Is it difficult to find a boyfriend?
Is it?
Why must it be difficult to get a boyfriend?
I so good,treat people good,kind and helpful.

But still i am being treated like :

-Rubbish
-Taken for granted
-Taken used of money
-Take advantage of my soft heart

I make sure i make the person happy even if i am not happy i don't mind.
I always the one lose out in quarreling,as there no use to quarrel & fights
Though will know more about each other but what if no ending how?

I know that i always being made used of.
But what can i do if i really love the person alot.
Because i am stupid & dumb thus i do not even know if he using me or not.
Maybe i am really dumb & stupid.

I always heartbroken and get cheated all the time.

CHEATED
CHEATED
CHEATED

Do i have to get cheated all the time?
When do i wake up from all these stupid cheaters whom always break my heart?

WHEN
WHEN
WHEN

I do not know what to say next.Just hope the next person whom enter my life
Doesn't cheat and make me heartbroken again.