17 November 09

Today went to work.
Feeling sian and bored.
Stupid Jason as usual always come late half an hour.
I so bored that i took pics of myself at the stupid tree.. ZzZ..
Somebody did not msg me at all..sian at wk.

Here The Pics..Alot..of it...





















After taking the stupid tree..went to Xing Wang With Dickson to Relex..
So Tired After Work..Took pic again..











After Which Went Back Home As Going To Be Late And Want Be Home Early.
So Tired... :P

Finally is my off day on sunday..which was 2days back.

I was uploading videos and pictures..
On the way want to meet Sarah..
Bloody Hell Stomach Ach.
In the end tio F for nth..WTF.NVM.

Took cab faster go far east plaza..And i was shocked by the price.
$4.60 only..Lol..Faint..So bloody cheap cheap..

Went to Hyatt Hotel to use toilet before going to Taka to eat KFC.
After which saw Sebas.

In the end Sebas join me n sarah when we in ION Zara.

Took pics with Sarah and Sebas.

Me and Cute Sebas

Sarah and me

Me and Sebas again...

The 3 of us...Sarah Sebas and me..

Lastly Me and Sebas Again.. :)

After that Sarah went back home,only left Sebas and me walk around ION.
Went to Taka talk alot of AJ stuff.
Saw my 3 AJ frens zzz..Sian half..Nth to tok to them at all.last time hv nw no.

After which met JOJO (Kelvin) together go back .
Kelvin and Sebas went home together as for me head to Zirca to club!!!

During club alot of ppl kept dancing and seeing how i dance..
Do i dance interesting ? Do I?

Took lots of pics.. :)

Ivan:Anyone need phone sex call me :) MY Signboard behind me only :P

ME and Alvin

DJ George Leong and me

Me and Ivan

Me Sexy As Usual.. :P

Edmund's Birthday...Oh...Happy Birthday Edmund.. :)

Me n Ivan(wonder when can c him again since he wking)

ME and Ivan again.. :P

:P

My Fav Drink.. :P

MY fav Drink... Water with Cherries :)

Was dancing happily..everyone all looking how i dance..i freak out..
I dance very nice to see meh?

Oh by the way,got this guy heard the song paparazi then strip topless.
Topless never mind...Handsome hot and 6pacs..
Pull down his jeans and show his butt..Wooo..

Nice smooth butt he had..Lol..See turn on..Wan to top him..Keropok..
Everyone all cheers for him lol..Sexy...
Continued to dance as he left to the toilet.

Danced till closing time..
Ate breakfast before going home as dad fetch me home.. FREE RIDE!!!

Damn gonna work till tis sun...
Sun off day Yippy...!!!!

For the past few days thinking ,is it worth it?
Going to work wi-fi here and there thinking at the same time.
Working 10am to 10pm everyday..since sat.Sunday my only off day finally.
Cant wait it to happen.

Timing to work had changed...
mon to fri 2pm to 10pm
fri sat PH 12noon to 10pm

Zzzz..Like that no money sia.. :( Cut Short..KNS... )


Well,been thinking here and there..
What should i do?
What should i do?
Should i do this?
should i do this?
should i do that?
should i do that?
This or that,what should i do?


Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

I tried my best to do everything.
I tried my best to get it done.
I tried my best to make it best.
I tried my best to make it perfect.

Is it worth it?

I,everyday feeling sad
I,everyday feeling moody
I,everyday feeling sucky
I,everyday feeling like crying
I,everyday feeling EMO

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?


Cant accept for what i am?Know alot people and stuff?
Cant accept for whom i am?High Profiler?
Cant accept for how i look like?Not having a good build?Fat?

Well Do Not Regret Cause You Lose A Good Bf...

Whom is Faithful.
Whom is Kind.
Whom is Lovely
Whom is Caring
Whom is Loyal

These Songs below is for all the dates and people that i like previously...

_|_ You..BIATCH!!!!

Jessie James - Looks So Good (without you)

Hey boy I would've thought that,
When you left me I'd be broken
And my confidence gone, so gone.

Hey boy I would've thought that,
When you said that you don't want me,
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong.

Standing in front of the mirror,
My skin's never been clearer,
My smile's never been whiter.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Hey I never would've thought that,
When you left me i'd feel sexy,
And so good in my skin again.
And I never would've know that
I'd be dreamin so much better
Without you in my head.

Standing in front of the mirror,
My clothes never fit better,
My life never been louder.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good ,
I look so good without you.

Now baby my body's
Lookin' better than before.
Ain't bitin' my nails,
Since you walked out of the door
I realize now I deserve so much more
Than what you give (than what you give),
Than what you give,(than what you give.)

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Orianthi - According To You

according to you,
i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.
according to you,
i'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
i'm a mess in a suit,
can't show up on time even if it would save my life.
according to you, according to you.

but according to him,
i'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
according to him,
i'm funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don't feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i've got to lose.
he's into me for everything i'm not, according to you.

according to you,
i'm boring, i'm moody, and you can't take me anyplace.
according to you,
i suck at telling jokes cause i always give it away.
i'm a girl with the worst intentions
and you're the boy who puts up with that,
according to you, according to you.

but according to him,
i'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
according to him,
i'm funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don't feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i've got to lose.
he's into me for everything i'm not, according to you.

i need to feel appreciated, that i'm not hated. oh no.
why can't you see me through his eyes?
it's too bad you're making me decide.

but according to me,
you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right.

according to him,
i'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
according to him,
i'm funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don't feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i've got to lose.
he's into me for everything i'm not, according to you.

yea yea, according to you.
yea yea!
according to you,
i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.

Next Song .... Is for Ethan

Justin Bieber - One Time

Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye aye

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

When I met you boy my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though its a struggle love is all we got
Ao we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one boy
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love,boy I love you)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me,
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen Is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one boy
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)

Shawty right there
He's got everything I need
and I'm gon' tell him one time (one time)
Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime
He makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause
He is the one

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(boy l I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one boy
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

When will it be the day i would not be emo and get back my feelings?
When will it be the day?

Today went to work by cab.
Went to log in before going to the tree to work.zzz.

As I was looking at the sky,it became darker and darker.
Wishing it would rain...

And true enough it rain,went inside the building to seek shelter.
While seeking shelter was directing customer to places they wanted to go.

@night not many people came to take photos and enter the tree passway.
@9.40 just chain the place up and go log out at 10pm.
Went home.



As the days goes by,i am feeling sad and down.
I maybe looking happy and cheerful in the outside.
But actually i forcing myself to smile and laugh.
With every smile and laughter i had done,it hurts me alot.

:(

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH ETHAN CHAN JUN XI

Today went to work at ION meet Jason a temp staff also.
Toured around ION by the Conceige manager
Toured around the whole building.

After which Jason and me slack around till 7pm plus.
Wait for the light to light up by S R Nathan
Before letting go the chain for public to go in and take pic.

After work,went to Play.
While E was going to play majong somewhere.
But in the end,E came to Play cause not enough people.
As well as lost his HP. :(

Sad for him.
Don't be careless next time ok.

Whole time accompany him and dance with him whole night
Took pics with him as well.. :)





After Club went back home and chat with each other online till now..
Phew...Got work at 10am later..WTF.Now is 6.12am le.ZZZ

Hmm..Going to sleep soon..

It was 4th September 2009.2am plus,going to be 3am.
I knew this person called N.

I saw N was on Thus Night But did not talk to N or anything.
And On 4th Sept,i was feeling hey saw N before somewhere.

So my friend alif when to approach and and purposely make me piss.
Because i kind of interested in N.

N and i exchanged numbers in the end and keep smsing each other.

And now is already 1 month 3days i know N
And N changed his name to E.

I decided the name E for him because it just suits him totally.
Not the name J which he wanted it in the first place.
And that was 5th Sept.

On the 6th Sept i saw N Changed his name to E.
I was like hmmmm..Okay okay.

Was Happy When i took pics with him... :)

I currently know him 1/4 of his character and his likes.

Knows he:

Allergic to Prawns only
Cares for friends alot..
Dance very sexy and hot
Do not like emo people
Do not take people money/present without reason
Good kisser(cause got tongue stud) :P
Got Tattoo(waist/calf)
Had his leg got dislocated before
Independent
Like strawberry ice cream (swensen/Hazen Dazz)
Like to keep things to himself
Like to have freedom,being cared and concern for
Like to eat Sakai Sushi - Sashimi
Likes to FB alot as well as go out
Like to listen to songs and stonning at same time
Likes to smoke
Likes to drinkLikes to see me and Lervyn disturb each other
Likes to hug things when sleeping very tightly
Likes to suntan @ Sentosa
Maybe this kind of person in front but is not in the heart.Camouflage.zzz
Not a Materialistic person
Prefer to wear contact lens instead of spectacles
Seldom take oily food but like oily food -health concerns
Very Open Minded

On Thus Night 5 November

Gave him some space and freedom.
Did not go Double O if not say i stalk him or something
Do not want to stress him also

After i club at play,i went to Double O to fetch him back home.
During the taxi ride,he asked to lie on my shoulder.
I let him lie on,the feeling is very nice when he lie on my shoulder.
Treasured that moment(It's So Sweet)though is only 15mins ride.
After which went to my home area with lervyn.
Lervyn and me had some common interests and chat till 4plus am
Reached home @4.45am.
When to sleep and woke up @5.30am
Slack abit till 6am before going to work last day.

Went to work,i feel like dyin so i worked for 2hours and i chao from there
My LAST DAY @ WORK!!!! Woo....

Went to Peace Center to sign the contract form before going home.
Woke up in the afternoon and went to ION for briefing and get uniform.
Talk and talk and talk till 5.30 from 4pm..zzz

Kazaf yan and me meet each other at bugis.
Yan bought a new bag cost $42 if not is $60 if not for me :)
Meet Ashlee @ Town
Kazaf bought a new slinget yellow in colour from topman @ION.

Watched the movie Jennifer's Body
Woo..The movie is only for those guys horny till will die will watch tat.

There's a Lesbian Scene,sex scene,Killing scence etc.

Overall the movie should be 3.5 to 4 stars.

Went to slack @coffee bean at paragon
Watched Victoria Secret year by year...zzz
Went to cine to send ashlee and kazaf home,Ashlee lost $20..zzz
Took cab with yan back home,paid $5

Took a bath and uploaded pics from play and outside.. :)

SHAG!!!!!!!