Yesterday(28/01/05)
Went for the student council meeting at 12.30pm
Finished lesson today at 11am n slack around sch
Till 12.30pm.....Vr sian......
After sch suppose 2 to Leisher bt didn't meet....
Nvm.......Went to Blastier the interchange
Took bus 124 to Orchard return the clothes back
For my flyer job.....Then the $$$ nt there.....
Had 2 go all the way to the Sg Shoppin Centre....
Went to Tangs find Jacilyn to chat with her...
Agree to eat dinner with her
Then i went off to Sg Shopping Centre.....
2 get my pay......
Went to PS's 7-11 to pay my hp bill...
the rest put in my bank account...
Went back 2 Tangs 2 meet jacilyn...
Bt she dun noe when where.....
Then i
Called her n tat 'idiot' pick up the phone....
Saying tat is wrong number.....
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
Idiot gurl.....Arsehole.....
Everytime call would pick up the phone....
Arsehole...
If anyone dun noe who is it?
It is good 4 u not to know who.....
Fucking bitch....
Anyway continue the story.....
Then went to eat dinner alone....feeling bored....
Then went to Cine
2 meet my god sis and chatted till 6pm...
Went home after that
And slept from 7pm till 12.30am....
Yawn.....slept enough liao...cant sleep liao haiz....
2molo no more work....n i m jobless.....so sad.....
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Do i have frenzs?????Can anyone tell me.....
Do i hv frenz.....I m vr lonely.....
I hv no frenz.... at all....
Y must this happen to me....
Y i dun hv frenz.....
Y Y Y Y Y Y
Am i a bored person tat i dun hv fren......
Am i?????
Can tell me am i a boring peron.....
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When i m quiet,ppl ask me to talk
When i m talkative,ppl ask me to quiet....
So what do u all treat me as...
A person 2 be ordered around
2 be talkative or quiet at times....
Is it.....
I prefer to be quiet or
Being talkative is none of yur business
Am i yurs....no rite....
Y must u control me...Arseholes....
When i talk alot,u would find me irritating
When i quiet,u would feel bored...
When i talk or quiet is none of yur business..
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These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
I lay dying
And i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved
Am i too lost?

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved
Am i too lost?

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

I want to die!!!

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will i be denied Christ
Tourniquet
My suicide