Damn sian...

Everday been either working or not at home MSn..
Mostly is working after school...

Everyone says i have no life...

:( sad...

I really have no life...

No one wanna go out wit me.
I Sucks...

Even when i am free,nobody wanna go out wit me.
So i had no choice to work lor..
Keep myself occupy..

Who wuld ask me out?

Sadness....




Yesterday,i took off...
Finally...Can rest,go meet Xiao Ying @ Bugis.
Before going to Tampiness to meet joanna.
Hang ard Tampiness..Ate Sakei Sushi..
$79.93...lol...3 person..
I paid for it..HOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Am i rich...?
No?
I not rich at all...
I am just a poor boi...

To go out had to call people out,instead of people call me
Arh..Sucks..
And everytime ppl ask me out i gt appointment or work..
Sucks..

Well what can i do..
I am nth bt jus a sucker...

I wanna watch Xman The Last Stand...
Who wanna watch wit me?
Who?
Who?
Who?

No one rite?

I go watch alone lor...
Since no one wanna watch wit me..
If anyone watch wit me..I wuld be happy..

Also like nobody reading my blog at all...

I am jus a sucker...

1.)9 fishes caught by us(6 of us)?

2.)Tryin to be hip hoppin wit the fishes...
The 6 of us are...
Me,Lian Huat,Wei Siong,Boon Lye
Xiong Yao and Kok Wei nt in the picture..





Almost everyday been going to work and work..
No free time for me to rest..Need $$..Damn..

Should i get Samsung D820?
Should i get Nokia 6280?
Should i get N80?

Which phone should i get?

Damn.....

Nokia 6280:3G,mp3,2mp Cam,Bluetooth,Radio...
N80:Same function as 6280 but is 3mp Cam
Samsung D820C:Not 3G and is 1.3mp Cam,mp3

6280 only $388
D820C only $318
N80 only $700++

Need $$...Must work...

There's a week that i work every single day.
Shag...Even though only 5hrs or 9hrs.
But,everyday do can shag...
Very tirin...
19th getting new hp...

Now my workin place gonna changed soon.
The decoration and the formation of the place.
It is gonna turn into table service..
Meaning like a restaraunt formation..

Wonder how's the situation gonna be..
Hmm....(Deep thoughts)

Heck la...Wait for 18th to find out..
Till then...Chao...

Am i Stupid?

24 April 2006

Went to work at 10am
I alone carry out the tables and chairs..

There like about 30tables chairs alot...
Haha lol..Can bulid my muscle no need to go
Gym,just carry table and chair can liao...

Work till 5pm,from 10am to 5pm..
Very slacking..Even though have drinks to make..
Also ez to make de haha...lucky me..

On the way home,saw Huat Lee..
I asked him where he going,turn out he alone
Eatting dinner,so i accompany him lor...
Together eat...

Suddenly the stupid rain come..Sian 1/2
Even i have umbrella also no use..
My umbrella can open,but spoil also..
Not properly open...Dots...

Run here and there..In the heavy rain...
Huat Lee ran to the other block first..
I alone with my umbrella lor...
Haha lol..He suddenly dun wan to use it..
Gonna throw the umbrella liao..

Scolding all kinds of languages sia..
Rain heavily..But every word i scold..
The more heavy the rain is...
That is like WTH...

Umbrella cock up...Jeans and shoe n my bag
All totally wet..Heck...

Go home,all wet lor..
Had a quick bath and sleep...

Woke up at 8pm+
Dressed up and went to meet my frens @ Aljunied..
Jeff
Si lei
Xiao Ying
Sarah
Jacob
Joanna
Fanni
Jefferson

Celebrate Si Lei Birthday earlier..
Ate @ the Famous You Tiao Shop...
1 you tiao 80 cents...haha..
So ex...Famous what to do...

Ate till all cant eat le..Cost $42.90...
For 9 person which is like almost $5...

Xiao Ying,Joanna,Jefferson and me walked about
After eating..Jeff send the rest home..

Walked to Aljunied mrt,
they took 21 back to Tampiness..
I walked to the mrt station,turn out no train..sucks..

And i stupidly tot no more bus back home..
So i walk home lor..From Aljunied to Farrer Park..
From 11.30pm to 1am..1hr and a half hr...
The moment i reaching near my hm,guess what..
Saw bus number 21 going to st micheal area..
I was like scolding myself sia...
Bus why bus nv come de..Sucks leh...

Walk and walk and walk..
Stomach ache at the same time..
What a day for me sia..

I noe some will say take taxi go home..
But the $$ dun wan to spend la...
Also can excercise wat..

Am i Stupid?

Went to TanJong Pagar wit my fren,jason.
He wan to go Interview..
Then i realised,is the same stupid
Company i worked in the past..
Called DW...
Yucks...

Well went to Toa Payoh KBox..
He go interview there,i intro him de haha..
Not many people knows how to go to
Toa Payoh KBox...

He had to wait next week then see confirm to wk..
Full time $1500...
Thats is good leh the full timer salary...
As for part time,i dun noe...

After the interview,wen to buy worms b4 going to
Mike home,give him the worms for his fish..
B4 he drive us to Bugis...
Jason and i went to Maxwell Market to eat dinner..
Ard 10pm+ Serene called..wanna go drink..
Go lor...Drink only what..Haha lol..
Drink for awhile...Mike came to fetch Jason and me
To TG Katong to eat Punggol Nasi Nemak...
So ex la...$4.10 for few items..
Earn alot of $$ sia...

Went to peep if ppl hv the 3 letter word..
But is gay spot la..haha lol..
Got 2 guy..they had a quick1 and go off..
Haha lol..
Then another 1 is at Katong Park..
Got 1 guy bring Knife dun noe for what sia..
Later kill someone sia..Die...
Kill us even worst..

Went to East Coast to use the com there for awhile..
B4 heading home..Reached hm at 5am..tis morning..
Shag..woke up at 1.30pm..
Slept for 9hrs only..
Lol...nw is 3.56pm..

Theres nth to write now..
Gtg...

10 April 2006

Went to Outram Park ard 6.30am
Meet my ITE Frenzs to go fishing @ Pasir Ris.
The moment reached there,turned out close.
Wah Kao...Nvm...
Took taxi to Teman Jurong.Cost $21.90
My other frens took another cab and cost $27.90
Haha lol...Go long way keke...
Fished all the way till 4pm.

Caught 1 fish by Boon Lye.
What a luck he had,just throw the net and BOOM
A fish kenna caught so heng,quickly went to get it out.
Sent for frying to eat,damn nice...

Before going back,the auntie who cooked lunch
And the fish for us,gave us alot of fish haha lol...
Each person 1,total 6 haha lol..Shiok...

Felt tired,KO in the train back home.
KO till next day,Super tired...

12April 2006

Working till 1am+ from 7pm...
Then don't know who the idiot went to
Vomit at the sink in the gents toilet.
The smell can make ppl wake up of their sleep sia..
The vomit full up till 3/4 full sia..See the vomit also KO.
Damn smelly,That person sure know where to vomit.
Haiz..Other then that there nothing to say on tis day...

15 April 2006

Went to Why Not to club haha lol..
Paid only $10,my fren paid $15 for me..
Had a event there,support for my fren lor.
Prom King event,turn out my fren is 2nd.
Haiz...Nvm,had alot of fun also..Haha lol..
Cus i dance,my fren didn't...
Lucky saw my another fren there,
Danced with my fren haha lol...
Danced damn happy sia...
Lucky tomorrow no work if not die...

16 April 2006

Went to Happy to club also haha..
2days of Clubbing in the row...
Free Entry,haha lol...
So crowed cus Free wat...
My frens and i went to dance,But i danced the most.
Keke lol...

Monday,10 April 2006

Went to Pasir Ris Pond with my ITE friend.
And turn out the pond close.
So went to Teman Jurong to fish.
6 of us took 2 taxi to Teman Jurong
3 person a cab,Cost $21.90
To reach there but is cheap.
The another cab,the cost is $27+
Go longer route stupid cabbie.

From 8am+ had to wait till 10.30 which the
The person would let go the fishes.
Boon Lye go heng got a fish.
Damn lucky..Throw the fishin thingy
And the hock just caught to the fish mouth
Haha lol...So heng...

Went to eat that fish damn nice...
The feeling is unexplainable

Fish till 4pm+ then went home KO.

Wed,12 April 2006

Went to sentosa with my secondary classmates.
Had alot of fun there...
Played soccor there too..
And sad thing is tat no bief to wear sia..
Wet le..Sob sob..
Then still had to work later at 7pm.

No choice wear nothing below and go work lor
Just wear jeans lor haha lol..till 1am+
Sob sob..but is comfortable and cooling leh..
Haha lol...

Go out wit my fren till 4am++...haha lol..
KO on my bed...

Monday,10 April 2006

Went to Pasir Ris Pond with my ITE friend.
And turn out the pond close.
So went to Teman Jurong to fish.
6 of us took 2 taxi to Teman Jurong
3 person a cab,Cost $21.90
To reach there but is cheap.
The another cab,the cost is $27+
Go longer route stupid cabbie.

From 8am+ had to wait till 10.30 which the
The person would let go the fishes.
Boon Lye go heng got a fish.
Damn lucky..Throw the fishin thingy
And the hock just caught to the fish mouth
Haha lol...So heng...

Went to eat that fish damn nice...
The feeling is unexplainable

Fish till 4pm+ then went home KO.

Wed,12 April 2006

Went to sentosa with my secondary classmates.
Had alot of fun there...
Played soccor there too..
And sad thing is tat no bief to wear sia..
Wet le..Sob sob..
Then still had to work later at 7pm.

No choice wear nothing below and go work lor
Just wear jeans lor haha lol..till 1am+
Sob sob..but is comfortable and cooling leh..
Haha lol...

Go out wit my fren till 4am++...haha lol..
KO on my bed...

I FEELING VERY MOODY...
I FEELING DOWN...
I DON'T KNOW WHY...
THERE ARE TIMES THAT I FEELING OF DIYING...
I FELT THIS "JUST FOR FUN"...

JUST FOR FUN ONLY?...

Why am i becoming like that?
How come i am like this?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Do i suffer depression?
Do i suffer breakdown?

Do i?Do i?

Damn freaking moody...

I am:

Idiotic...
Physcotic...
Stupid...
Pathetic...
Moody...
Strange...
Weird...
Silly...
Sucker...
Loser...

Supposed to go out with Alison
In the end,didn't meet.

So went to Tampiness to meet Xiao Ying
Jalan around and saw Kelly Cai Jia Li.
Keke...Kelly shiok ma..nice name haha..

Went to Kallang,Mac to eat b4
Meeting Celine,at Kallang MRT Station.
After that walked to the weapon shop.
A weapon at the same time a boxing shop.
Keke,have the Electra weapon haha.
I want to buy sia.No $$$$$
How to buy.

Went to Bedok Princess to watch
Ultraviolet,$5 only.
Monday to Wed $5
Thus to Fri $6
Sat to Sun $7

I know is cheapo la,but save $$ la.
Able to save $$ leh,prefer comfortable seat or watch movie.
Of course watch movie rite,Duh!!!

In the cinema only like 20 people only,watching...
Haha lol,i sat at the center of the cinema.
Damn someone was cursing me..Sneezing alot of time sia.

The movie is okay la,but very the dots.
Can kill so many ppl at 1 time.So the dots sia..

Gtg liao...

Yesterday 1 April
I went out wit my x..
Still love her haha lol...
Nw she gt bf liao..called todd...
Feelin sad,would u be back to my side?

Her bf is the fark n throw ppl kind...
Well...Hope u dun kenna...

Wish u b back 2 my side...

Went to work,10pm to 3.15am.
Shag haha...

Wrost of all...spoil my day is..
Someone just go to the toilet and just vomit inside..
The basin...and the basin is like 3/4 full of vomit..
The smell stinks...BaWu!!!!!!!!!!
BuSo sia...Smelly...
Can wake ppl up their sleep..
Right now can think of the smell...Die la..

Now all i wan was you back to my side...
I wan my x to be by my side...
Miss her lotsz but didn't say only..
Suffering alone...

Would you come back?

Shag today...
Sch end at 12 instead of 5pm..
Thats good...After sch go hm KO till 3pm+
Go Tiong Plaza area to play soccor till 7+pm

Meet shan at railway station at 8+pm
Reached hm at 11pm+...Shag...

Yawns..actually nth to write..
Bt write 4 fun lor..haha lol..

Yesterday in school damn shag...
carry container which is like for puting oil de...yuck...
So dirty.....and heavy...lucky end at 10am..haha lol..

After sch,went hm knock out..till 5pm..
Rushed to work,lucky wk today vr relexing...
After wk,Clovis, a rich man son meet me...
22yr old fren haha lol...
Drive me to Pasir Ris Costa Sand Resort..
In his convertable car haha lol...So shiok the car...
Mercedes leh...keke...
Reach to Jin Ming Chalet,and he went home..
Good fren hor..just to fetch me there haha lol..

He wk wit his father in a export and inport company kind...
Hahaha lol..Rich guy...LOL...

IVAN,dun get jealous hor...haha lol...

At the chalet fun sia..disiao our fren pull down his boxers keke..
Then went to slep...Damn freaking tired nw then abt 1pm wk up.
Shag...now usin the Chalet Public Computer to use...FOC wat...
Haha lol...well got to go liao..here damn freaking hot..
I go back to the room enjoy air con....Bye.. Peeps...

Am i:

PhYsCoTic
SaDiStIc
LoNeR
fReAk
StUpId

Which 1 am i?
Or
All these suits me?

Am I FuCkIn HvIn DrEsSpReSsIoN?


I dOn'T wAnT tO hEaR
i DoN't WaNt To KnOw
PlEaSe DoN't SaY yOu'Re SoRrY
I'vE hEArD iT aLl BeFoRe
AnD i
CaN tAkE cArE oF mYsElF

Moral of the story...:
No Such Thing As Sorry In My Dictionary.....

When to bedok to find Xiao Ying,Joanna,Si Lei..
Played pool...after that..
Jeff came,we went to watch Dorm...
The show starting is scarry..
Middle part not scary de..
Ending part i cried...
Damn sad..

I wanna watch dorm again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who wanna watch wit me?????????

Damn sad..dun wan to spoil the show..

Who wanna watch wit me?????????

Sob sob...

After watching,rush to bugis to work..
Today work,i feeling like dying...
Pissed..off sia...all the drink i made all slow sia..
Very slow in doing the drinks..
Dun noe y make so slow...Shag sia..

Go ahead as i waste my days with thinking
When i fall everyone sins
Another day and i've had my fill of sinking
With the life held in me
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know i do
And even when my hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when i've lost myself completely
Could be a night when my life ends
Such a heart that will lead me to deceiving
All the pain held in me
Hands are shaking cold
My hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know i do
And even when my hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong i move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, i move along
Along, along, along

When all i got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know i do
And even when my hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
I move along

The All American Rejects - Move ALong

Well,i had to move along no matter what.
The song is meaningful for those who are like me.
Move Along Just to make it thought.
Even if the hopes is gone,move along just to make it through

Going to work soon..at 8pm till 1am++
Would be total shag,well..
No pain no gain how to get $$,No $$ cant survive
To move along....

Well..today i hope is a good day for me during work.
Less customer...Hope so...

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
'Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
'Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

(Chorus)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin' go
Turning off the radio

(Chorus x3)
'Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

This song is damn sad.
I miss the good old days..
To have more fun then now.

Right now,i am just a complete person
Whom have no friends to confide in.
Cant confide with anyone.

I am a loner.
Nobody wants me.
Everybody hates me.

I am just MR Lonely.
The word MR Lonely suits me the best.
I am really lonely.

So what if i have alot of friends in friendster or blog or msn.
But would one of them my best friends?
Would one of them be the one i confide in?
Would they be my real friends or just for adding me in their list?
Would they care about me,even for a minute?

Well,Not at all
I dun feel that feeling at all.
Have the feeling of being lonely.

The feeling of being lonely is a sad feeling.
It as if,your life is just like a machine.
Do finish the comand u supposed to do.
Then shut down.Next day same thing.
All over and over again.

Friends says they would contact with each other again.
But did they did what they say?
Freaking NO!!!!!!!!
Not at all....

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

The song above
Reminds me of them.
Loving them also no use.

What do i get.
A damn idiotic attitude from them.
A attitude which would pissed off.

Well,what can i say?
I am Mr Lonely...
Thats all i can say.

The only person whom,i can confide in
Is also gone,the friendship is fading away.
I feeling sad right now.

I know,those who read this post
Would pity me or something.
But is it the real pity or fake pity.

Thinking that arh,piti you makes you feel
As if you still have a friend with you.
Hell NO....

Wake Up Your Freaking Idea can...
But i am sorry to some who really wants to be my friend.

But i had to say that,to those Fakers...
Well...If you all want to continue to fake..

BY ALL MEANS !!!!!!!!!!!

I dun Give a DAMN About it anymore!!!

What a bunch of IDIOTS

TODAY


IS


THE


WROST


DAY


OF


MY


LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Continue yesterday post...
Went out with Sean for lunch at Cine then went hm.
So after that,went out with...
Alison,Medaline,Zhi Min,and Zhi Min fren..
4gals with a guy haha lol..
Went to eat Ice Monster...
Fruits with shaved ice and ice cream.
At Sim Lim Square opp.
I paid $4.90 for 3 bowls of mango with strawberry ice cream
For 3 bowls sia..haha lol...
The reason,2 bowls have someone's hair on my bowl..
Both bowl,eat half way got hair..Fed up sia..
Haha lol..3 bowls for $4.90..cheap leh..haha lol..

Shop around bugis till 6+pm..They went hm
I went to my wkin place slack for awhile..
Before starting work at 8pm..

After work,ate roti Prata with my colleages...
Went home is 3am.Used the com for awhile..
Knockout while using the com,lucky my
Bro woke me up sia,if nt i still sleeping..
Switch off at 5am.Went to sleep.

Today,10 march 2006...
Woke up at 8.45am,and my sch starts at 8.45am.
Haha lol...Went to sch at 9.15am.
Sch end at 12..Went hm changed...
Prepare to go to Choa Chu Kang with a friend...
Just to go there eat Long John Silver...
Am i mad or something?

Well,when want to go home
Saw my secondary school friend
As my friend when home

I stayed with Jordon till late.
Got two more girls came along.
See the Star Idol people,top 5 ppl.

Bryan,Cheng Xi,Lincoln all very tall sia.
Cheng Xi got a girlfriend called Xiao Wei.
The girlfriend,looks average.
But have girlfriend better than don't have.
They played some games,and sing a song.
Lao Shu Ai Da Mi.Faints...
Wonder how many people want to sing that song again?
Listen till sian,alot of people sing that song liao leh.
After the show ended,shoke hands with them.
Home Sweet Home after that.
The thing starts from 7.30pm till 9pm.

I feel very strange how come i have the feeling
Of going to school,wonder why...
Even my mother say sia...Cus i would go sch late..
But today i came early,so strange..

Went to find my teacher to get the bussary form.
Sian...So boring lesson today,nthin 2 do...
Cut cloth only keke...

Today have Fire Drill,@9.15am.
After the fire drill,everyone rush like mad to the
Canteen to eat,during the fire drill everyone walk slowly..
Once our break all rush sia...haha lol..

After break,take time off to go CC to do the bussary form stuff..
Then now at home shake leg,using msn haha lol...
If not i would shag till 5pm than go home..

Later work at 8pm to 1am+...

Today pon school...
The afternoon lesson from 3.15pm..
See that teacher can make me angry sia...
Pissed with that teacher..Sux 2 the core...

Went to River Valley Pri,walk to Orchard MRT.
Grace saw me and run towards me sia...
Kao...Faint...lol...

Grace,i know you miss me la...haha lol....
Everytime see me,would run towards me sia...
Keke lol...Run somemore la...Better keke...

Meet Mei Shan,Lynn at Orchard MRT...
Jalan around town...B4 eatin Yoshinoya @ Cine..

And at Cine the Yoshinoya...
The 3 of us damn piss with the service sia...
Kao...sux to the core...

The other time is stupid wido....
Now is a female called dun noe wat la...
4got her name liao la...
Their service totally sux....

Supposed to get changed,nv give back..
Want to give back,serve another customer...
NB...Think we ghost har...Blind har...kao...
Cant you open the counter and giv the $$ back la..
Then the dessert also nv give...
Must go back ask...NB...Wat a service sia...

Damn poor,some more no other customer behind me...
Kao...Service give so bad,ARhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Totally sux.............................................................................

Together 3 of us,walked to PS,b4 going home...