Shag today...
Sch end at 12 instead of 5pm..
Thats good...After sch go hm KO till 3pm+
Go Tiong Plaza area to play soccor till 7+pm

Meet shan at railway station at 8+pm
Reached hm at 11pm+...Shag...

Yawns..actually nth to write..
Bt write 4 fun lor..haha lol..

Yesterday in school damn shag...
carry container which is like for puting oil de...yuck...
So dirty.....and heavy...lucky end at 10am..haha lol..

After sch,went hm knock out..till 5pm..
Rushed to work,lucky wk today vr relexing...
After wk,Clovis, a rich man son meet me...
22yr old fren haha lol...
Drive me to Pasir Ris Costa Sand Resort..
In his convertable car haha lol...So shiok the car...
Mercedes leh...keke...
Reach to Jin Ming Chalet,and he went home..
Good fren hor..just to fetch me there haha lol..

He wk wit his father in a export and inport company kind...
Hahaha lol..Rich guy...LOL...

IVAN,dun get jealous hor...haha lol...

At the chalet fun sia..disiao our fren pull down his boxers keke..
Then went to slep...Damn freaking tired nw then abt 1pm wk up.
Shag...now usin the Chalet Public Computer to use...FOC wat...
Haha lol...well got to go liao..here damn freaking hot..
I go back to the room enjoy air con....Bye.. Peeps...

Am i:

PhYsCoTic
SaDiStIc
LoNeR
fReAk
StUpId

Which 1 am i?
Or
All these suits me?

Am I FuCkIn HvIn DrEsSpReSsIoN?


I dOn'T wAnT tO hEaR
i DoN't WaNt To KnOw
PlEaSe DoN't SaY yOu'Re SoRrY
I'vE hEArD iT aLl BeFoRe
AnD i
CaN tAkE cArE oF mYsElF

Moral of the story...:
No Such Thing As Sorry In My Dictionary.....

When to bedok to find Xiao Ying,Joanna,Si Lei..
Played pool...after that..
Jeff came,we went to watch Dorm...
The show starting is scarry..
Middle part not scary de..
Ending part i cried...
Damn sad..

I wanna watch dorm again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who wanna watch wit me?????????

Damn sad..dun wan to spoil the show..

Who wanna watch wit me?????????

Sob sob...

After watching,rush to bugis to work..
Today work,i feeling like dying...
Pissed..off sia...all the drink i made all slow sia..
Very slow in doing the drinks..
Dun noe y make so slow...Shag sia..

Go ahead as i waste my days with thinking
When i fall everyone sins
Another day and i've had my fill of sinking
With the life held in me
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know i do
And even when my hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when i've lost myself completely
Could be a night when my life ends
Such a heart that will lead me to deceiving
All the pain held in me
Hands are shaking cold
My hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know i do
And even when my hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong i move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, i move along
Along, along, along

When all i got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know i do
And even when my hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
I move along

The All American Rejects - Move ALong

Well,i had to move along no matter what.
The song is meaningful for those who are like me.
Move Along Just to make it thought.
Even if the hopes is gone,move along just to make it through

Going to work soon..at 8pm till 1am++
Would be total shag,well..
No pain no gain how to get $$,No $$ cant survive
To move along....

Well..today i hope is a good day for me during work.
Less customer...Hope so...

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
'Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
'Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

(Chorus)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin' go
Turning off the radio

(Chorus x3)
'Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

This song is damn sad.
I miss the good old days..
To have more fun then now.

Right now,i am just a complete person
Whom have no friends to confide in.
Cant confide with anyone.

I am a loner.
Nobody wants me.
Everybody hates me.

I am just MR Lonely.
The word MR Lonely suits me the best.
I am really lonely.

So what if i have alot of friends in friendster or blog or msn.
But would one of them my best friends?
Would one of them be the one i confide in?
Would they be my real friends or just for adding me in their list?
Would they care about me,even for a minute?

Well,Not at all
I dun feel that feeling at all.
Have the feeling of being lonely.

The feeling of being lonely is a sad feeling.
It as if,your life is just like a machine.
Do finish the comand u supposed to do.
Then shut down.Next day same thing.
All over and over again.

Friends says they would contact with each other again.
But did they did what they say?
Freaking NO!!!!!!!!
Not at all....

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

The song above
Reminds me of them.
Loving them also no use.

What do i get.
A damn idiotic attitude from them.
A attitude which would pissed off.

Well,what can i say?
I am Mr Lonely...
Thats all i can say.

The only person whom,i can confide in
Is also gone,the friendship is fading away.
I feeling sad right now.

I know,those who read this post
Would pity me or something.
But is it the real pity or fake pity.

Thinking that arh,piti you makes you feel
As if you still have a friend with you.
Hell NO....

Wake Up Your Freaking Idea can...
But i am sorry to some who really wants to be my friend.

But i had to say that,to those Fakers...
Well...If you all want to continue to fake..

BY ALL MEANS !!!!!!!!!!!

I dun Give a DAMN About it anymore!!!

What a bunch of IDIOTS

TODAY


IS


THE


WROST


DAY


OF


MY


LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Continue yesterday post...
Went out with Sean for lunch at Cine then went hm.
So after that,went out with...
Alison,Medaline,Zhi Min,and Zhi Min fren..
4gals with a guy haha lol..
Went to eat Ice Monster...
Fruits with shaved ice and ice cream.
At Sim Lim Square opp.
I paid $4.90 for 3 bowls of mango with strawberry ice cream
For 3 bowls sia..haha lol...
The reason,2 bowls have someone's hair on my bowl..
Both bowl,eat half way got hair..Fed up sia..
Haha lol..3 bowls for $4.90..cheap leh..haha lol..

Shop around bugis till 6+pm..They went hm
I went to my wkin place slack for awhile..
Before starting work at 8pm..

After work,ate roti Prata with my colleages...
Went home is 3am.Used the com for awhile..
Knockout while using the com,lucky my
Bro woke me up sia,if nt i still sleeping..
Switch off at 5am.Went to sleep.

Today,10 march 2006...
Woke up at 8.45am,and my sch starts at 8.45am.
Haha lol...Went to sch at 9.15am.
Sch end at 12..Went hm changed...
Prepare to go to Choa Chu Kang with a friend...
Just to go there eat Long John Silver...
Am i mad or something?

Well,when want to go home
Saw my secondary school friend
As my friend when home

I stayed with Jordon till late.
Got two more girls came along.
See the Star Idol people,top 5 ppl.

Bryan,Cheng Xi,Lincoln all very tall sia.
Cheng Xi got a girlfriend called Xiao Wei.
The girlfriend,looks average.
But have girlfriend better than don't have.
They played some games,and sing a song.
Lao Shu Ai Da Mi.Faints...
Wonder how many people want to sing that song again?
Listen till sian,alot of people sing that song liao leh.
After the show ended,shoke hands with them.
Home Sweet Home after that.
The thing starts from 7.30pm till 9pm.

I feel very strange how come i have the feeling
Of going to school,wonder why...
Even my mother say sia...Cus i would go sch late..
But today i came early,so strange..

Went to find my teacher to get the bussary form.
Sian...So boring lesson today,nthin 2 do...
Cut cloth only keke...

Today have Fire Drill,@9.15am.
After the fire drill,everyone rush like mad to the
Canteen to eat,during the fire drill everyone walk slowly..
Once our break all rush sia...haha lol..

After break,take time off to go CC to do the bussary form stuff..
Then now at home shake leg,using msn haha lol...
If not i would shag till 5pm than go home..

Later work at 8pm to 1am+...

Today pon school...
The afternoon lesson from 3.15pm..
See that teacher can make me angry sia...
Pissed with that teacher..Sux 2 the core...

Went to River Valley Pri,walk to Orchard MRT.
Grace saw me and run towards me sia...
Kao...Faint...lol...

Grace,i know you miss me la...haha lol....
Everytime see me,would run towards me sia...
Keke lol...Run somemore la...Better keke...

Meet Mei Shan,Lynn at Orchard MRT...
Jalan around town...B4 eatin Yoshinoya @ Cine..

And at Cine the Yoshinoya...
The 3 of us damn piss with the service sia...
Kao...sux to the core...

The other time is stupid wido....
Now is a female called dun noe wat la...
4got her name liao la...
Their service totally sux....

Supposed to get changed,nv give back..
Want to give back,serve another customer...
NB...Think we ghost har...Blind har...kao...
Cant you open the counter and giv the $$ back la..
Then the dessert also nv give...
Must go back ask...NB...Wat a service sia...

Damn poor,some more no other customer behind me...
Kao...Service give so bad,ARhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Totally sux.............................................................................

Together 3 of us,walked to PS,b4 going home...

Went to work by 6.45pm...
Saw Huat Lee but he like didn't c me sia..
Nvm...late liao for work...Faster walk 2 my wkin place..

Start work at 7pm till 11pm...
So slacking,not many people but never mind...
Do drinks and service the whole day...
No break at all complete 4hrs working...

After work,went to buy drink from my working place.
While waiting for Huat Lee 2 finish his work...
Then walked home together...

Had such great fun with chatting with you.
Lots of things to say.
Whenever you are bored,i there for u k...

Gtg liao,.....

Today have school woke up late...
Purposely de haha lol....
Got PE,also PE nthin 2 do de...
Walked to school,take Pe Attendance
Then go canteen eat,cus just take attendance can liao..

From 9.15am to 10.15am slack lor...
1hr of slacking..keke lol....

Tot of not going for the afternoon lesson...
I wanna go out with my new Bf...Huat Lee..
Bf means best fren...

Then i go for the afternoon lesson lor...
Listen to Huat Lee lor...
Still sleeping haven go update passport...
Siao har,alot of ppl leh..still sleep like a(^@^)
Oink Oink....lol....
Too lame liao...

After school,walked back home takin my own sweet time
Reached home around 3pm...
Had a bath,then so fast is 4pm liao...

Huat Lee sms me sayin he finished his stuff liao...
So meet him at bugis mac,walked to Cine...
Chatted all the way till there...

Just to watch the show Final Destination3...
It is a good show to watch for sadistic ppl...
The way how they being killed is the BEST!!!

The directer is a smart and sadistic person...
Damn disgusting but nice how they die...
Haha lol...dun say how they die...
Later spoil the show...

There is someone behind you
Look behind you
Turn around
To look at me
Blah Blah Blah..

Hear this song very errie sia...
Scary sia...if watched at midnite..
Scared to death sia...

Lucky watched b4 dinner,if not vomit..
After the show went to eat Yoshinoya...

I wanna complain sia...
There is food,drink but no dessert...
Stupid Wido,cant see the paper correctly har...
There clearly says,food,drink and dessert..
What you give is food and drink...
Then must ask for the 2 dessert for few mins...
(~_~)'" leh....

Went to HMV to find Su Mei for awhile...
Lost weight alot again haha grow and lose...
Together Huat Lee and me walked back home..
Damn fun going out with him...

To Huat Lee...

It is a very strange strange world..
That i able be your Best Friend

Some friends whom we know are
Our friends also...So concidence...

The interests that we have...
Are also the same...

It is concidence that,you would be my fren...
Isn't it strange?

It is concidence that we live nearby...
It is concidence that we work close together...

And lastly
YOU ARE ALWAYS MY BEST FRIEND!!!

Btw,the sms u sent to me the other day is true..

We dun own e time 2 hv long talks,
We dun hv a chance for more laughs,
But even though our world don't meet,
Always remember that i am your friend for life,

What a nice poem haha lol...

To Huat Lee:Friends Foreva!!!!

Went to meet Mei Shan at Outram Park...
Walked to China Square...
Then to Hong Lim Hawker Centre to eat...
B4 going to bugis to pray...
At the same time as a excuse for Huat Lee..
Cause i wanna see my BF again haha lol...
Right Huat Lee,Best Fren 4eva....

Went to the new national library to read book 4awhile..

After that went to Orchard see phone...
I changing phone soon..but dun noe wat phone..

Hang out till 8+pm..then Roy came to eat
Dinner with us...
After eating,went to drink Tiger Beer b4 goin hm...

Got work from 10am to 5pm at Holland Village...
Can still drink haha lol...Pro sia me...

Today got test again...Shag sia....
Lucky got paper to check then do...
Open book kind...but using notes...
Everyone all ask me how to do sia...
I so popular meh...
Just because i know how to do...
LOL...

After sch went home to sleep.
Work starts at 5pm.
When i reach to my working place.
I totally sian 1/2...
How come i work is 4pm to 9pm.
Instead of 5pm to 10pm.
Heck,then work 5pm to 9pm lor.
1hr less means $4.50 lesser...NB..
But lucky for me today.
The person who supposed to replace me
Came at 9.45pm..Haha lol...
So sign out is 9.45pm lor...
Means got more $$...
And i didn't take any break at all...
So is complete 4hrs...
4 time $4.50 is ....$18.00
Then i still have 45mins...so is about...
$4.50 divde by 4 is $1.12++...
So 45mins is about $3+...
Total is $21++ lor..haha lol...

Anyway...met a new friend called Huat Lee..
Lol..the way how we become friend vr strange...

Saw him pass by my working place,
To collect something beside my working place......

Then when he walked back,called him act fit sia....
Then we chatted for awhile then he go back to work..

After my work which ended at 9.45pm...
Went to his working place,purposely buy drink from him..
Got his number everything then went to meet Mei Shan..

Reached at Tanjong Pagar Railway Station...eat Burger..keke
Went home about 1+am...

Sms Huat Lee for 2hrs sia..keke lol...Fun to disturb him....
Sms while chatting with Mei Shan on the phone till 3am++..

Then Sleeping Beast on the way....