but now
NOWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am totally disgusted and dissapointed by both of you.
Totally....
You both think i am easily being bullied is it,like in sec 4
Sec 4 is i don't give a heck about anything...
Right now,is my turn to turn the tables liao...
I will MIA from now onwards...
MIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MISSING IN ACTION...
I don't give both of you face anymore
Cant both of you think how would i feel?
Cant you think....
Wake up boys....Knock your head a few times can...
Be in my shoe and you would know the feeling...
I would emigrate to MIA
When i emigrate to MIA,
And i return back,
You would see the new Brandon which you both didn't see before
Why must both of you be like this that i am forced to go MIA
Why?
Why?
Why?
Can tell me why?
The way i behave is my true behaviour,
Cant you tell the truth and fake,
What kind of friend are you.
I cant believe that it would be both of you which i treasure alot
I treasure both of you alot...
And all you had to give is this kind of stuff to me...
I am totally pissed...off....
I am totally disapointed....
TOTALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ivan(my small bro),(Charlene,my dear),Mei Shan....
When you read this i wonder i had MIA already or not...
When i MIA,
I am totally uncontactable,
MSn you would see me disapear into thin air...
All i need is just some coolsation in Singapore Emigrate to MIA
When i come back,i will tell you both...
I am sorry to say that i would be MIA...
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All i need now is coolsation,
I had to cool down till i don't know when would it be
But 100%,i will be back
Don't worry about me,
Take care of yourself can liao
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Charlene my dear dear,study hard and make sure your result
Is very good and excellent,by the time i come back from MIA
I would be at least happy to see you pass all your subjects...
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As for Ivan,continue who you are,i be there when you need me bt not now...
Whateva it is just do your stuff can liao...ok...my small bro...
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Mei shan,we MIA also...together but to different people
I am totally MIA....Soon...
When i MIA the time,i would say in my blog,
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If you want to see how am i doing,view my blog everyday...
But i would not blog everyday,.......
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Haiz..........Had 2 be like this to me...Why....MIA soon
Some more Christmas coming soon...
Maybe Christmas i would be MIA too...
Till when i also don't know...
Wish me good luck that i okay by the time i come back...
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As for the 2 person who forced me to MIA....
Would be JL....guess who is it....
L is very ez to guess....
As for J charlene my dear you would noe who is tis J......
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I don't give a damn what you all think of me...
So what i am or i am not...
What are you gonna do about that...
It is my freaking life not yours...
Is my life belongs to you...
No right...
What rights do you have to comment about my life...
I am is what i am, there nothing gonna change about it...

You gotta be kidding
What do you want?
What's going on inside your head?
Gotta be kidding
Look at what you've done
If I'm alive or dead
That's all you need to know

All you had to do is to know whether i am a life or dead
But it makes no difference, i don't give a bloody damn about it...
So what i am alife or dead, what are you gonna do about it...
If i am brought to life when i am supposed 2 be dead...
Then nobody would die in earth, and able to see our accestors right...

Why should you care about i am that or not...
It doesn't concern you at all...
So do you know what to do...
If you know good, if you don't just care of yourselve first then me...
If you could, i have nothing to say, but you cant...

Went 2 International Plaza met my frenzs, walk to Clark Quay
Just 2 drink at Evonne's working place...
Drank 2 jugs of beer, all high except me keke...
Yawn....Still no kid...still sober
Walked all the way 2 Great World City
Then 2 lau pa sat 2 eat
Finally went back 2 international plaza again...
Haah lol...then went hm...Yawn...tired...

After sch took bus no. 21 all the way to tampiness 2 meet Xiao ying...
Went 2 jalan around Tampiness...
Finally...went 2 Joanna Home and play Badminton there...for 2 hrs...
Then faster rush back 2 her hm again 2 watch shui linglong
B4 the show starts,my dear dear(my ah ma)called...keke
My dear....miss u haiz...miss u lots...
miss u alot sia...Miss u miss u miss u miss u when u go 2 bangkok...
After the end end,went hm...chatted with mei shan along the way hm
Hahah lol...keke...the trip vr fast...45 mins only..
Chatted wit Shan again...chatted alot of stuff sia...till late...b4 i knocked out...keke

Feelin listless, not in de mood of doing anything
No feeling or something,been thinking of the
same thing...Would it last or wouldn't...
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Went 2 sch,feeling moody...dun feelin lye tokin 2
ani1...and the lessons today is boring....
bt next week onwards,come 2 sch at 1pm liao...
keke lol...happy....
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Even though it last only a while...but wat 2 do...
Wish it would last...bt would it last...
Wonderin would it last....hope so...
if it is't i cant do anything,2 make it last....
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Feelin sad...I had nth 2 say...
Wat would be the answer?
If the answer is no...
Both of us sad...
If the answer is yes...
Both of us happy...
Wat would the answer be?

...No mood 2 blog liao...