Brandon

2011-11-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

It been a long time since i blog.
I in the wine company for a year plus already.
Yet i am a atomic bomb which might explode anytime.

Last month 28,29,30 have wine fiesta.
I had a good nice experience, it doesn't kill people but tiring.
Due to alot of expectations by the guest and us.

Day 1 - selling babish wine. They are very good to drink.
Day 2 - Do operation, something like sai kang. but i push all to volunteers do.
If not i alone die. zzz
Day 3 - at rail mall work.

Though i am called atomic bomb but i will strive my best not to burst. LOLXX

Wines

2011-05-09T17:30:00.002+08:00

There are so many things to know about wines.

Wine knowledge starts more then 100 years ago.

There are Old World Wines and New World Wines.

Old World - 100 years and above.Example - France,Hungary.
New World - Less then 100 years.Example - Australia,Chilean,California.

Wines are made of grapes and different type of grapes have different texture and taste.

Whites:
Riesling
Chardonnay
Sauvignon Blanc
Sauvignon Blanc Smillion
Smillion
Chardonnay Smillion
Moscato

Reds:
Pinot Noir
Merlot
Cabernet Sauvignon
Shiraz
Syrah
Melbac

Drinking red wine helps to circulate blood better just 3 glasses a week is enough.
It said that drinking 3 glasses a day is better then drinking it everyday.

Drinking white wine helps to make you feel refresh and let your memories better and will not let you senile, so on and so forth.

But for both wines, the effect to take place only after 2 or 3 weeks later then it will do either blood circulation or let your brain works.

To know about wines is difficult as i said that every different grapes have different taste and smell.

In Singapore, wines are only 1/50 of what wine knowledge anyone can find.
Cause no matter what, wine knowledge there's no stopping.

1st - Terrior
2nd - Climate
3rd - The vineyard location
4th - What type of grapes
5th - Is it inside a oak barrel or stainless steel container.
6th - The fermentation
7th - How long it been stored
8th - Temperature of wines being stored
9th - Deciding what wines of how being made
10th - How to drink wine - See,Swirl,Smell,Sip,Savour. The 5 S in basic wine knowlege.

2011-04-25T15:35:00.002+08:00

Wah it had been like 1 year plus since i touch my blog.

Everyday is a cycle.

Mon to fri work.
Sat sun party.

During year 2010 november i started to work in a wine company.
I like this job alot.

Interesting
New things to learn

But everywhere i go there be some bitches in the company always stop people from promoting.

Well that's life.
What can i do?
What can i say?

11 Dec09 till 15 December 09

2009-12-15T20:36:00.007+08:00

Was working with my new colleague.
His name is Rong Xuan.
Whole day was walking around the stupid tree and slack at one side talking to each other.
From afternoon till end wk @ 10pm.

Took pics with him...

During Work Starting of working..Snap Snap Snap...

Before Ending Work.. :)

After working,went to find Sam @ 313.
Went to Orchard Central as there a roof top garden..Nice to go..I like.. :)
Before slacking @ TCC peace Center area.
A Good Location to slack and peace.

Walked to Istana area before walked back to PS for our movie of Nina Assassin ..
The whole movie is not bad,is more to Rain's Body haha.
But overall is a nice show though.

After the movie,went to see him off @somerset wait for his NR back home.
While i wait for my dad to fetch me home.

12 Dec09

Went to slack @ Centerpoint Mac before going to Play get Chop.
Get back to work place and scan out and find my other friends to Taboo for Drag Show.

Total got 5 videos.. :P
All i took it as usual...

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Got Cds From Addie..Thanks Addie.. :) You're Da Best.. :)

Went back to Play to continue dancing before Home Sweet Home.

13December 09

Went out with Jeron And Deidrea.Watched Zombieland.
A lame funny show to watch..Though is M18...
Went to Orchard Central See the Rooftop Garden introduced by Sam.. :)
Toured around OC before they went home while i go Zirca Waiting for Alvin.

Happily dancing around with Ivan and the rest..Took pic as usual.. :)

The Dead Girls..

My Sexy Friend as usual @ Stage Half Naked with his tanned tonned 6pacs.. :P

Me and Roy
Roy & Ivan

Me & Ivan

Dave & Me

Elijah And Me

IRH :) - Ivan,Roy,Hendra :)

Yup Poh Beng aka Mak Ayam and me.. :)

14Dec09

Work with Rong Xuan Again Slack at the tree till want to die..
Cant wait till 10pm go home slack and sleep.

15Dec09

Woke up at 5pm,phew..wat a day damn super tired and not feeling well.. :(
Sigh...Boredom...
So blog what i did these few days.. :)

2009-12-04T14:56:00.002+08:00

For the past few days been trying to get you out of my mind.
But no matter how hard i tried,i still cant get you out of my mind.

Even if i am crying and the tears will be the happiness we had together.
Seeping away from my eyes flowing.
Thinking of you day by day,night by night.
I simply cant get you out of my mind. :(

I love you.But will you love me after what i had done to you.
Getting your cliques not befriend you.
Making people to talk about you and me.
Making you fed up.
Making you sad.

But now you are attached.
What can i do neh?

Will i wait for you?
Will i still love you after for months or years?

Sigh...

Everyday been trying to ask friends out and make myself happy.
Watching movies,hang out,clubbing and dance havoc trying not to think of you.

Watched Happy Flight with my collegue on tue 1dec.
Though the movie is a comedy and is funny show and exciting.
But some how i wish you was there beside me watching with me.

On 2nd dec,went to work,and some indo chn guy whom i just knew me
Wants to date me and see how it goes.
Can tell he take cares of the person but then he not my type of guy though.
Cause i still love him.Met him from 3.15 walk around till 4.30pm
He went home.But can tell i not his cup of coffee too.
@4.30 went to ashlee work place.
Waited for her to end work and slack...till she end wk at 5pm.
But in the end she end work at 5.40.ZzZ
After work still had to like go taka get bun for her wk place.
So ash and me together walked to taka get bun and go back to her wk place.

After which msg yan want to watch movie.In the end,aeroplane as usual.
And bought extra ticket which is for yan.In the end aeroplane nvm.
Ash and me went to watch the show then.
Watched the movie Case39.

The movie is something like ophan the movie.
But instead of the girl is look young but is 33 years old.
This time round is the girl inside her body is a devil.
Whom can kill people with bad thoughts.
Woo not bad...Just need to know what the person scared of then DIE by it.

After the movie,walked to my wk place see the stupid tree before scan out
And walked back to Ash wk place to find her bro.
Together go back but different ways though.
HOME SWEET HOME.

On 3rd Dec,was online the whole day till i evening time.
Went to meet bitchy mama @ city hall as well as mandy.
Went to suntec to shop shop.
Went to shop for boots lucky she got the one she wanted..
Hahaha lol...

And i feel very tired all of a sudden and feeling sick.
Can collapse anytime too.

Walked around suntec feeling headache and feeling sick.
Went to eat my dinner which is young tau fu.
Healthy lifestyle.
Noodle soup.

Felt abit better,Mandy and bitchy mama went back home.
While i go to play and club with my friends.
Miss them alot..Lol..Lesbians...
Thus night
Sat night
Sun night are my clubbing nights.. :)

After took alot of pics with ash,gab,esther,anna,shannen
Dance all the way happily but sad at same time.
Cause you are not there again.
Miss you badly.

After club walk around chinatown with moses and shane and timothy.
Walked till SMU.Along the way.
Been talking about sex from the start.
Maxwell to SMU talk about sex and sex.
Lol..
So funny and every exotic too..KINKY huh..

@ SMU all took cab except me.
The one and only walked back home.
Reached home about 5.40am.
Slept @ 5.50am.

4Dec,went to work and scan my id before heading to tanlin mall use com.
Chatting in msn,upload pics and fb while bloging this. :)

I Misses Everyone... :(

17 November 09

2009-11-18T01:14:00.008+08:00

Today went to work.
Feeling sian and bored.
Stupid Jason as usual always come late half an hour.
I so bored that i took pics of myself at the stupid tree.. ZzZ..
Somebody did not msg me at all..sian at wk.

Here The Pics..Alot..of it...

After taking the stupid tree..went to Xing Wang With Dickson to Relex..
So Tired After Work..Took pic again..

After Which Went Back Home As Going To Be Late And Want Be Home Early.
So Tired... :P

2009-11-17T00:49:00.006+08:00

Finally is my off day on sunday..which was 2days back.

I was uploading videos and pictures..
On the way want to meet Sarah..
Bloody Hell Stomach Ach.
In the end tio F for nth..WTF.NVM.

Took cab faster go far east plaza..And i was shocked by the price.
$4.60 only..Lol..Faint..So bloody cheap cheap..

Went to Hyatt Hotel to use toilet before going to Taka to eat KFC.
After which saw Sebas.

In the end Sebas join me n sarah when we in ION Zara.

Took pics with Sarah and Sebas.

Me and Cute Sebas

Sarah and me

Me and Sebas again...

The 3 of us...Sarah Sebas and me..

Lastly Me and Sebas Again.. :)

After that Sarah went back home,only left Sebas and me walk around ION.
Went to Taka talk alot of AJ stuff.
Saw my 3 AJ frens zzz..Sian half..Nth to tok to them at all.last time hv nw no.

After which met JOJO (Kelvin) together go back .
Kelvin and Sebas went home together as for me head to Zirca to club!!!

During club alot of ppl kept dancing and seeing how i dance..
Do i dance interesting ? Do I?

Took lots of pics.. :)

Ivan:Anyone need phone sex call me :) MY Signboard behind me only :P

ME and Alvin

DJ George Leong and me

Me and Ivan

Me Sexy As Usual.. :P

Edmund's Birthday...Oh...Happy Birthday Edmund.. :)

Me n Ivan(wonder when can c him again since he wking)

ME and Ivan again.. :P

My Fav Drink.. :P

MY fav Drink... Water with Cherries :)

Was dancing happily..everyone all looking how i dance..i freak out..
I dance very nice to see meh?

Oh by the way,got this guy heard the song paparazi then strip topless.
Topless never mind...Handsome hot and 6pacs..
Pull down his jeans and show his butt..Wooo..

Nice smooth butt he had..Lol..See turn on..Wan to top him..Keropok..
Everyone all cheers for him lol..Sexy...
Continued to dance as he left to the toilet.

Danced till closing time..
Ate breakfast before going home as dad fetch me home.. FREE RIDE!!!

Damn gonna work till tis sun...
Sun off day Yippy...!!!!

2009-11-14T02:31:00.003+08:00

For the past few days thinking ,is it worth it?
Going to work wi-fi here and there thinking at the same time.
Working 10am to 10pm everyday..since sat.Sunday my only off day finally.
Cant wait it to happen.

Timing to work had changed...
mon to fri 2pm to 10pm
fri sat PH 12noon to 10pm

Zzzz..Like that no money sia.. :( Cut Short..KNS... )

Well,been thinking here and there..
What should i do?
What should i do?
Should i do this?
should i do this?
should i do that?
should i do that?
This or that,what should i do?

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

I tried my best to do everything.
I tried my best to get it done.
I tried my best to make it best.
I tried my best to make it perfect.

Is it worth it?

I,everyday feeling sad
I,everyday feeling moody
I,everyday feeling sucky
I,everyday feeling like crying
I,everyday feeling EMO

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth the wait?
Is it worth the love?
Is it worth the care?
Is it worth the concern?
Is it worth the moment?

Is it worth it?

Cant accept for what i am?Know alot people and stuff?
Cant accept for whom i am?High Profiler?
Cant accept for how i look like?Not having a good build?Fat?

Well Do Not Regret Cause You Lose A Good Bf...

Whom is Faithful.
Whom is Kind.
Whom is Lovely
Whom is Caring
Whom is Loyal

These Songs below is for all the dates and people that i like previously...

_|_ You..BIATCH!!!!

Jessie James - Looks So Good (without you)

Hey boy I would've thought that,
When you left me I'd be broken
And my confidence gone, so gone.

Hey boy I would've thought that,
When you said that you don't want me,
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong.

Standing in front of the mirror,
My skin's never been clearer,
My smile's never been whiter.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Hey I never would've thought that,
When you left me i'd feel sexy,
And so good in my skin again.
And I never would've know that
I'd be dreamin so much better
Without you in my head.

Standing in front of the mirror,
My clothes never fit better,
My life never been louder.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good ,
I look so good without you.

Now baby my body's
Lookin' better than before.
Ain't bitin' my nails,
Since you walked out of the door
I realize now I deserve so much more
Than what you give (than what you give),
Than what you give,(than what you give.)

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dried,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye
I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Orianthi - According To You

according to you,
i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.
according to you,
i'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
i'm a mess in a suit,
can't show up on time even if it would save my life.
according to you, according to you.

but according to him,
i'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
according to him,
i'm funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don't feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i've got to lose.
he's into me for everything i'm not, according to you.

according to you,
i'm boring, i'm moody, and you can't take me anyplace.
according to you,
i suck at telling jokes cause i always give it away.
i'm a girl with the worst intentions
and you're the boy who puts up with that,
according to you, according to you.

but according to him,
i'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
according to him,
i'm funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don't feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i've got to lose.
he's into me for everything i'm not, according to you.

i need to feel appreciated, that i'm not hated. oh no.
why can't you see me through his eyes?
it's too bad you're making me decide.

but according to me,
you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right.

according to him,
i'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
according to him,
i'm funny, irresistable, everything he ever wanted.
everything is opposite, i don't feel like stopping it
baby tell me what i've got to lose.
he's into me for everything i'm not, according to you.

yea yea, according to you.
yea yea!
according to you,
i'm stupid, i'm useless, i can't do anything right.

Next Song .... Is for Ethan

Justin Bieber - One Time

Aye aye aye aye aye aye aye aye

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

When I met you boy my heart went knock knock
Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop
And even though its a struggle love is all we got
Ao we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one boy
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love,boy I love you)

You look so deep
You know that it humbles me,
Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me
Many have called but the chosen Is you
Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world
And my fight is your fight
My breath is your breath
And your heart (and now I've got my)

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one boy
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)

Shawty right there
He's got everything I need
and I'm gon' tell him one time (one time)
Give you everything you need
Down to my last dime
He makes me happy
I know where I'll be
Right by your side cause
He is the one

Chorus:
One love
My one heart
My one life for sure
Lemme tell you one time
(boy l I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
And I'ma be your one guy
You'll be my number one boy
Always makin time for you
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)
I'ma tell you one time
(boy I love, boy I love you)

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

When will it be the day i would not be emo and get back my feelings?
When will it be the day?

2009-11-10T02:14:00.002+08:00

Today went to work by cab.
Went to log in before going to the tree to work.zzz.

As I was looking at the sky,it became darker and darker.
Wishing it would rain...

And true enough it rain,went inside the building to seek shelter.
While seeking shelter was directing customer to places they wanted to go.

@night not many people came to take photos and enter the tree passway.
@9.40 just chain the place up and go log out at 10pm.
Went home.

As the days goes by,i am feeling sad and down.
I maybe looking happy and cheerful in the outside.
But actually i forcing myself to smile and laugh.
With every smile and laughter i had done,it hurts me alot.

:(

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH ETHAN CHAN JUN XI

2009-11-08T06:00:00.003+08:00

Today went to work at ION meet Jason a temp staff also.
Toured around ION by the Conceige manager
Toured around the whole building.

After which Jason and me slack around till 7pm plus.
Wait for the light to light up by S R Nathan
Before letting go the chain for public to go in and take pic.

After work,went to Play.
While E was going to play majong somewhere.
But in the end,E came to Play cause not enough people.
As well as lost his HP. :(

Sad for him.
Don't be careless next time ok.

Whole time accompany him and dance with him whole night
Took pics with him as well.. :)

After Club went back home and chat with each other online till now..
Phew...Got work at 10am later..WTF.Now is 6.12am le.ZZZ

Hmm..Going to sleep soon..

2009-11-07T04:19:00.003+08:00

It was 4th September 2009.2am plus,going to be 3am.
I knew this person called N.

I saw N was on Thus Night But did not talk to N or anything.
And On 4th Sept,i was feeling hey saw N before somewhere.

So my friend alif when to approach and and purposely make me piss.
Because i kind of interested in N.

N and i exchanged numbers in the end and keep smsing each other.

And now is already 1 month 3days i know N
And N changed his name to E.

I decided the name E for him because it just suits him totally.
Not the name J which he wanted it in the first place.
And that was 5th Sept.

On the 6th Sept i saw N Changed his name to E.
I was like hmmmm..Okay okay.

Was Happy When i took pics with him... :)

I currently know him 1/4 of his character and his likes.

Knows he:

Allergic to Prawns only
Cares for friends alot..
Dance very sexy and hot
Do not like emo people
Do not take people money/present without reason
Good kisser(cause got tongue stud) :P
Got Tattoo(waist/calf)
Had his leg got dislocated before
Independent
Like strawberry ice cream (swensen/Hazen Dazz)
Like to keep things to himself
Like to have freedom,being cared and concern for
Like to eat Sakai Sushi - Sashimi
Likes to FB alot as well as go out
Like to listen to songs and stonning at same time
Likes to smoke
Likes to drinkLikes to see me and Lervyn disturb each other
Likes to hug things when sleeping very tightly
Likes to suntan @ Sentosa
Maybe this kind of person in front but is not in the heart.Camouflage.zzz
Not a Materialistic person
Prefer to wear contact lens instead of spectacles
Seldom take oily food but like oily food -health concerns
Very Open Minded

On Thus Night 5 November

Gave him some space and freedom.
Did not go Double O if not say i stalk him or something
Do not want to stress him also

After i club at play,i went to Double O to fetch him back home.
During the taxi ride,he asked to lie on my shoulder.
I let him lie on,the feeling is very nice when he lie on my shoulder.
Treasured that moment(It's So Sweet)though is only 15mins ride.
After which went to my home area with lervyn.
Lervyn and me had some common interests and chat till 4plus am
Reached home @4.45am.
When to sleep and woke up @5.30am
Slack abit till 6am before going to work last day.

Went to work,i feel like dyin so i worked for 2hours and i chao from there
My LAST DAY @ WORK!!!! Woo....

Went to Peace Center to sign the contract form before going home.
Woke up in the afternoon and went to ION for briefing and get uniform.
Talk and talk and talk till 5.30 from 4pm..zzz

Kazaf yan and me meet each other at bugis.
Yan bought a new bag cost $42 if not is $60 if not for me :)
Meet Ashlee @ Town
Kazaf bought a new slinget yellow in colour from topman @ION.

Watched the movie Jennifer's Body
Woo..The movie is only for those guys horny till will die will watch tat.

There's a Lesbian Scene,sex scene,Killing scence etc.

Overall the movie should be 3.5 to 4 stars.

Went to slack @coffee bean at paragon
Watched Victoria Secret year by year...zzz
Went to cine to send ashlee and kazaf home,Ashlee lost $20..zzz
Took cab with yan back home,paid $5

Took a bath and uploaded pics from play and outside.. :)

SHAG!!!!!!!

2009-08-27T15:53:00.006+08:00

Yesterday walked to Novena from my home only like 15mins walk.
Meet Chin Peng whom is my Army Friend and ate BK for Breakfast.

Took Bus No.5 to Bt Merah then walk to Redhill the swimming pool.

Ryan was at the swimming pool waiting for both of us.
The 3 of us went to swim and tanned.

After tanned took a bath before the 3 of us go to Jurong Point to eat lunch.

But Ryan had to go home for his MIO person come over to settle thing.
So CP and me walked about JP till Ryan comes back as he live at JP area.

CP and Me took pics..

Had a Big and Heavy Lunch, Chinese Buffet for $15.
Time is 2.45pm to 5pm..Is so called HI - TEA.

Food Is FANTASTIC!!!

Thai sauce chicken
Chicken Wing
Vegetable abit like Kang Kong but is not forgot what is it called.
Etc..

Eat and Eat and Eat.

After eating,CP went back home as he had to meet his other friends @7

Ryan and me walked around JP.

Then I see the time.. 5.40pm. E Called.

Answered and had great fun bitch about each other.
In the end,i hang up the called twice cus E said bye bye.
Then hang up lor..cus say bye.

After that hang up,E did not msg or reply my calls.
I was Duper Sad...

Is nt my fault that i hang up,first day dare me to hang up then hang lor.
Dare me what..

2nd,said wan to go find ex i was like fine go find lor.then E said BB i hang up.
Haha..ZzzZz.. k nt funny..

The whole period from 7 till 11plus,E did nt answer my msg or calls.

Feel sad till i went to sleep,then felt my phone ringing..
Saw was E called,Quicky from my sleepy mood answer and chat with E

E like still do not want to forgive me for hanging up..ZZZzzzZZZ...

The next day,msg E,E said that sorry for hurting me and ask me not to hang up again.

OoooooOOOOOOOooo...Okay..

Right Now i Missed 2 person..The 2 person raise up in the air,raise up in the air.

Both of you should know who are you..

Even blinded person would know who is the person is.

1st - Charlotte Ng Xue Er
2nd - A person whom like to "Sing" Ya..Sing some more.ZZZ

Know who?

Later going to meet Charlotte Ng Xue Er for Dinner before going 2 Queens.

I am who i am,even if you are my kin doesn't mean that want me to change
i would change..ZZZZ...Is my life not yours even if make family sad.
But then would i be happy if i really change?

Even if i changed whats the point if i cant change at all..
So the main point is accept for who i am,what i am and how i am.
Take it or Leave It..

The person D

2009-07-29T23:35:00.003+08:00

There is a person called D.
Liked D for 1 year plus.

Always see him online in fb and sometime chat with him.

Then it was one time @ St James last year.I took pic with him.

Feel so happy to be able to take picture with him.
It feels like heaven and so happy.

And that was year 2008.

During 2009 recently chatted with him again and stuff.
Keep track his fb activities.

He knows i liked him and stuff.

Recently went to KL and bought a gift for him.
But i haven gave it to him yet,as he always busy driving around.
Working as interior designer and have alot of projects.

And that day i called him to meet for lunch tomorrow.
He say see how it goes if i free.

During working i feel like shit.

Went back home after work,took medicine and msg him.
Asking he meeting me tomorrow?
He say not meeting as he is bz and not free to even eat.

Feel so sad... :(

And in twitter this is what he wrote....

is like 1hr after i msg him.

Er.. I hope I dun have to be that straight to tell u sometimes love just cannot be forced ..

his fren comment tis..

Viktor Kong

but sometimes u have to.
sorry but it can't be helped if that person keeps pestering/harassing u.

Jeffrey Yau

who's forcing u to love him/her ?

Eric 龍制巍

remind him/her how he/she felt when someone whom he/she didn't fancy keeps forcing it. usually works.

Christina Wenya 雯雅

cheer up ok duncan. hugs

Viktor Kong

perhaps that person has lost control.
take one step at a time.
do wat u have to do when the time comes.
i will support u:)

And this is his reply

Duncan Chan

I dint mean bad n I really dun wan to do this but this person is overboard and really pushing my limits ! :(

The moment i see this i feel sad ..... :(

Liked him alot for 1 year plus already... :(

I will not forget his smile and his looks... haiz..

2009-07-15T19:48:00.003+08:00

Simply hate this person alot.

No matter what i will still remember the scene 2years back @ Play.

I was alone,as usual my friends are everywhere.

Okay,cut short to the story.

@ Play

I was dancing alone, and there was a group of cute/handsome boys behind.
And there was a girl with them confirm is a fag hag.

Fag Hag = Str8 girl act as gf or something wit a guy whom is a gay etc.

Lets call the girl A.

A suddenly tapped my shoulder and ask me Questions.

A:Hi, are you alone?
B:Yes i am alone.
A:Oh,then where are your friends?
B:My friends are everywhere.
A:Oh,then do you want to know my friends?
B:Okay Sure.
A:What makes you think they want to know you?
You want to know them,you had to go through me.

I was like WTF.

Then my friend saw me and say hi.
Turn out my friend know that bitch.

It been 2 years and everytime she saw me she siam me.
Then behind me fukin shit gossip about me. WTF.

So super pissed off.

Finally i found her in facebook.

OooOOoo...BITCH......

Her is called Cai Zhimin Alexis.

She is in a Girl school.St Anthony de.
Now currently in NTU.
From her profile and dressing can tell she is rich and stuff.

But then rich big fuck?
Can do anything they want?
She thinks she pretty Oh MY Oh MY.
FUCKING UGLY CAN!!!

Alexis,you are a bitch whom is so ugly.
With or without makeup is still like a toilet bowl okay.

Here is her pics from her profile.

What a bitch...Feel like telling you off.but you are a female.
But do not test my patience,so what you are a girl.
All i had to do is ask str8 ppl to gang bang you and you b a joke forever.

BITCH

2009-07-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

9 July 09

After work,went to swim at Lower Delta Swimming Pool @6.30pm
While after swiming 3laps,i rest at one corner,and saw this guy.
He looks thai to me kept looking at me,just let him see me.

He is slim and average looking.

And i continue to swim for the next few laps.

On the 10lap,got this another guy trying to catch up with me.
zzzzz

And he looks hot and not bad looking.

I kept winning him in swimming.
I saw his body i was like woooooahhhhh..

Fit sia..faint..on the spot.

Continue to swim till 8.30pm

Went to bath and changed up before going to meet Jason.

When i enter the toilet i sian 1/2 the fukin thai guy still there.
Worst part is he is dressed up already do not want to go off.

WTF Nvm.

Go and bath and changed,opp of me was the guy compete wit me de.
He is handsome and hot looking but is from CHINA!!! argh..DAMN.

He looks hot in Red boxer though haha.

Dressed up saw me outside siting at one side,i walked to the MRT.

Passed $25 bucks to Jason and took train to Tanjong Pagar.
Along the way i saw the China guy again.Lol..
He alighted @ Outram Park.
Then i know where he stay,just behind the old police station @ chinatown.

Went to meet Jonathan @ Play,saw Ed and Kang Yong.
Took chop and waited for Daziree to take her chop.

When to Maxwell and eat Tom Yam Soup Noodle $5 only.
Overall the taste is not bad,abit out sourness.haha.

Went to walk about Amoy street as time still early.
Went back to club,Retro and MJ night.

Play is like Dead Club some more can headcount less then 50 people lor.

After club went back home by cab and KO.

10 July 09

Went to work as usual and sleep and sleep.
And Boom 6pm already.

Went home for dinner before going to play.
After dinner went off to Play.

Sign in 3 person to Taboo and slack inside till 12plus before going Play.
Had great time at Play,after which slack at Maxwell to eat.

Went back home and KO,get ready for the next day.

11 July 09

Slacking at home and it rain like mad.
Wore jacket and umbrella to Play.

Sign 4 person to Tabs and watch Drag show.

The drag show was not bad after all..
Woooo..

Asian Pop is the theme of the drag show.

Went back to Play and Dance the whole night..

Went to Mac @ Chinatown then aircon break down WTF.

Walked to Liang Court de,stayed till 7plus in the morning

Every girl or guy pass by will be bitch about haha.

Then suddenly turn behind saw this mly guy pull his pants down.
The image is so disgusted that we all laughed all the way.

The butt stick to the glass pannel and his butt gt marks de.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

TURN OFF...Haha..

Went back home by train and KO.

12 July 09

Going to Zirca later got Drag show again..Woooo...

8 July 09

2009-07-09T02:09:00.001+08:00

Went to work as usual, do work of shifting files to and fro.

During lunch hour,went to Cantoment Police Station.
And exchange pass to go to the reporting room.
Told them my 11b with them.

Went to level 4, they asked for report paper.
I told them that they say just come to Cantoment collect can le.

What i have now is the Q number for today in the room.
In the Lost & Found room are all MALAYS!!!! NVM.

I am not racist.

But what made me fed up was this :

One of the mly guy said in Malay Language saying this:
"Wah this boy must be stupid la just a Q number know what thing."

I was like in my mind,TMD si Giao Tor,.....
Some more all speak in malay language only.
Hey Deh Si Mly,I am CHINESE okay...Speak english.

After that they cant find my 11b,i went off.
They say will contact me soon.

Went off and buy my lunch and chiong back to work.
Passed $50 to Jason for the Air ticket thingy.
Only paid for one way trip only haha.
Going to KL on 23th then back on 25th.
Though the timing is short,but can considered short break for me.

Go back to work,Bitch about the Mly to my colleague.
He laughed all the way for how i bitch..

I told him that i cursed all of them.

Whole family mati,come out from hm kena dog bite.
Out of building kena brick,head spin kena bang by car.
Go hospital kena AIDS frm infection thus,he suffer like hell.
Come out frm hospital kena H1N1 thus back to hospital.
Kena to ICU thus kena all kinds of infection and died.
Died not from infection or anything.
But just sudden die on the spot wit no injuries ect...

KNS...So super du lan.

After wk went to watch Ice Age 3 with Christopher.

The movie is so damn super funny.

More on family,love,friendship that is the main point in the movie.

Out of 5 stars i give it 4 stars.The movie is not bad.
Should go watch it while you can. :)

Chaos

2009-07-07T23:02:00.008+08:00

Was sleeping the whole day @ work as usual.
Cam whore as usual.
Bored and took pics and pics and pics...

After which go to Ikea with my AJ neighbor friend of mine for 5yrs.

Woooo.....

Been ages since to IKEA...

After which went home separated ways.

Discussing of going to KL on 23tis month..hmmm..
Go KL..Woooo.....

Ya,me first time take plane to go oversea...

Laugh for all you want okay.
Haha....lol...

I poor kid la..tsk tsk...hmm...

Time to save money...

There will be a Gay,Lesbian,Trans,Bi,Str8 BBQ Nite...!!
Held @ East Coast on 28 Aug

Pics pics pics.... : )

Sat,13 June09 to Sun 14 Jun 09 morning

2009-06-16T18:53:00.003+08:00

It was a Saturday night.

Went to Play to get FOC chop.
Join my Kakis of mine @ Play.
Together took chop been doing like this together for half a yr?

Went to Maxwell and eat my dinner with my other friend.

I kept calling Taboo Boss,asking if really can sign in 23 people.
Finally he answered,just as he wanted to call me.

He said "Can,before 11pm and are over age."

I said "Of course,since when i bring underage people to Tabs"

After hanging up,told my other friends by sms to go Tabs.
Went to Tabs and join in with my other friends.

Went out for fresh air,jonathan followed me to smoke.
And know more friends whom was intro by jonathan.

Took pics... :)

Me
Wayne
Serene
Kelvin
Zenn
Dorothy
Mumu
Jonathan(birthday boy)
Jiale
Wen Qing blocked by Robin..lol...
Robin

Me
Wayne
Serene
Kelvin
Zenn
Dorothy
Mumu
Jonathan(birthday boy)
Jiale
Wen Qing
Robin

After taking pics,went to find the boss to say thanks.

Thanks Addie :))

After saying thanks to the Boss.

Went back to find them,at the entrance saw this handsome boy.
I am kind of liked him,course of his looks some how.
But that not the thing thats attracts me but the aura i like.

I do not how to explain but it just that he attracted me ALOT...

After finding my friends went to cut cake.
After cuting cake,went to give a slice of cake with a cute toy toy.
In return,i got a donut with melted cheese.

Watched Drag show which was kinda average to me.
The songs and everything is not what the past they did which was perfect.

While watching the show with jonathan and taking video of it.

I saw him again haha..Laughing and happy of the show.
Seems he likes it alot.

After the show ended,went to find the rest and the rest went to Play.

So i told jonathan,lets dance awhile at tabs.

Jonathan and i join his another grp of frens to dance awhile.
Jonathan went back to Play.

So me alone dancing.

And i saw him again beside me dancing happily and nice.
And while dancing with his friend,he also danced with someone.

A Caucasian,i was like zzz..

The caucasian have a gf or something.
The gf was like not happy,i danced abit with the gf.

While dancing with her,feel kinda sad to see him dance wit the caucasian.

Suddenly saw the photographer for Tabs.

In a quick thinking,went to asked him for taking pics for me.

I quicky grab him and ask him take pics with me.
I was feeling so happy :)

Brighten up my night totally.

After which seperated and i dance alone again.

Suddenly he danced with me,then continue dance with him.
So happy to dance with him,totally he melted my heart.
Never felt that happy before.He the only one whom made me happy.

Took few pics of him and notice his takin of pics not that perfect.
So i guide him to take pic if not all the pics is only me.

Asked for his name and age.

Name: Wesley
Age : 18 going to 19

:)

After that,he said he want to rest so i dance awhile more then go back Play.

After dancing @ Play,at the entrance i saw him again.

Called out his name,he was shocked and he gave me a warmly hug.
So happy..ooooooooo....The feeling is unexplainable so nice..

Looks like fate does want him to meet me again. Woo..

Exchange handphone number as want to tag me in facebook.
So happy have his handphone number.

He and his friend went off and we went seperated ways.

Was with my group of friends at maxwell.

Sms him my email add to him.

Suddenly saw my phone ringing and my dad called.
He said 10mins later will reach.

After hanging up,busy talking to my friends.
suddenly my phone ring again,and was shocked and happy.

My phone shows it was Wesley called.Wooooo so happy.

He said he had nowhere to go,asked where am i.
I told him i @ maxwell market.
He said he doesn't know how to go.
I told him to meet me at play while i go fetch him from there.

Then saw my dad going to turn in to maxwell,i faster called my dad.
Told him no need to come fetch,as i wish to be my friends haha..
But actually,i want to fetch Wesley and pei pei him wit my friends.

So went to Play to wait for Wesley to meet me.
Waited for him like 15mins.. :( but i do not mind.

Finally saw him again,woooo..
So super happy.And he was seriously apologizing to me.
In return,another hug from him,High totally..so nice.

Walked to Maxwell to join the rest again.

As not enough space to sit,so he and me one table.
The rest another table..haha..

Talked to him and everything,feels like we known each other for long.
Though i knew him for like less then 5hours,but felt like 50years.

:)

Stayed the whole morning with him and the rest.

Jonathan and asked me to come out as he wan to tok 2 me.
W tot was Jon called him but was me.

W followed me out.
Jonathan said both of you couple har.
I said ya i want him to be my bf.
Jon was like ZzZ...

The whole conversation was hugging him at his waist.Haha..

Went back to seat down,ands aw another friend
and 3 of us chat about jazz and dance and makeup.
During the whole time i was like ZZZZZ...
Spoilt my night with him..ZZZZ
But never mind,he beside me i happy le. :)

Whole morning held his hands..haha..

It was 6am already,then jon told me the ppl opp of me.
I told him ya i know,they cant do anything.

But some how they saw me,and looked at me.
I was WTF!!! faster said i go off le.
Quickly took the 1st train back before anyone in trouble.

I also do not want W to get into trouble for nothing.

Walked towards the MRT,kept holding W haha.
Lol..

Went seperated ways,sad to part with him :(

Went home and KO..

2009-06-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

Super Pissed of With N..
TMD..
Argh pissed off..

Ask you help me send resume to other dept.

But in the end u idiotic....asked me to do:

1.Get resume yourself and print out.
2.Do to the site and find which dept you want to be in.
3.After you found which dept you want print accordin to no of dept u wan
4.Done then pass to me.

WTF!!!! CB...
Cant you do a simple thing like send the resume to other dept by mail meh.
Oh N u tis Argh...
Du lan the whole day...Super Du Lan..

After work,went to meet desmond and watched NOTM2.
The show is not that bad but is more to jokes kind..
I prefer the first movie,much more interesting and better.
After movie went to buy drinks before going home.

Read Shan's blog...

Oh Emily Goh..hmm..i giv u a number u go mms that person instead?
Sms to 90087613 sms to that number can already.
Shan u know whose number is that huh.. haha.. lol...

So tired...

Tomorrow 2 Queens..Wooo

20th May 09 - Me & my good friend of mine.. :)

2009-05-21T15:49:00.006+08:00

In the afternoon,went to sentosa with Daryl.

When to hunt for stupid sunboat suntan lotion.
Got the 0spf de..haha.The red cap de.
So that will get darker faster.

Went to tan and happily chat with each other.

Took pics as usual.

After tanning,went to town area.
To have our dinner.
Took him to Lucky Plaza to eat the Nasi Lemak food.

On The Way To Vivo frm Sentosa

Had a great day with Daryl,my good friend of mine...
Went home around evening time,tired already...

Had great fun time wit shan disturb each other abt the fb quiz..
Haha...lol..

So fun..

Shan, i have something for you..

JOY TO THE WORLD,JOY IS COMING.

Hahaha...lol....

2009-05-19T20:53:00.012+08:00

16th May 09

Went for the Pink Dot Event@ Hong Lim Park.

Went to meet Ron @ Clark Quay Mrt Station.

Took videos of the performance..

Nobody by dance2inspire..

Remix of songs by dance2inspire

Remix of Songs by Vogelicious

Pics from Pink Dot..

www.pinkdot.sg

Tim Nga

Pam Oie

Nice Pink Dog..

Me & Ron

Neo Swee Ling & Me

Irene Ang & Me

ME as usual..

Ron.. :)

Saw this Pride thingy @ Far East Plaza

Went to Taboo and Play had so much fun....
Had drag show @ Taboo...

Dance with Ron and Robin @ Play.
So much fun..
Drinks @ Taboo Bourbon Coke & Vodka Ribenna So nice..FOC also

Drink @ Play E33..So nice..with syrup

Woooo...

14th - 15th may 09

2009-05-15T16:39:00.003+08:00

14th may 09

Found out no need to work so sian.
Then Wei jie just broke up.sad.
Alot of people breaking up.

Hmm..went to watched the movie uninvited with him n 2 others
Xiao Hao and Johnathan.

The movie is nice but not a horror movie sian.

After movie went to NTUC walk walk.
No bus or train for me,

Johnathan and xiao hao took cab home.

15th May 09

Wei jie pei me go eat porridge before he went home at 2am.

I walked to jurong east town hall the mac to grab ice milo.

Took pic..

Rested for half n hr before start my marathon back home.

From Bbk is 3.30 start to walk home.
walked to Chevorns and along the way to Clementi got tat thing.

WTF..kept calling me..CCB!!!

Dun turn back faster walk..

Walked till Clementi Ave 2 before going to 6th Ave.

While going to the end of 6th Ave got tis hot guy jogging.

I walked towards newton,half way saw him in front of me

Haha..he jog one big round..woooooooo

Rich guy..but looks 30+ but he is hot slim lean musuclar kind.

Faint..

Walked to Newton before to KK Hospital and back home.

Told my dad,he say i crazy he told my mum.

My mum said i walk marathon har.

Then complain here and there cus of knee cap can wear n tear de.

Blah Blah..so ya.

3.30 to 7.15 is my walking timing..haha.

Chao.

13 May 09

2009-05-14T17:20:00.005+08:00

Today went to give out flyer as usual @ Bugis.
But before that took pics again @ Outram Park while waiting for people.

After going to get flyer @ Bugis,went to buy friendship band for myself..

RAINBOW COLOUR haha...

After giving out flyer,went to NTU to find my friend to watch AMI.
My online friend from JB studying @ NTU.

iAfter which went to use the net for awhile in his room.
After which i went home and the time is 1.10am.
Walked home,and it rains of all timing..Lucky Best.
Got umbrella scared what haha..

Walked till Chinese Garden,called Melvin.
Went to meet him at Jurong Town Hall the Mac.
Slack and chat till the first train came.

Feel comfortable chatting with him,first time seeing him though.

Know more about each other.
Had lot of fun,make fun of each other.

After which slowly walk to Jurong East Mrt Station.
I went home while he walk back home.

Kinda happy to meet both of them..My JB fren and Melvin.

THANK YOU

2009-05-12T04:20:00.002+08:00

I wish to Thanks Everyone.

For Around him
For Beside him
For Cheering him
For Doting him
For Encouraging him
For Friending him
For Guiding him
For Helping him
For Loving him

Thanks everyone.

From my childhood till now.

Thanks for being with me no matter what.

Wish to thank everyone.

Whether friends comes and goes.
It a sad thing though.
But thats what Life taught us.
Give and Take,Hold and Let Go.

Thanks everyone again...

:)

Not Your Business Do Not Get Involved In It..

2009-05-12T03:57:00.002+08:00

What i want to comment is my own business.
What is your business i do not be bothered about it.

But why the FUK must you all always involved in everything i do.
If you hate me say right in front of my face
And do not bitch or ka my LJ words to other people.

Must you always like find opportunity to bitch about me.
Actually starting i cant be bothered.
Is like friend helping friend.

But the way you all did is WTF!!!
Lousy method.

If you cant say me back or do anything to me.
Then just leave it,take it as what it is.

There is not a NEED to get someone involved in the problem.
So what you all are big group,when there really a serious problem.
See whether you can FUCKING HELL solve it or not.

Cant right,so cant you all just FUCKING HELL STOP IT..

Well if you cant stop it not my business also.

Whateva makes you happy.

So what the problem is my fault or his fault or her fault.
In the end the problem is between 2 person not thousands.

Hey FUCK FACE...SCREW you understand..
Cant understand is it FUCK you understand..

Tsk tsk..

Why must you all always likes to make ppl miserable.
If the person miserable you feel happy is it?
Is it or not.

Fuck face i asking you..Make you happy rite?

Tsk Tsk...

I just hate people whom cant solve the personal prob themselve.
But ask outsider to come step in to help.

It just shows something.

It shows that you are a failure cant do anything big.
You will always behind someone hiding..
Cant even do a single shit by yourself.

I just simply hate this kind of person.

Like what i said just now,cant take it then just leave it.
Must you like always get people to come help?

Cant solve it yourself is it.
BTW all my problems is my own solve de.

I do not NEED someone to help my personal problem.
And when you want to say someone back.

Why cant the fuk you just do it yourself and get someone to do it
Tsk..

Fuck face..Do others a fav can...

Go SCREW yourself la..

Is really not your business so do not get involved in it.

In the end that outsider might make the case even bigger.
You might not know.

So what few days later confirm bitches will come again.

This is my blog and i can say whateva i want to say.

YOU HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHTS TO STOP WHAT I SAY.
GET IT...

Biatch....

The way outsider come help you it will reflect on you too.
Cant solve problem need help of cause need help.

Depending which problem.

But the problem that is DOESN"T NEED OUTSIDER

Thats the Main Problem..

No Outsiders Allow..

Grow up and learn how to defense yourself pls.
By doing so will help other people a big great super duper help.

Get It...

2009-04-24T12:57:00.002+08:00

OOOOOOOOOOO

Sista Sista msn me wor..

Been a long long time..

CrYsTaL- InSoMnIa...我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你 says:
ohok
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
yup
CrYsTaL- InSoMnIa...我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你 says:
what job interview are u going for
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
admin
CrYsTaL- InSoMnIa...我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你 says:
ohok
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
yes
CrYsTaL- InSoMnIa...我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你 says:
then hows life so far ?
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
so far so good?
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
what about you?
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
how about you?
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
and how is athen?

You have just sent a nudge.

CrYsTaL- InSoMnIa...我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你 says:
like tat
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
how how?
Bitch For What You Want To Bitch Cus In De End,You Are Jus A BITCH says:
Good or bad
CrYsTaL- InSoMnIa...我情願我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你 says:
middle

ZZZZZ hahaa lol...peng..

Go for job interview now..cya

2009-04-23T01:40:00.002+08:00

Now i am at my friend's working place @ Tradehub.

Early in the morning,went to Yang Wei's home to swim @ West Coast.
After which, went to meet Yan @ Town.
Slack the whole day at town area.

Evening time,left Yan to meet Eugenia to go Dbl O.
I go take bus no 105 to Trade Hub area the Chervons for Chalet.

Ate and drunk vodka wit orange,Red Label with 7 - up.
The time is midnight then wait for Jerry to come,fetch others to club.

They go to Zouk,i go home and send Jeffery back to TPY.
While waiting for my dad,i go to Jeffery's wkin place use net.

Got to go le..Dad is here..

2009-04-17T07:08:00.003+08:00

My mum woke up @ 6am do abit of house chores.
Asked me if i got sleep,i told her that i slept 2 hours.

But actually i did not sleep.Surf the net the whole nite.

Haha...

Then my mum told me that someone died downstairs.
And there police around.

I quickly go take pic of it and shall load it right now before i sleep.

YAWNS!!!!

NOW GOING TO MEET FRIEND @ LEVENDER & GO SWIM @ JE

CYA

Last Day @ Work

2009-04-16T16:31:00.013+08:00

Yesterday was last day @ work.

After work went to town to find :

Wilson
Deirea
Yan
Alvin
Jia Le
Serene
Gina

Took pic of myself as usual... :

Went to Dbl O,from HMV walked to Dbl O.

6pm to 8pm - $10
8pm to 10pm - $18
10pm onwards - $25

Faster go get the $10 de.cheapskate.
After which,went to eat mee soto,very the old school.

LOL

Slack awhile more then the girls to get chop as whole day free.
Then there a big bomb,girls after 20yr old then can enter.Sian.

Deirea haven 19 yet and some more must be 20 yr old.
So deirea went to Rebel with Kenneth.

The rest of us went to Dbl O and dance.
Song haven started,stupid serene drank 7 shots.
Her target is 20shots.

She kept crying saying I am Sad,Help me,Help..
I was like huh..then create a nuisance at Dbl O.
In the end,kena drag out haha.

Took few pics of her dunken looks :

The on the Bed Pose

OH YES!!! Pose..So Wrong..LOL..

FHM Posing Style

Sadako Style

We cared for her,she told us to fark off.
We put her in the cab and off she goes alone.

The rest of us took 2 pics asking someone to take for us:

Gina,Yan,Qunnie,Jia Le,Wilson,Me and Alvin

Gina,Yan,Quinnie,Jia Le,Wilson,Alvin and ME..

And the girls bitching about what panties they wearing..

P. Carddin..

In the end is Quinnie show her Asset of Anorexic :

Went back to club and continue dancing...
Took pics again the interior of Dbl O...

Play Snooker?

Live Band

Smoking Corner

Let's Drink..

Saw April and took pics with her haha..lol..

Dancing happily with the rest..
Cause the music is like Play..House Music..!!! OMG!!!

Dance Happily,went to the toilet and saw 3 things..
Guess what is it?

It is... :

In the end,Qunnie and Wilson went to drink Water fall..

After clubing went to Liang Court the mac to slack for few hours.
Then my dad called and fetch me back home..lol...

2009-04-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

After work,took bus 132 to Redhill.
Along the way,got tis guy super fit muscular kind..like 18 or 19 yr old.
Tanned looking..OMG!!! he super cute with his glasses on.PENG!!!
zzz

Went to swim @ Delta Swiming Complex.
Swam alot of laps.
Notice this guy kept on looking at me.

In the end,we chat and exchange number before going home..
HE cute!!! lol..

Opps..

ya la mama n sarah i know what u going to say..
no need okay haha

2009-04-01T20:03:00.001+08:00

When to cut hair after work..

Woooooo Looks much nicer now..
Haha..

31st March 09

2009-04-01T01:37:00.004+08:00

DU LAN wit the NaBEIVisor..
Dock my half n hr of my pay..

OLD HAG!!!
Cant believe you are married with kids..WTF...

U so stingy like no one business.

Even is someone leave @ 4.58pm instead of 5pm sharp.
You called the person to come back and wait tat FARKIN 2 mins.

WTF....

Pls la...Nothing to do then go home right.
Tsk Tsk..OLD HAG..

Whole day Du Lan wit tat BH...
Half n hr of my pay is alot okay..

After work,went to Town to pass back the shirt to JK.
4gotten to past to JK yesterday b4 goin hm after the chalet.

Went to eat Soup Spoon again and walk ard Paragon.
Saw This PICARD wallet cost $99 but no discount sia,
Went to Taka saw the wallet again BOOM... 20% discount.

Went to buy as my wallet is like shit now..

From $99 to $79.20.
Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

30th March 09

2009-04-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

After work, went out wit JK.
Bought a T Shirt from Fresh IMP..

JK & me bought the same shirt.haha..
Couple huh..

2nd item is 20% off..Woooo..haha lol..
Total bill is $46.

Ate Soup Spoon and saw my 2 friends before going Chalet.

My Lesbian friend Chalet..
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Guess what?
I the only guy there and the rest are all girls.
WTF...

All Jealous of me..those beside the unit.
All the TI KO UNCLES all stare at me sia..
KAO..WTF..

Played games and stuff till 1am then went home KO..

Home Sweet Home..

29th March 09

2009-04-01T01:09:00.004+08:00

Went to meet Dickson @ Town area.
Had dinner wit him and his friend whom is a ice skater.

Had dinner @ HK Cafe @ Cine.
After which we went to Paragon to have Dessert.

The Canele

3 of us shared a pathetic one scoop of Nougat Ice Cream.

Took picture as usual...

The price is $8 but after service charge.
Everything is almost to $10.
But over all the taste of the ice cream is:
nice but sweet because got caramel sauce and salt.

SINFUL..

24th March 09

2009-03-25T02:46:00.005+08:00

When to work,did not bath haha..
Cus the last time i bathed was like less then 5 hrs.
lol..

Opps..Dirty me..Boy oh Boy..

Went to take bus,saw my CBGER..
I totally Sian 1/2..

Cus she wrongly accused me of doing wrong things.
Spoil the way how i handle the documents.

All her fault..

While working,she comes check how i do the docs.
That nvm,cus maybe got things tat i missed out.

Then lunch time that was the best,i totally like it..

After the lunch time,before i go lunch i put a sign that
Do not touch or you held responsibility.

And i came back,that CBGER went to sit at my table eating and
Mess the table,dun even know where is the doc that i need to sort out.

母狗 Sia..Tsk Tsk..

Took pics as i was bored..

The moment reached 5pm i slacked till 5.30 then went home.
KO the moment reached home.

Woke up ard midnite.

Chat wit Salad..
Noe how to speak different language for the sentence of...

Get out of my life,Do not Treat me like u a Bitch:
走出我的生活，不要对我好想你是一个母狗

So funny..hmm...

23 March 09

2009-03-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Zirca,saw D so happy.
Waved hi to him,danced wit D for a while.

After which club finished,D went home.
Left the rest n me at Macs.

Got to noe D's female friend.
Haha..ya i like D.D kinda cute.

I know wat mama n salad gona say..FOS!!! AGAIN...

The rest and me agreed that thus go for "adventure"
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Hmm...Sad to see frens kena broke up cus tis freaker played ppl hearts.
Haiz...thats life..

23th March 09

Went to work, first day in the department.
Doing sorting out of documents and miroflim it before destory the hardcopy.
Thats what i will be doing for 1 month.

Got to know few more coulleges kok hong n evyyone..
They are nice and helpful.

Wonder will i stay long or not,as the job is kena boring and tiring de..
Will make you sian in 5mins kind..

HAiz..what to do had to earn a living just do it lor..

After work,went to meet Jia le @ JP.
Watched the movie Coming Soon..

What a Freaking Movie Scared the Shit out of ME..
TMD...haha..

Tomorrow will be the second day.

Will i want to continue to do as pemp in this dept or dun wan.

Haiz...

18 19 20 March 09

2009-03-21T18:02:00.008+08:00

18th March 09

Last day at work,ate good food wit my colleges and sad to leave them.
Though work with them for 1 month plus but then the feelings working
with them is so nice and happy.Never felt such a good working colleges.

After work,went town to eat sushi wit Quinnie.
After which went to Clark Quay the Lunar to club wit Briano n his bf.
4 of us happily dancing as the songs turn into house music..OMG..

After club went home after sendin her back home.
19th March

Was slacking at home whole day,then night time went to the home club.
Met Jia Le,Leon,Rainie and Jane as well as Quinnie.

Took few pics with them and had fun dancing during lesbian night.

I in blue
Green is Quinnie and Leon
Yellow is Jia le
Red is Rainie and Jane.

After club went to Golden Cafe to eat before going home.
Had so much fun..WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
20th March 09

Jiale woke me up at 8am to call Quinnie,and i slept like abt 5am.
Go back sleep did nt call.Woke up @ 9am.
Slowly take my time to bath and dress up.
Met the rest @ vivo.As usual Quinnie KO in her sleep.

Went to sentosa to tann and swim and enjoy.
Took pics

Me and Leon
Me and Jia Le
The 3 of us

MY NAME...

Jia Le and Leon by Jane and Rainie

Jane and Rainie

Beach Volleyball

Me , Jia le and Leon

Jia Le and Leon
Sweet huh..2 to 3 years le..lol..

After swiming and tanned went to bath and dressed up...
Pics again lol..

Jane,ME and Leon

Went to Vivo @ Carls's Junior to eat for our lunch.
And the time is like 4pm lol..

Pics again..

The leftovers haha..ate 1 full burger and Leon & Jia Le's Half Burger & i Still hungry
OMG!!!! Hahaha..

After that went to watch Chun Li the movie.
The show is much more better and nicer then the stupid Dragonball Movie..
Dragonball movie is totally sucks and waste of money..

Chun li the movie i can do some of the moves haha..lol..

After the movie slack around vivo then Jiale and Jane felt hungry.
OMG!!! Haha...lol..

Went to Cathay and eat Sushi..Lol..

Total is 25 plates,1 plate of curry chicken cutlet rice and a yaki ball 6 pieces.

The bill is $53.65 cents.
haha lol..
Before going seperated ways.

Jane and Rainie went home.
Leon and Jiale went clark quay.
As for me went to Taboo and dance happily..

After going to tabs saw ad and his friends.
Ed intro me his frens.A male n female.
Both are str8. haha lol..

Slack ard near "salad"(you know who you are) home haha..
Ed friends went home by cab they cant tahan so tired.
I slept only like 3 hours only..haha..and i still engergentic.

Ed lay on the floor and i go take water wan splash him.
But he run off dunnoe go where haha..
I was like WTF.Find him for 1 hr then go home as cant find him.

Phew.......

What a day...

2009-03-17T01:46:00.002+08:00

Today got a new women came called christina.
She is 30+ yr old..She is normal and okay person.
Should be able to take over my role in LTA.

MY last day is on wednesday.
Hope i get the job.

There so many people want me.But then the Stupid HR
SO SLOW!!!!! WTF...

After wk went to watch the movie Confession of the Shopaholic with eugenia.

It was a normal show,though it shows how people shop like mad when there are sales.
As well as when there is love,there be jealousy very fast and sadness.

Just of not honest for one big thing,cause a big blow to each other.

But in the end the movie is quite nice..

6th March 09

2009-03-07T11:03:00.005+08:00

Woke up and slowly go to work.
During work time is so bored,do nothing but just drink green tea packet.
Then before lunch,stupid Big Boss come gan my boss for unable to find
document he wants to find and other things.

Scold like barking like a dog,once open mouth thats it.
You will see cloud black black de.

So i quickly siam,go upstair to find the Big Boss's secretary.
She laughs like siao..haha..

Hmm she going to Japan today.
Hope she got present for me.

After lunch,got prawns wit flour dough for snacks FOC.
Always got FOC stuff to eat.

Thus is Tou Huay and You Tiao,today is prawns with flour dough.
Haha..

Working in LTA is good,and have alot of new friends and have fun.

After working there is a VTL Staff Gathering.

Ate alot as usual and have alot of fruits.

Took pics..

Together share food as a dept have fun...

Time for self pic again..Haha...

So happy being with them,but at the same time sad as i leavin on the 18th.. :(

Suntann on sun 1/3/09

2009-03-03T23:56:00.005+08:00

Went to sentosa to Tann on Sun 1/3/09..
Slack ard vivo before going to Zirca..

Pics taken... :

Whos the girl whos the boy..haha

Emo

Looks like North Pole...

which 1 should i choose...

2009-02-24T02:09:00.002+08:00

Mama and Sarah...

which 1 should i choose...
got few jobs offer i can choose..
which 1 will u prefer...

msg my hp the moment u c tis then i call yr hp usin my office phone..

ADMIN ASSISTANT, Intelligent Tranport System Development

You will provide administrative support and your duties will include operations support, filing, distribution, processing, coordination and/or requisition. Priorities of duties will be dependent on role and Division assigned.

3 GCE ‘O’ level passes including English / Maths; OR 3 GCE ‘N’ level passes including English & Maths; OR NITEC (Service Skills, Office) or Higher NITEC (Business Studies, Administration) Certificate
Good written and oral communication skills
Customer service-oriented with good interpersonal skills
Team player who is able to multi-task and keen to learn
Independent and proactive
IT-savvy and familiar with software such as Microsoft Office

Innovation & Infocomm Technology Group
CORPORATE ADMIN ASSISTANT, Corporate Development

You will be part of the team to drive and promote culture excellence in LTA through corporate programmes and training. Your responsibilities will also include the organising of corporate events for staff and administration of staff involvement schemes.

3 GCE ‘O’ level passes including English / Maths OR
3 GCE ‘N’ level passes including English & Maths OR
NITEC (Service Skills, Office) OR
Higher NITEC (Business Studies, Administration) Certificate
Resourceful with strong communication, organisational and interpersonal skills
Good written and oral communication skills, with an eye for details
Team player who is able to multi-task, keen to learn and enjoy organising staff events
IT-savvy and familiar with software such as MS Office

Road Projects Group
ADMIN ASSISTANT, Marine Coastal Expressway

You will provide administrative support that includes typing, filing and / or frontline operations. Priorities of duties will be dependent on the role.

3 GCE ‘O’ level passes including English / Maths; OR
3 GCE ‘N’ level passes including English & Maths; OR
NITEC (Service Skills, Office) / Higher NITEC (Business Studies, Administration) Certificate
Proficient in MS Office applications with good typing skills
Good communication and interpersonal skills

All new appointments will be on contract basis

Vehicle & Transit Licensing Group
ADMIN ASSISTANT (OPERATION & SYSTEM), Foreign Vehicle Permits

Reporting to the Executive, you will liaise with contractors responsible for the operation and maintenance of the VEP/Toll System. You will assist your reporting officer in overseeing the daily operations and system maintenance, and in system upgrade projects. In your course of work, you will also be required to provide periodic support to VEP/ERP counters and to assist public in their payment of fines and fees and in the issuance of permits for their foreign-registered vehicles. You may also be tasked to review the applications received by the Division for various LTA’s schemes to regulate the use of foreign-registered vehicles on Singapore roads.

GCE ‘O’ Level or ITE equivalent
At least 2 years’ relevant experience in hands-on operations/maintenance or customer service
Keen interest in operation/maintenance and administrative works
Able to travel and/or station on site to supervise works of contractors
Able to work in fast-paced environment
Proactive individuals with strong communication and interpersonal skills

19th Feb 09

2009-02-19T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today is a bored day,went to work and feel so sian.
CAM WHORE again,as usual..Tsk Tsk..

Then after work,went to Kaplan for the preview session for Tourism.
Finds the course looks good,better then MDIS..LOTS LOTS BETTER!!!

Must earn money first then can...Argh...

After the session,HOME SWEET HOME!!!

MISS KINKY GIRL CUM MAMA

18th Feb 09

2009-02-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

After work,went to meet Sarah @ Bugis.
Went to walk walk about,and hv the stomach ach bubble tea.LOL.
Lucky no tummy ach..

Took pics usual, haha..

Miss Sarah alot..
MAMA also okay,dun say i bad nv say u..
Cutie21 also..haha..lol..

I Looks So Ugly..

After drinking the bubble tea got this gay kept looking at me.
Tsk Tsk,then he keept Diao me..Kao..

Then saw him like trying to go back home to see me like that.
Saw him walking back to my direction,i told Sarah orh go home har.
Orh okay okay,bye bye..then faster walk off.

Then the guy did not follow me heng.
Lol..
Hmmm...Walked back home and prepare for the next day..

7th Feb 09

2009-02-19T23:31:00.007+08:00

Been a long time since i blog.

On 7th Feb,went to JB wit Quinnie.
Took alot of pictures.
I am a Noob Fuck,first time go JB.
Haha..age 20 first time go JB what a NF.

Went to watched the movie Ong Bak @ City Square.
SG$4.5 only so cheap of cus go watch la..

Wore home clothes go JB..Lol..So de nt me..

Sushi King Restaurent.

Curry Chicken Nugget Rice Set

Mac Delivery @ 1300 - 13 - 1300

Nice Effect from the sun

The effect of the sun..woooo

Movie Ticket each pax only RM $10 only..

After watching the show,walked around more.
And found that the golden colour coin like SG$1 not in use.
Now use Notes of $1.Hmmm....

After that went back home.And went to Play and Dance All Night Long.

I MISS JB
I WANT TO GO JB AGAIN...

4th feb..2009

2009-02-05T03:44:00.002+08:00

Today in office do nothing again.
But learn new stuff.
Doing Registry of papers then file them correctly.
So Ma Fan,see the paper also sian..
haha..Had to check this and that then can registy or not cant.

Haha..So can say nothing much today. but find the time go fast la.

Yeah...end work..

Then MS msg say gt high cholesterol i was zzz..
No more KFC then..haha...hmm..

Sian..Went to sleep at 8pm woke up at midnite..
nw then blog..

nw is 5th feb 3.47am..
go sleep le..

2009-02-03T19:43:00.004+08:00

Woke up @ 7.15, took a bathe and get ready for work.
My second day of work.

Took bus to work,it was like so fast la..argh..
20mins only..haha..

Got into Office,slack all the way do nothing.
Only do filing but filing is get file giv to someone then tat person file.ahaha.
After that person file finish i put back.
I do not have the authority to do filing.

Or not will be runin up and down,gettin the boss to sign the paper.
Haiz..so many things for him to sign..DAMN..
But at least can walk about.If not i confirm sleep.

Slept for 1min plus in the office haha..so shiok.
That 1 min is the shiokness..

Lunch time...

After lunch,went to type out some cds and replace the label.
Till 4pm.slack till 5.30pm.
Took pictures haha..

@ 5.30,ask me to go buy Canadian Pizza..i was like zzzz..
WT...

Nvm,go buy lor..take my time to go buy..waited for 20mins for the pizza.
Walk back slowly.Slack abit then go home.

While on the way back home,Knockout totally till Novena..Phew..
Got this girl, quite pretty kept looking at me haha..lol.
Look at me for wat sia,i so ugly look at me..tsk tsk.

So bored the whole day..Sian...

2 Feb 09

2009-02-03T00:05:00.002+08:00

Went to work today,took a cab there.
$8.90 is the taxi fare so cheap huh...lol..

Kang Wei taught me alot of things today.

.Filing
.Book meeting
.Check Appointment
.Make Appointment
.Photocopying
.Check emails(using Lotus Notes)

And i today found out that i am the PA for boss of Traffic Regulations.

Went to eat out wit my new colleagues.

Paul,Kelvin,Stephen,Kang Wei and Micheal(i guess thats his name)

Micheal called me Random is my name..OMG!!!
so funny..

So checked email.
Do filing.
Make and cancel appointment

Lots of things to do but i do it very fast pace.haha.

From 11am till 12.30pm do photocopying.
Then from 1.30pm to 3.30pm do photocopying also.
The same stack photocopying whole day.Slack whole day.

From 3.30 to 6pm been doing nothing.
Rotting at table staring at the computer screen.

Cant go online,cant make phone call..
Cant go MSN.
Haiz...

only can go online when i reach home lor...

If only i able to go on MSN how nice during office hours.

After work went to find Quinnie @ Vivo.
Ate subway,slack around vivo.
Quinnie as usual dun eat bread cus of carbo.
So eat SALAD!!!! WTF....

Ate Ice Cream together.D24 plus green tea plus raspberry Shiok..
Slacked till 10pm then went back home.

30th Jan 2009

2009-02-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

Got a job interview @ Sing Ming Drive LTA @ 10am.
Wore my bro's formal wear then go take cab go there.

Reached there,waited for half an hour.ZZZ...

During the interview, asked the same whole questions i went for
the last interview about hotel de.Almost....

After the interview,called mama to meet her for lunch.
From Bishan walked to Novena is like 1.5hr by walking.haha..

The moment i reached to Novena,Rina from LTA called.
Ask me when can start work,i said work on mon.
So on 2feb09 offically start work.

Pay wise is $6.5/hr
Mon to fri only.

mon to thus 8.30am to 6pm
fri 8.30am to 5.30pm
sat sun off..

Mama saw me she fainted on the spot.see me in formal wear.
In a ugly formal wear la.i also thought so.So ugly lar..

Went to eat Chicken Rice wit Mama.
Had lot of jokes,i guess...haha..

Then walked back home.

So happy got the job..finally...

Jan20th 09

2009-01-21T15:30:00.008+08:00

Quinnie called my phone,i was still asleep..
Voom...Voom..Voom...
Answer the call,then she said,where am i...
i was like huh huh.. 1pm le..Fark..
Haha..told her coming soon.
Quickly went to bath then meet her @ps 1.45pm.

Went to eat sushi and took pics..
1 plate of sushi only $1,cheap and nice.
total bill is $18.20.
I gave the cashier all my coins.
$8 of 50cent coins..muahaha...so evil me..
The cashier like WTF...haha...Coins..

The pics taken... :

The Cathay

Sushi $1 only..

Sushi that we took..before eating.

Quinnie & food

Me & the food

THE LEFTOVER RICE
WHICH SHE DUN EAT
SCARED GET FAT...
haiz....wat to say neh...

After that,went upstairs to 1st level.
And then...got tis NUM guy wave at me.
I was like huh,orh then smile and wave back.
Then walk around..went to sophia rd,which is behind cathay and PS.
Wah the scenery is super nice and the breeze is so shiok.

Walk around and took more pics around sophia rd..

Behind Cathay

View of Macdonnald house..

View of PS

View of Macdonnald house & St Gerald's Child Care Center on the right.

St Gerald's Childcare Centre & View of Town area..

My Skin peeling off..so ugly..Argh..

I look so slim huh..haha

2slim person on the rd..haha

Cute Boy wit Pretty Gal..Nt Bad.

Behind of The Oldhouse some music sch or something..

Only know Trevvy office is there haha lol..

Even Slimmer woott..

St Gerald's Childcare Centre

Condo Beside Cathay,wonder is it the Cathay Residence..

Walk down back to Cathay and to the bookshop store @ B1.
After reading and see cantonese and italian and japanese words
How to say during "sex"talk haha..

Went back up,he wave at me again.Peng..oh okay..
Went to Sing K Box,sang alot of songs...
4hours before 8pm only $17
Sang hokkien songs...so shiok..haha...

The bill came is $31.10.
I gave $10 of coins all $1 de the $10 note i keep.
Haha ..today coins day..everything pay by coins..
Faint...

After singing,saw Yiling,hmm..still the same gal..
She got a tall average slim guy as her bf.
Hmm...chatted for awhile about jobs and study then went seperated ways.

Quinnie and i went to Cine to buy drink before walking to cathay.
Saw Imran and Victor @ NUM seeing bags..
Walked over to them chatted for awhile..

Then saw the same guy came back,i asked him to come over.
Asking him that he work full shift today?
He like yup full shift today.

Then stupid Eugenia ask if he is str8 or aj.
He replied str8.I was like wth la..Eugenia..
Eugenia said that he(which is me) wants to have your number.
He wants to know you.
I was like ARgh...
Then he(the guy) was like embrassed.
haha lol..

I and Eugenia said bye then walk off..
Eugenia was like hahaha lol..
Haiz...

Quinnie accompanied me to Little India,walked there then take bus back.
I continue walk home.
And pics of me in the lift again...

2009-01-20T01:29:00.008+08:00

YEAR 2004 to 2006 (THE OLD ME)

Leisher & Me

Misses him & my good friend during tat year only.

It was my ugly period....

Sec 4 the time...

Misses the days..
Alot of things happend..
Haiz....

My 1st Ex Gf & Me

Been that done that kind..
But No Sex..

My 2nd Ex Gf's Younger Sis & My 2nd Ex Gf& Me
Lot of fun together..muahah..

My twin & Me = Both name Brandon

My good friend,handsome and funny too.
But too bad is str8..DAMN...

Sarah & Me

When i was still in ITE

Pat Mok & Me

Shi Lei,Xiao Ying,Fanni & Me

Me & JK

MY Latest Hairstyle before i enter Army on 091206

THE NEW ME

2007 to 2009

In NS After BMT...year 2007

After BMT the time still in NS but longer hair period...

Vee,Sarah and Me (2007)

Sarah,Elise,Me(2007)

4th Dec 07

Year o7 lots of things happend also..Cannot be explained..

4th dec 08
Sarah,Vee,Lay Cheng & ME

4th dec 08

18th Jan 08
Drinking time..

Sarah,Me ,Lay Cheng..
(18 Jan 08)

Me & Lynn (March 29 08)

Sarah,Me,Lynn(march 29 08)

Sarah,me lynn(29march 08)

Me & Lynn(29march 08)

Sarah and me(March 29 08)

Quinnie & Jason
16th July 08

Sep23 08

Sep23 08

8 November 08
13th Dec 08
15th dec 08
15th dec 08

Dec 28 08
31Dec 08

Year 09,lots of happy and bad stuff happen.
Well,lifes goes on and stuff..
Fate do its job ba..

DAMN

THE YEAR OF 2009

7th Jan 09
Quinnie Calvin & Me

7th Jan 09
Me Quinne & Me

Dancing At Vivo City at the void deck on 2nd floor..
So much fun the 3 of us had.
Do drag dance..woooooooooo...

....Muahaha...

11Jan 09

Alif's birthday and had a drag show on that day..
Woooo...

Calvin & Me @his home
13 Jan 09

Quinnie & Me
13th Jan 09

Calvin,Quinnie and me
Together went to eat @ Chomp Chomp..

14th Jan 09
Went to cut hair..Ta Da...become tis..Lol..

15th Jan09
Went to eat KFC wit JK

Went to swim wit Ryan on 17th Jan 09

19th Jan 09

Quinne & Me
19Jan 09

The past 5 years,there been lot of things happened.
Cliques one by one disappear.
Backstabbers
Hypocrites
And alot of things..

BGR?
BBR
GGR?
Etc....
All kinds...

Alot of things happen....

Wish that one day all will come back to square one again...

:(

But dun think it will happen....Tsk Tsk..

19th Dec 09

2009-01-20T01:05:00.003+08:00

Woke up in the morning.
Waited for Qunnie to call me.
TMD,didn't call me,so called her.Nv pick up nvm.
Saw me online dun wan to pm me..kao..
PM her then go meet her for swim @ 4.15pm @ delta swimin pool.

After swiming,see the skin peeling like shit..kao..arh..peel peel peel..
Sian,i look so ugly now la..3 skin colour or 4 skin colour liao..
Argh.........................so ugly........

Took pics of myself as usual haha..Zhi Lian..

Fats!!!!

Even fatter..argh..

Can be a model le la..AS IF..NO LOOKS NO BOD...

Skin Peeling off..Argh..

Skin off..tsk tsk..make me so ugly..

After swiming,went to town to eat subway then go shop shop.
Went to Isetan @ lido,walk around see nothing suits me.
No money..broke then suddenly,saw this poster big for blind ppl to see.
I was like OMFG!!!!!!!!
QUINNIE, 80% DISCOUNT AND ABOVE, 08JAN09 TO 22JAN09.

Quickly ran over there and scan the whole area like AUNTIES...
The shirt is like $250 for like $30 WTF!!!!
Jeans $300 for $50 only..Argh!!!!!

Shirt $ 30
T shirt $30
Sweater $30
Jeans $50
Hats $30
Accessories $30

In the end,bought a reversible shirt green and yellow de.
of $200++ for $30.
Faint,so cheap..buy buy buy,for new year clothes..

After that,walk to ghoby ghaut take train home.
Quinnie as usual,walk to clark quay then take bus home.
Kao..haiz..tsk tsk..Qunnie har..

15th and 16th Jan 08

2009-01-17T16:30:00.004+08:00

15th Jan

Went to meet Sarah for lunch @ bugis.
Both of us ate Yong Tau Foo @ the food court.
While eating had so much fun joking and bitching.

After eating when to friend's Condo to swim and tann.
From 2pm till 6pm.Swim and tanning.
Saw this female,quite sexy.Tanned looking.
Tanned while Bio her for awhile.
After which,saw this guy,washing the Ribenna bottle in the pool.
Lol..

After swimming when to my fren's home to bath.
Together,he and me go to Cold Storage to buy lip palm.
As my lips is dry and skin peeling.
After that went to Chinatown to find Sarah again.

Had Tang Yuan wit my frien,Sarah and Lay Cheng.
Made fun of each other till 8pm.
Went seperated ways,my fren and i went to Bugis to eat steamboat.
Ate wit Liao & Marilyn.The 4 of us eat till very full..from 9pm till like 11.30pm.
So full,the 3 of them went to take train back while i walk back home.
Phew..had to burn fats and save transport fee too.

Went home go online,asked R want to go swim and tann tomolo.
He said oh okay,where and time?
Chinese Garden 11am.
Okay then went to sleep @ 5.30am

16Jan

Woke up at 9.30am.
Slack abit more then called R to give wake up call..TMD.
Nvm,went to Chinese Garden.
Tanned for 2hours.Body want to chao ta like that.
The sun so shiok.from 11.5am till 1.30pm tanning.
Phew.Confirm die de.

Went to swim for 2hours.
Swim till so shiok.Though swim slowly but is cool though.
After that,went to bath at the Male's toilet.
So many people.All like naked i was like $%$%$ ZZZ '_' "'
Went to bath then the grp of guys around my age
Was singing old songs.I was like ZZZ while bathing.
Though they sing quite okay able to listen still.
Bathed finished wait for R to come out.
Went to take few pics of R and me before going to Chinese Garden to eat.

Ate Yong Tau Foo then Ady called.

Went to meet him @ JP.
Supposed to meet for movie,but then he had no time,so walked ard JP2.
@ 4.30 he left to NTU.while i slack @ JP2 calling everyone in my list.
Finally Mama called me,asked me where am i and wait for her @ 6pm.
Orh okay.I waited wana die,then one by one alot of ppl msg me.
Asking wats up,replied..Oh no need already,wanted to ask you out.
But then did nt pick up my call and replied so late,found someone le la.
BB..

Waited till 6.10pm then Mama reached,i was wan to ZZZZ soon that kind.
Faster go to JP2 to wait for Mandy to come.
Walked around JP2 and went to eat again.
I ordered Yong Tau Foo soup alone by itself again.

Chat and chat before go shoppin..
After shopping went to Jurong Central Park to slack.
The wind there so shiok and cooling.
Saw so many couple kissing and cuddling like no one business.
Free show..muahaha..Chat and saw about studies and stuff.
Before i went to Play and dance so shiok,so long nv dance like that.
Before the place close,TMD stupid guy bump into my frens.
My fren told him to slow down not so fast tat can bump into ppl kind.
TMD,scold my fren all kinds of valgar languages and show sign language.
My fren showed Sign language and scold back.
Almost got fight...

Lucky is not me,if not i scold jia lat jia lat and giv some of my punches.
Heng..Lucky you..

Went to wait for my dad to fetch me back home and ZZZZ...

Job Interview

2009-01-13T15:51:00.003+08:00

Went for the job interview @ NCS Hub Building @ Yio Chu Kang
Took a cab from my house to there $9.80.
Reached there super early.
2.10pm then reach, the interview is @ 3pm.

Exchanged for the visitor pass,then wait for him/her come.
Then Nicholas Wong came, pass him my photocopies thingy.
He asked for the application form as well.

Guess what?Freakin Hell did not bring.
#$#$%^%$^$^##@$%#^&%*&%$%$@
Why i did not bring along!! Dumbass..Why Why..

No choice filled up the application form manually lor..
Nicholas went to find Anita, as she in the meeting.

After her meeting, she interviewed me.
The interview is average not that good i think.
Total Flung and can die that kind.

I cant speak properly,cough plus voice sounds like shit.
Tried to answer her questions and asked her questions too.

A:Why u want to work here?
B:Gain more experience at the same time change of job scope as been doin FnB line.

A:Are you going to further studies?
B:I want to find a job so that i can pay my own studies fees.
A:Have you enroll for the school yet?
B:Haven,as i do not enough money to enroll in yet.

A:So what school and course you going to study as and in?
B:Tourism in MDIS
A:From the cert you have is precession engineering why not further studies it?
B:Since i young,have more cert and gain more experience and know more knowledge.

A:What is your weakness?
B:Being Soft Spoken,but after awhile i be not soft spoken.

A:Any Question you want to ask me?
B:What are the working hours like?
A:8.30am to 8.30pm or 12pm to 12mid
or
8.30pm to 8.30am or 12mid to 12pm
working shift hours of 12hours.

Overall the interview should be okay ba in the end i guess.

Went out then see rainin..
%^%#^%#$#%$
Took taxi went back home,$10.20
Like that $20 gone jus in 1hr.

I noe wat sarah n mama goin to say my weakness...
ALWAYS GET CHEATED BY PPL ALL THE TIMES...
and thats the answer i gona get.thats confirm...
no need say on my tagboard.help u say out le..muahaha..

11/01/09

2009-01-12T01:41:00.003+08:00

Today supposed to meet mama n sarah.
Bt sarah stomachach then did not go out.
So mama n i decided not to meet also lor.
Whole day at home rotting scolding the internet.
Why always DC me and connection cut off by itself..
Waited for 2hrs.and jus left the laptop on.LOL..

FINALLY is on,then in 15mins time later GONE again.
TMD..
Waited another 1hr.then Yeah...Connection is back.
And was okay since evening time till now..
HEng Heng..

Wanted to go to St James.But in the end did not.
Nobody go,i go there later only me alone how.haha lol..
Alone dance like a fool huh..haha..

Slacked at home do nothing,chat with everyone online in my msn list.
Surf youtube..watch videos...

Yawns so tired was on the laptop since like 9am till now..
Yawns..go and sleep le..

2009-01-08T02:29:00.002+08:00

Is it difficult to find a boyfriend?
Is it?
Why must it be difficult to get a boyfriend?
I so good,treat people good,kind and helpful.

But still i am being treated like :

-Rubbish
-Taken for granted
-Taken used of money
-Take advantage of my soft heart

I make sure i make the person happy even if i am not happy i don't mind.
I always the one lose out in quarreling,as there no use to quarrel & fights
Though will know more about each other but what if no ending how?

I know that i always being made used of.
But what can i do if i really love the person alot.
Because i am stupid & dumb thus i do not even know if he using me or not.
Maybe i am really dumb & stupid.

I always heartbroken and get cheated all the time.

CHEATED
CHEATED
CHEATED

Do i have to get cheated all the time?
When do i wake up from all these stupid cheaters whom always break my heart?

WHEN
WHEN
WHEN

I do not know what to say next.Just hope the next person whom enter my life
Doesn't cheat and make me heartbroken again.

3 jan 08 & 4 jan 08

2009-01-05T00:46:00.003+08:00

3th Jan 08
Woke up,drank a cup of water.
And i vomitted out..TMD...
Went to go see doctor.
Explained to him,and he said got Stomach Gastric.

Vomit
Fever
Cough
Soar Throat

Tsk tsk..

Say the bill cost $24. okay nvm..
Wan injection he say $22 i say dun wan.
Hw much my budget told him $50
he then add $2 for my cough or something then BOOM
Bill $36 only..FUCK!!!

Went back home,took medicine and msg sky cant go to his
Chalet today.
He replied when going to die..i say soon vr soon
wat i wan to be grand.
i say u buried wit me and lot of slaves can le.
Then say..when going to die har..

If i nv reply or answer yr calls hor means i dead le k.

Woke up @5pm.Felt Okay.Sms Sarah wana meet.
Met her @ Citylink @7pm...

Went to have dinner @ MS the foodcourt.
Slack awhile more then i went to Play.
At the same time alot of ppl called me.
I dun pick up,c wat they do..Cursed me wan to die.
I dun pick up lor..whole night call call call..
Worried abt me rite..then dun any hw say when i goin to die la.

Dance till 4.15am.Faster rushed to take NR 6 back.
Waited for half n hr then hv the bus.Heng.
Went home KO.

4th dec
Woke up do nth sleepin all the way..
Night time went to meet MF,MF so cute and tall lol..
Watched Transporter 3,the show okay only not that nice though.
Watched it for free.After the movie went to buy drink,he treat
So i got mineral water lor,cheap n is what i needed the most now.

He then send me back to the bus stop and waited for me for the bus
So sweet of him,hmmm..Went home sms him..

He should be sleeping now.got camp tomorrow for him..

The past 2 days...

2009-01-02T15:30:00.002+08:00

Moment went home on monday,i feelin like shit.
DAMN..HAngover..Cant eat,or drink..
I eat i will vomit.
Drink also vomit.
Argh..2days le..
And i still feel like shit.Been drinking alot of water..
Unable to sleep,sleep only like every 15mins kind..
DAMN...

Argh..Slept in air con room.
feeling cold nvm.but i feel like shit at the same time.
That even worst.

Now i sort of feeling okay bt i have no voice liao.
no voice to speak totally..my voice turn sexy rough voice.
argh today is fri how to go to play later..
today dun go tomolo then go..hmmm

31st Dec 2008 - last day of 2008..welcome 2009

2009-01-01T16:43:00.006+08:00

Met Rueban,Alfred,Kumar,Suffian @ parkway parade mall.
Walk towards the 7-11 to buy cups before walking to east coast.

The time strike 12,but no flares came up but see other countries already hv fireworks.
LOL...faint..then the flares started...AND it is year of 2009!!!!

Went to Marine Parade the carpark to meet Lokman & Dinish
Slack and drink till morning.Confession,interrogation...Dance till morning..
So Fun...Woot Woot...

Shared Cab with Dinish,Kumar and Lokman..
Reached home,feeling like got fever and body aching..DAMN...
ARGH...faster go bath then go sleep...
And some more in air con room.Argh...Worst.Lol..

Woke up @4pluspm.feeling like vomit but cant.
Ate my lunch and took 2 tablet of medicine FluMax

The moment took it,Boom...Vomitted out my lunch..Argh..
Sian..Now my stomach is empty now..

I Want to go to St James...But dun think i able to go today.
Argh..Cause sunday i not going to St James..
Boiler Room not nice de..Powerhouse the BEST...

I go rest liao..Chao..

2008-12-31T19:04:00.005+08:00

Woke up @ 3.30am.Sian..Fark.Cant sleep again.
Haiz..listen to radio on my phone.
Thinking could make me sleep,but i couldn't.
Think i have insomia le la..Sian.... -_-"'

Waited till 5.20am.Went to watch Tv.
Saw the time is 5.30am,called MF to wake up go camp.
Heard his voice so cute de,blur blur voice.

Watched tv till 8am.Went to sleep.
Got few misses calls from Sarah.@ noon, Bitchymama called.
Asking i woke up already, got ready to meet.
I was like err..now only noon time,meet u is @ 1.30pm leh.
So farkin early can,frm my home to there only 15 to 20mins.

Slacked abit more till 12.30,went to bath and changed go to Bugis.
Reached there about 1.10pm.Waited for Sarah @ MOS Burger.
Bought Milk Tea from MOS Burger while waiting for Bitchymama.

@1.30 the bitchymama has arrived,slack abit before going to eat soup spoon.
Ate Bread Bowl,which costs $11.90 for me, Clam Chowder and Ice Tea.

Clam Chowder Bread Bowl & Drink

Sarah and Bitchymama ate the same food,Ice tea & Ministronie Bread Bowl $11.30

Joke around and took abit of pictures of Bitchymama & Sarah.

Cover for the Bread Bowl

How the Bread Bowl Looks Like.

Sarah

The ONE & ONLY BITCHYMAMA!!!

Walked around Bugis,finding pen for Bitchymama,in the end no pen to be found.
Slack back @ Mos Buger..Few more pics...While waiting for Melissa.

Bitchymama

Sarah

Me & Bitchymama Bag

Me & Sarah

Finally Melissa came like 5pm.Wanting to die liao..
Around 5pm plus going to be 6pm.
All of us went different ways,all went home..
So tired..Yawns..

Later going to east coast park to celebrate countdown.
Shall Post tomorrow about the celebration..YEAH...

5

4

3

2

1

Happy New YEAR Everyone..

2008-12-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

OMF noe her for 4yrs.

OMF - smokes always like to smoke like her packet always full of cigarettes..
leave frm hm 1 stick,b4 reach office 1 stick
b4 lunch 1 stick,durin lunch 1 stick,b4 goin back office 1 stick
between lunch n knock off 1 stick,knock off 1 stick
took bus back alight 1 stick.. total how many stick..lets see..
8sticks a day not bad huh..muahaha..faint..
short
kinky
nt as bitchy as mama bt i the best ofall..
working but slack and complain and wonder wat to do cus nth to do so bored inside.
survived the harry porter series
seldom club
faghag for me only..or nt bitchymama also can be faghag

muahaha...hmmmmm...

Bitchy Mama..

2008-12-30T20:23:00.002+08:00

Know bitchymama for 4years.
Though she is fierce,shrewd which is totally true but cant win me in bitchin.haiz..

Bitchymama - 24yr old(old gal)
got driving licence (hope sg will not turn into thailand)
live lakeside(can stop the car,also into accident then drive inside the river)
Working(work and gan ppl inside haha lol...looks fun bt nt fun at all)
cus bitchymama always bitchymama..Huh..

U gona be my mama,u gona be my mama...
muahaha...

Bitchymama known for 4yrs
gone though harry porter series.
Quarrel wit her b4.But nt my fault.muahaha..tot say her nv say her.well over le.
Bitchymama..always bitchymama..

bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch...
Bitch all the wa..for 4yrs though her life..hmmm..

How she survive?by bitching lor..lol...bitching is her source of life..haha..

bitchymama..bitchymama..why why why...haha....

"USELESS"

2008-12-29T17:15:00.003+08:00

For the past 4 years,i was there for you.
I did not shout or say anything bad about you.
I did not scold you or anything that is hurtful that will make you cry.
I did not complain anything at all.

Even if i do not like it,i just say orh okay lor..go lor.
For 4 years,i been going to places that you want to go.
Places that i wish to go,you say dun wan go till sian
Dun way there so many people.

Okay,fine.let you choose the place all the time.
I just quiet all the way,thinking that i do it will make you happy and stuff.

Say meet where,you say meet @ your house then go out.
Okay can everything can can can.
But all i did was i did not voice out anything for the past 4years.

For the past 4 years,i always so called the middleman.
Anything i just do my best to help.
Help as a Friend of cause...
Why i dun just leave you settle the problem yourself.
Why?
Because I treated you as my real friend whom i cared and loved for.
All your past relationship,anything crops up i there for you and stuff.
Are there others whom will treat you like this?

Remembered the Harry Porter Stories..
In the end is i helped you de,all the loops and holes i help u.

Think about it,for what i had done for you.

And what had you done for me?
ya,went to your house for dinner and stuff.
Ya..though quite bad to keep go to your house to eat.
But since your mum and you asked me to go.
I go lor.I cant reject,as i dun reject things.
It is bad to reject.

Never mind that you do not like my ex or my dates and stuff.
Cause what you said are true that it will not last which hurt me and stuff.
True that though i like alot of person,but in the end i just fark it.
Do not think of it.

My heart always get hurt.
The first thing you will say...

See Told You.Again.Always get cheated and now got cheated one more time.
How many times must i tell you,not to get cheated and stuff again.
How many times?

Do not this,do not that...

Since you know me for 4 years,you should known what kind of person am i.
Though i am a guy but i am more sentimental like a girl.
Cause why?Because i more soft hearted,i not the kind like.
Oh gone le har..Gone lor..Got new one..Got new grass come out later.
I not that kind.

You should know me well by now,
You remember the MOS burger that incident.
What you said,i just orh orh orh,just keep quiet.
Why i do not wish to quarrel or anything over such matters.

Saw your msg you sent to my hp.
The moment i saw it,i cried badly..
Its like after 4years.ya,totally 4yrs 3months few days.

In the end what i gone is the word "USELESS","REPENT"
Though i know that you are angered by why i always get cheated.
But do you know how much would words hurt a person.

WORDS are always STRONGER then ACTION...
It hurts so badly.
Try to think of it,sudden you just got the msg and what will you do?

I got tried to sms some of my voices which i want to tell you
About my feelings and stuff..
But after typing out finish,i did not send,i just delete it away.

Why did i delete away?
Why did i not send the msg to you at all.
Cause i treat you as my real friend,not a plastic kind of friends?
Of saying HI,BYE that kind you know whom i meant right.

Though you see how tat idiot said to me,i just treat him as a wall.
I do not take it too heart,cus he is worst then me.
Attention Seeker are always like that.
I know you dun like ppl to kena suan or something.
If i can i will give one tight slap across his face and say Screw You..

Well I do not know what to say.I only can say it out here.
I do not want to say it in msn or face to face.
Cause you still my friend no matter what.

4years of friendship, is very difficult to maintain it.
Dun you think so?
4years back Harry Porter stories and stuff..
And Harry cried to me and complain wat you did.
I say oh really..maybe cus of wk and stuff that she pissed off.
I kept findin excuses for you to go through the series.

But in the end all i got after 4yrs is "USELESS & REPENT"
Thats all?

So I Know i am a USELESS & UNREPENT boy.

27dec08

2008-12-28T15:32:00.002+08:00

Went out to City Hall to meet Bitchymama for dinner.
Walk around Marina Square,saw so many apple juice ppl.
Faints..

Ate subway,so nice the subway,give alot and Bitchymama treats.
I broke thats why.

After eating,went to take bus no 80 to maxwell.
Took Play chop slack @ Maxwell market,Bitchymama went home.

Saw Qunnie,joined her and the rest to go drink n eat abit.
Sms ML,if he angry with me and stuff.
ML said do not contact him anymore..
I feel so sad.. :(

Calvin called,so meet him @ Backstage Bar.

The rest and i went there and BOOM...
Saw ML dots..haiz...feeling more sad...
Together all of us went to Maxwell,well me n Qunnie went to Play.

Dance all night,feel so happy..PHEW!!!

Misses my friends,hug everyone of them.Haha lol..

Club till 4am,5am dad fetch and 5.30 hm sweet hm..
6am KO...

Past Memories..

2008-12-27T17:44:00.006+08:00

The Last Pic i took of him...

All the happy and sad memories..

Happy That able to be with you for few days
Sad that cant be with you forever
well thats life..

hope your illness get well soon...

2008-12-27T16:48:00.002+08:00

I Have Moved On...I will lead my own life,i do not own anyone for my life.
Everyone lead their own life.

I do not need someone to support me.
I do not need someone to take care of me.
I do not need someone to control me.
I do not need someone to treat me like a princess cause i am not but a prince.

I am whom i am,do not tell me what you want me to be,i am not your toy boy.
Take it or Leave it..Cant Take it then walk off and get out of my Life..

27thdec 08

2008-12-27T02:29:00.003+08:00

B = me
ML= ML
S= Sarah

Part 1

ML:you are not ready for love
B:what makes you think i not ready for love
ML:No Comments
B:No Comments right then why i cant be your bf
ML:No Comments
ML:One reason,i have no interest in you?
B:I stop Clubin,eating less and tone down my other things as well cus of u.
ML:I know but then i still think you not ready for love.
B:If I not ready,would i do all these things.

Part 2

S:Hello
ML:Who are you
S:I am Sarah
S:How are you?
ML:I am fine,what about you?
S:Heard That you Ditchin B
ML:We are not dating at all...
S:Then why are you misleading him?
ML:It was his wishful thinking.
S:Did you held his hands?
ML:He initiate it
S:Then why did you not reject it?
ML:I rejected it already but it was his wishful thinking.
S:Then it was misleading!!!
ML:It was his wishful thinking.
SL:Then why did you carry on misleading him?
ML:It was his wishful thinking...
ML:I am SORRY
S:you DUN own me a apology
S:you own it to B
ML:Think we shall end this conversation,apologise for what i did.
S:Then go apologise to B

Conversation ended..

End of Breakup

Part 3

B:haiz..
B:First few days we hold hands n stuff leh
S:Dont cry hor brandon
B:n he say wat nv start
S:KNN
S:He dowan to reply me
B:he nth to say ma
B:lost for words,starting he did nt reject
S:EH
S:HE DIDNT APOLOGISE TO YOU LOR
B:nvm la
S:you stupid
S:i told you he's a fcker
S:why you dont listen to me?
S:WHY
S:WHY
S: WHY
B:cus i like him
B:i played more girls more than you
S:you will cry soon
S:we bet leh
S:i bet 5 dollars
S:ai mai?
B:i bet wit u $10000,i will nt.Promise
S:REALLY OR NOT
S:if you cry ah,you owe me hor,if you dont cry, then nvm lor
B:cus the first and 2nd day i finish abt him crying le
S:EH,GO SCOLD HIM LAH,CB
B:abt his illness n stuff
S:you are weak lor
B:wat for,nvm la,nt meetin him i guess
S:you...IDIOT
S:who have been paying for the meals?
B:Meals nw is he pay his,i pay mine.
S:BEFORE THAT LEH
B:i pay for 2days,then no more le
S:you STUPID PAY FOR HIM RIGHT
S:i knew it
S:you are really really stupid
S:dont let me see him okay
B:u go funan swenden lor,he wk there bt nw nt @ the time being
B:cus going to japan soon for operation
S:i hope that he dies
B:Oie,dun wan k,wan me to lose a cb fren har
S:Haha,then you cry and pay 10k lah,nb you
S:YOU DUMB ASS,alamak
S:why are you forever letting stupid guys bully you!
B:ya,wat can i do
S:...

End of conversation

I Am always the Victim to get cheated by guys.
When will anyone will not cheat me again.
When?
When?
When?

26th Dec 08

2008-12-26T23:48:00.003+08:00

Woke up @3pm.
Waiting for the call to come.
I want the job,the hotel job.Come On..Call Me Leh..
Wait for next Christmas is it?
Tsk Tsk...

Went out wit ML @ town,walked to Paragon to eat Soup Spoon.

So many Apple Juice around,walked to Taka slack abit to

Tanlin Mall,slack around and play catching there..haha..
Like A Small Kid..Haha..

Bought the Florida Apple Juice,wah kao $3..OMG so x lar.
Even the cashier auntie also complain $3 wan to kill ppl.
Told her cant help it,even ERP increasing.
She said,nvm la..u police boy of cus pay increase.
I was like nonono..i not policemen.
It just a shirt only..Lol..So funny..

Cus of tis shirt i am a policemen haha OMG..

Walked to Shaw House,saw Samson ooo selling cake huh..
Said hi then go buy bubble tea upstairs.

Before walking to Cine saw Sean and Michelle.B4 walking towards PS.
Ate Ice Cream and walk to Bugis.
Bugis @ 10pm all shop all close..So sian then went back home lor.
And Home Sweet Home...

25Dec08

2008-12-26T02:32:00.001+08:00

Woke up the afternoon and met up with Sarah @6.30pm
After walking around Bugis.Went to her home and eat dinner.
Before heading back home by walking from Outram to Little India.

What A Christmas Day I Had Today

24Dec08

2008-12-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

Woke up at noon time.
Supposed to meet sky and the rest.But then ML dun wan to go.
So i also dun go.Continue to go zzz zzz..
Woke up around 3pm,used the laptop go online for awhile.
Jia xin called,asking me to come even if ML not coming.
I say he not going i also not going.

Then suddenly the connection screwd up.Pissed off.
Called ML,and found he @ town.
So faster go bath change and go town and find him.

He alone wit his laptop and ipod @ wheelock place starbucks..
Bough Green Tea Ice Blended.Quite nice but not many people like it though.

Slacked till 6.30pm before going to cineleisure for Subway.
And it was drizzling all the way heavily..OMG...

After walk around HMV,went to city hall.
Went to MS to walk walk..and from the whole of 5hours i saw like
thousands of my frens.lol..zzzz Peng...

Slack till 10plus then went back home.

Phew... -_-"

So many ppl i saw sia..hi here hi there..like i am popular sia.
lol..high profiler..and i am not a high profiler...
haiz..had a great time wit ML..Hehe..

23th dec 08

2008-12-24T14:39:00.005+08:00

Woke up @9am.Quickly got ready for my job interview @10.30am.
Bath,change and went to Clark Quay

Went to the photo booth to take passport photo $6 for 4 pieces.
Walked towards to Novotel Hotel @ Boat Quay.

Went up to level 6th.Got greeted by Kheng Tiong.
Followed him toward to the office.
Asked him what are the job available left.
He said i am shortlisted for Front Desk.
Had to filled up the application form.

Hand to one of the talent manager.
Got interviewed by 2 person @ the same time.

Had a great interview with them,though my answers like funny.
wonder why they laugh,but maybe because of how i express myself?

Interviewer:Work 5days,10hrs and pay wise is $1.1 to 1.2k,meal allowance $115.
as there be no food for worker to eat so had to buy food ownself.

Interviewer:Is there any other question you want to ask?
Me: if for example,i want to further my studies.will the company sponsor the fees?
Interviewer:If your performance is good,why not we send you to go further studies.

Interviewer:IBIS hotel is a economy hotel,no swimming pool and gym.
And IBIS hotel is a big company,Started from Paris so on and so forth.
Singapore is one of the South East Asia list.It will continue to go World Wide.

Interviewer: It will open on 12 Feb 09 hopefully but need everyone to work
from 9th jan for 3 weeks to learn everything to prepare.

After the interview,he said there will be a second interview,if you are confirm
Kheng Tiong will call you mostly on fri to tell you if there a second interview.

In my heart,i wish to get tis job...

After thinking..the company is not bad,hotel in bugis,538 rooms quite a nice buliding.

Called ML,and tat piggy still sleeping haha..
Called ML hm,then able to speak to him in a sleepy tone lol..
Told him nvm,go back sleep later call me again.

I called Sarah,asked her wan to eat lunch?
She said okay and how's the interview and stuff.
Told her okay lor..hope i got the second interview.

Suddenly,sarah sms me saying i got say i go to Boy's Home.
I was like WTF wat boy's home sia.

Sarah called and i answered.

Sarah: did you go to boy's home
Me: nope i did not go to any boy's home at all
Sarah: then why did Mellissa said you go to boy's home looks so innocent de.
Me: kao is there any misunderstanding?
Sarah: go call Melissa and explain to her.

Hang up the called and called Melissa.

Melissa:How's the interview?
Me: Looks okay and said will contact me again if there a second interview.
Melissa:Oh then that's good.
Me: I did not go to any boy's home before.
Melissa: oh then how come my gf says you got go to boy's home.
Me:it cant be there should be some misunderstanding.Ask your gf again.
Melissa: oh okay,then no need to worry,will confirm call you de.
Me:hope so.

Went to Bugis,met up wit Sarah..WOAH!!!!! so sexy...
Red socking..lol..cow girl clothes kinda looks wit red colour socking..
WEET WEET!!!!!

So sexy..lol..Stunned...
She also stunned to see me in formal looks..haha..

Went to eat Soup Spoon..

Soup Soon - Clam Chowder/Chicken Stew

Kinky Girl in Red Socking

Looks kinda like a couple lol..

After Lunch,went to shop for shoe,in the end cant find for her.
Then went went back to work,while i go towards to Tiong Bahru
To meet my insurance agent to cancel my policy.
I am BROKE...cant pay any more..

After signning the form to terminate the policy.
ML still haven called me that he is ready and where to meet.
Called Calvin see where is he,& he is at town wit bf n fren.
Then ML called..haha lol..
Met him @ town.Calvin also want to meet me how..
Then Calvin asked you know Mark har..
Oh...ya i meeting him later.
Calvin say meet leh meet leh..lol...

Went to Wheelock place to find Feng Shui book but do not have what i wanted.
Walked to Orchard MRT waited for ML.
Saw Wilson and his 2 female frens.
Wilson said,whom i waiting.
Oh someone looks slimer,taller,handsome and better then you?
His 2 frens laughed lol..wat a crude joke la..bt well..so funny..

ML and i walked around Far East Plaza.Shared a cup of Kungfu Milk Tea.
Calvin called,and met him @ Far East Plaza.
Together 4 of us walked around Orchard,walked to Somerset MRT.
To meet Calvin's Bf.so the 5 of us went to to City Hall.

The not so me in Formal Clothes

Calvin & Me

Hatel went to wait for her husband then go off together wit her husband.
Left 4 of us to shop for present till night time.Had dinner together before
back to Paragon to shop shop..Michelle came to join us for dinner
Finally know where is Crumpler Office.
Got one HK guy live inside the office.Feel sad for him.
Since age 15 his parents do not want him,but got give him cash to support himself.
Imagine,seen your mum or dad within 5m away.
Your real mum or dad ignore you like as if you are a stranger kind.
Wah kao..tat is damn damn sad.. :(

Drop the present @ Crumpler Office before going to Raffles Place.

Met the rest,4 us us met Jamie,Racheal,Mei Yu,Gayathri.
9 of us went to Golden Cafe and eat Deep Fried Butter Sotong.
Super Nice..OMG!!!! $10 only..Super Nice.

Mei Yu aka Sean looks like Olinda
Michelle aka Mya looks like Daphane Khoo
Both of them totally looks alike..Argh..

Walked Around Clarke Quay and slack around.
Singing Bunny & Friends the song..Muahaha..
Slack and walked about hands in hand like K1 girls and boys.
Muahaah..Before going back home ard 1am plus.

Had so much fun...

22th Dec

2008-12-23T00:31:00.004+08:00

Felt my phone ringing it was like 2.26pm i was still sleeping.
See the number i do not know,heck care it.
Go back to sleep.Boom,woke up @3plus pm.

Used the laptop,@3.55pm

He msg me

ML:Afternoon,what am i doing now? :)
Replied:Just woke up
ML:Lol,you slept so much.
Replied:got job interview tomorrow @ a hotel.
ML:Good Luck about your interview.
Replied:Thanks..

Next moment.
Asked him if he want to meet me tomorrow.
He said chill around alone with laptop.
Told him,if he want to meet me then meet if not never mind.
He said:Dun't say untill like that. Sigh! :)
Then i say if want to meet then meet lor..

Melissa called,asked me about the resume to the hotel thingy.
Asked who called and stuff and what to wear and to do on that day.

@5.15pm,msg ML asking him want to meet me @ bugis
As my best fren,Sarah want to see how he look like in real life.
So asked ML,he said be there before 7.30pm.

Kenneth msg me saying that lucky i ORD as he in camp on
Christmas eve and Christmas that is so sad..muahaha..

@6.30pm reached Bugis,Sarah ended work.
Went to buy bubble tea while waiting for ML to come.
In the end,got stupid stomach ache,must be the pearls..
Sian.So pain..Both of us died of stomach pain.lol..

@7.30pm,ML reached Bugis MOS burger.
Sarah me and ML chatted for a while and have few jokes.
Before around 8plus Sarah went back home for dinner.

ML and i went to walk about Bugis,Sky called.
Had to settle his BGR problem.I as usual the middle man for them.
Settled the problem le..Heng..

Got a nice msg frm a fren,a good night msg kind.

Doctors prescription for you
A cute little smile for breakfast
More laugh for lunch
Lots of happiness for dinner
Doctor's Fee?

An sms whenever you remember me
Good Night!

Nice poem.

Took pics around Esplanade and the Merlion area.

Feel Like Smoking But I Am Not Smoking..Lol..

Esplanade b4 going up to the rooftop

It Just Looks like a Heart Shape..So nice..

The HyperActive Boy..lol...

Me As Usual Ugly..

After that walk towards City Hall MRT went home.

Had so much fun today.
ML is crazy from like from Bugis all the way till reach home.
Hyper Active..lol..So strange..hmmmm....

So happy to spend each day by day with you.

21th dec 08

2008-12-22T06:41:00.005+08:00

Went to Orchard to go walk walk,suddenly his friend called him.
Ask him want to meet up,he says if i agree to go along.
Say meet @ town..then go tour around

Tour around Somerset area,saw a bar need ppl.
Went for interview,manager & the staff giv so EEEE attitude de.
Tsk Tsk..

Went towards to PS,played Arcade for awhile waiting for their call.
In the end,went to Vivo.
Went to Carls Junior to find them,before going walk about and joke around.

To the Pet's Centre and see the cute dogs..All so cute...OMG.
Went to arcade and played a few games before his friends left.

Only ML and me went to eat Carls Junior.
Saw Ivan,Robin,Joshua and few others.
I was few M away from them,but they cant see me lol.
Near but still cant see me..zzzz...

After dinner,went back home.

ML,i promise you i will not club cause of you okay.
What i said i will do de.You know what i meant.

And why so suay that Sky broke up with his gf.
I as usual the middle man,had to settle the affair.LOL.

Later tomorrow i settle with her(Jia Xin) ba.

Went online,chatted with ML awhile longer before he went to sleep.
He got to go to school @9.30am.
Chatted with him till 2am plus.
As for me as usual,always sleep around 6am.
But today special,went to blog before i go sleep.
For the past 5 days what i been doing and stuff.

AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE,
SO HAPPY YOU MADE MY LIFE HAPPIER,
SO HAPPY THAT I MADE YOUR LIFE HAPPIER TOO.

MUST TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH AND BE STRONG OKAY.
PROMISE YOU WILL NOT MAKE YOU SAD OR ANGRY AGAIN.

Time to KO...

20th dec 08

2008-12-22T06:41:00.001+08:00

Woke up in the mornin,and he had a bad nightmare,console him and
left the chalet @9plus in the morning.Walked back to Pasir Ris MRT.
Reached home chatted on the phone till 1pm,while i went to sleep
He went to wk.Woke up @5pm went online till 9plus then go find him.
Together go watched another movie,called YES MAN.

The movie so funny what a comedy.A good show to watch.
After the movie went home,he took night rider while i walked home.
Went back to my ex working place,chatted for awhile then walked home.
Totally KO..

19th Dec 08

2008-12-22T06:02:00.006+08:00

Woke up,got dressed up went to Funan Center to meet him.
Together went to shop shop and walk around esplanade.

Went to the roof top to sit for awhile,but the sun is too hot that
we go walk somewhere else got shade better for us not to get heat stroke.

Went to suntec to eat Herbal Chicken Soup and Fried Chicken together.
Enjoyed the food,as the drinks and ice cream is free flow kind.
It is cheap also..called Just Noodle.

Walk towards Raffles Shopping Centre,walk about finding job for myself.
But none of the shops needs people.And see the time,it was like 4plus.
Went toward bugis took bus number 12 to Pasir Ris.

Was Worried for him along the way,so held his hand while going towards
Pasir Ris.Then Last minute tell me that he had a HEADACHE the moment
got up the bus.If had known,should tell me earlier then take MRT there.
Took good care of him while on the way to Pasir Ris.
Listen to Music on my phone, Run by Leona Lewis.His favorite song to listen.

Went to NTUC to buy Panadol to make him feel better.
Then bought a present from More Than Words before walking towards Pasir Ris Park
Now then i know there are 3 ways to exit from the park
Should be more then 3 ways.Half of the way already got 3 places to exit and entry.
Talked while making sure he is feeling okay.

By the time reached to the location it was already like 8plus @ night.
ML was SCARED when we entered from the other side of the chalet.
Heart beating very fast,since he able to see the other world.
I held his hands very TIGHTLY.And go towards to the other side to enter the chalet.
Quickly went to my friend chalet buliding.
Got food and drink @ the same time,he not feeling well cause of the "thing"
Which kept calling him and i told him to IGNORE,i do not wish to LOSE you..
Gave present to Jerry the birthday boy..

Friends Forever(A Shift)

Quickly went inside the chalet bulidin,watched the Nonya show.
After the show,cut cake.The cake is super nice...
Chocolate Mint Cake,first time tried it.
1slice is not enough is so yummy..

Sky drove his mum's car,so ML,me and Sky went to Changi Village.
Shared Herbal Chicken Soup with him 2twice of chicken soup in a day.Haha.
Drove around to see BAPOK..HAHA..And i saw my friend there working.
Ya,he or should i say "she" is a BAPOK but is the pretty kind.

Went back to the chalet,His heart beating very fast again,so worried that
I turned back and held his hands tightly.Feeling very WORRIED and SCARED for him
Bought 2 bottle of Green Tea and drink Abosolute Mango wit Green Tea.
Purposely want me to die put so much alcohol lucky my drinking level is GOOD..

After that the rest went home.Left only me and ML,Jerry's frens and relatives.
Soon his relatives all went back home,as well as his friends but do not know what time
they left as ML & me in 1 room sleeping together,holding hands while sleeping.
So nice and happy.

18th Dec 08

2008-12-22T05:35:00.006+08:00

Woke up in the afternoon,went to Pasir Ris to find him.
Was happy to chat with him yesterday which made me happy and relex.

Went to Pasir Ris,the moment reached i know it was him.
Though i asked you to get a non-gassy drink as i am thirsty.
You Really bought it for me,so TOUCHED & HAPPY at the same time.

Walked towards to Downtown East to watch a movie.
Watched the movie called IP Man.

I like fighting movie to learn more about self defense to protect myself.
During the whole show,was very SAD and was CRYING beside him.
He too was CRYING with me as he also do not want this kind of problem
to happen to him.But it is god fate that he wanted it to happen.

After that went to eat Subway for dinner.HAPPILY talking and disturbing
each other and feel HAPPY to be just us alone.So FUN...

Went to Pasir Ris Park for a walk after dinner @ Subway.
By the time reached to the end it was about 6plus in the evening.
Sat down @ the last table of the stretch of the park.
Traded some sad songs.Listen @ the same time CRIED again.
Touch wood but i REALLY REALLY REALLY don't WISH you TO DIE.
*Sob* *Sob*

HUG each other & FEEL SAD @ the same time.

Took lots and lots of pictures together.
Crying @ the same time taking pictures.
And i had to put on a FAKE smile in front of my phone to take pictures.

Feel So Happy To Be With Him

Picture of me crying while taking picture with him :'(

As the time goes by,it was already 7.30pm.
Walked back to Pasir Ris Whitesands.
Had so much FUN and HAPPINES to BE with YOU.

Went to MORE THAN WORDS to get a present for my army friend.
As it was his birthday chalet tomorrow.
In the end,did not buy as i can buy it tomorrow.
Play Arcade for few minutes then go back home.

Went home very fast only 40mins and i am back home.
Went online after bathing and as usual,CRIED again...
As his relapse came again,unable to move his hands and able to hear him
Crying and feeling the pain from his stomach.

I CRIED like mad..*SOB**SOB*

Online till 6am then went to sleep,while he went to sleep earlier.
As he was tired and sleepy.

Promised him that i will not club again cause of him
As he wants to lead a healthy lifestyle and happy together.

17th Dec 08

2008-12-22T05:18:00.001+08:00

Went to eat Just Noodle @ Suntec with Xiao Ying and Wei Qi.
After the dinner,went to meet up with ah lei.
Together go watch movie called The Day The Earth Stood Still.

Felt the movie is quite nice.Cant imagine if real life it really happens.
What if nobody bothered or care about the earth?
Everyone would be dead.

During the movie,smsin to someone whom i known online de.
Pm me while i watching movie.

After the movie,went to take bus home.

Still msg to the person,lets called him ML.

ML said he got Parkinson Disease.
I was like WTF,21yr old gt tat disease.
Was like thinking i he bluffing or not.

After that,we agreed that we agreed to meet the next day.

Reached home,chatted online and know him more about himself.
Felt sad that not only he have Parkinson Disease but he also have
Weak Heart and Stomach Cancer 2nd stage..
Feel so sad for him.

Chatted with him on the phone from 3am till like 7am.(191208)
First time ever chat with a person for 4hours.

He told me he is mixed blood of 4 coutries of Taiwan,Japan,Singapore and China
I was like WOAH!!!!!

Went to sleep while feeling sad for him.

2008-07-19T11:20:00.003+08:00

On the 16th
Broke up again..haiz...
i will not be sad
As it it his lost to not to have me..
Well..i dun care abt AC or J anymore..

It is none of my business anymore...
In the past,yes but now no...

On the 17th..
Bored in camp..sms almost everyone in my list..
do duty frm 7am to 7pm..
Next time if do same checkpoint
will b frm 6.30am to 7pm
Tat checkpoint nth to do and check...
If nth to do will feelin like sleepin...

On the 18th
After camp,went to meet Sammuel for dinner..
Talked about brazillian wax..
Lol..hmmm..

After that went to meet Queenie @ Tanjong Pagar
Queenie is a Road idiot haha...
Dun noe how to go here and there..haiz..
Unlike me anywhere also able to go
no matter where m i,i still able to reach to any place..

Bought Cake for Jason..
As it is his birthday...
Turn out Brian's birthday is today too..
Together celebrate...
Jason birthday is on 19th.
Had some fun @ Legend..haha..

Before going to legend..
R went to meet me..
Hmm..like him lot lot haha..
Hope will not be another hurricane again..
Feel happy wit R...

But too bad not together haha...
How i wish able to..
All i had to do is to wait and wait ba..

Went to play to dance..
R went to West Coast Mac to meet his fren.
Miss him alot..

After went to play.
Wanted to walk back home de..
From tanjong pagar to back home 1hr walk only
In the end,Jason bought me back home by cab.
Lol..dun wan me to walk home..
1hr of walk can die haha...

For me i used to walking alot le...

Went to sleep ard 6+am...

today 19th
Which is Jason birthday...
Jus woke up @ 10+am
Later going to eat soul Garden wit
Sky,Jia Xin,Xin Ying,and 2 more guy frens..

Sky is my army bunk mate fren..
He is good to his frens and consider a good fren..
Can chat and say anything to him..
Some kind of like ear listener lor..

Hmmm...
Nth to post le..

2008-07-16T00:54:00.003+08:00

Went to Queenie's home.
Woo..her dog so big lucky nv bite me..
Haha...

Used her com..ooooooo
All the Play songs..
Listen till mad...

After that went to Town to eat.
Before meetin Jason and August @PS.

Took pics...
Hmm...

Miss AC alot...