Today is the 1 of the most Du Lan I have ever had...
Hv 2 du lan situations...DAMN!!!

First Wait For Shadow For like 3hr plus.
Waited for him nvm,but nv dance or chat wit me
The Whole time was damn sad...

Agreed to go out wit me evenin time.
Cant make it nvm,So wait for him lor
All the way frm 5pm till 2am...
Sms him all the way till 2am....
Hp bill chor le..Nvm...

9hrs of waitiness...
I dun mind waiting for Shadow...
But Cant shadow dance wit me or chat wit me 4awhile?

Jus awhile..even if for like 15mins i also happy...
All You can Do is say sorry and sorry in sms..
After saying sorry u still do something make me sad...
And i already sad enough for the past 4months...

After u noe who le har then nw is to you le..

I jus dun noe what to say...

Nature take its course...

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Now is the 2nd part which last for 1yr 2months.

Last time durin Aug like tis person called A.
A dun wan 2 be wit me.
But i tried my best to jio A to be A's Bf...
In the end failed..
9months of trying of jioing A...
In the end still failed...Nvm..

Then suddenly K came out,interested in K.
K also the same as A..Dun wan...
Do the same thing..Failed and failed...

Lasted for like 5months of jioin..
And as usual Failed..Nvm...

Nw durin the whole period,tis person called TP
TP keeps protecting K to be wit me..
NVM...
TP now adays makes my blood boils..
Feeling like Kickin TP's face till whole face cant recognize..
Lucky u famous lar hor..If u nt,i make sure it happen...

Then another K come along...
Then we got together bt break..
Damn sad then K to to the 2nd person..
Feel damn down..nvm...forget him..
Then both break,K go to 3rd person..
3rd person is W..
Du lan wan 2 wack W..
Bt dun wan,wack also no use..
Later K dun tok to me..

So giv W du lan face all the way..
The problem becomes big..
Bt nw solved le..

W says,dun worry..TP wud nt disturb u le..
TP dun disturb me like real sia..
Tat fucker..Gt knife cut yr hair then u noe..

Hot Hot Hot..Di Me jus nw at club..
U lucky hor gt ppl there high profile de..
If nt har,u cry mama papa...
Fucker..Di me 1 more time..
I curse u....

For 2days out wit Sarah...
Takin alot of pics and neo print haha..
Fun,takin all kind of kinky pics wit her..

She and me looks like a Couple..
But 1 thing different..
She and i cannot be together.
But can be as best friend.
Cus she is a L,i am B

So totally cannot haha lol..

Hm...Today did not sms bobo..
Wonder what he is doing..
Miss him so much...

Yest out wit Bobo...
Met him in the evening..
Had dinner @ Bugis Breko(my x wkin place)
Got free food and drink from there..
Jus for me and my BOBO...

Ate Bacon Mushroom pasta(my fav)
Mocha blended(wit cookie as dressing)

Bobo ate Turkey Chez Avo
Earl Grey tea

Total wud be ard $20++ almost to $30
Hmm Free dinner..lol..Thanks Winnie..

Shop ard bugis village,
Got quite alot of clothes i like..
Hmmm..Should i buy or nt..Better nt ba..

Ard 8+ go back le..
I go back camp,Bobo go back home..

I alight @ Eunos and found the bloody heaven bus ends at 7.30
I was #@$@#@##@$@$@#$@%$%$%^&^&*##@%

Took taxi go back..Reached there 9.30pm..
First person to reached,haha lol..

Then had PC tok all the way till 3am..
Yawns...

Tok abt wat is everyone is like and stuff..

Go sleep...

10/10/07
Woke up at7am when we supposed to be ready by 6.45am.
Hehe...
All sleep like a pig...

Pc peng...saw us all KO like pig..
Lol..Got stupid IPPT so sian lor

Purposely fail all haha..only Sit up pass lol..
After 2.4 km run..
Faster go back changed then go home..
Tired..

Reached home,found my atm card bent n broke..
ARgh..KNS..Bloody Heaven..

Heck,go to the nearest posb bank...
And turn out go Funan Centre..
KNS,wan 2 change card nia..
Vr fast de leh..Sucker..

Make me go to Funnan mall no way..
Other day then go..
Shopped @ Bugis again...
Saw 1 Cardigen clothe very nice for Bobo wear..
So i sms him if he wants,so bought it for him..

Ate KFC before shopin @ NTUC haha lol...
Bought 1 tub of ice cream for him..

Bobo even if you are goin to be fat bt to me u r nt..
Cus u r always my baobei..

But i dun noe if i ever can b yr baobei or nt...
From the way i see like...
Haiz..dun noe la...

All i can say is nature take it course...

I Love You BOBO!!!!

For the past few days..i been thinking..
Am i suitable for him..Wud i be wit him?

Wud I?
Am i fit enough for him?
Am i?

I totally love him...Even though love is jus a word...
But it is really a sentence...

Wat mus i do to have him...
I almost can have him...

But all i can do now is to keep loving him...

Right now all i feeling like doing is crying..
I wana feel alone...
I wana to be alone...

I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WHO CAN HELP ME???
ONLY ME MYSELF AND I!!!

i must get over tis challenge...
DAMN!!!

But seriously,i do not know what to do next..
I am stuck...
I m like stuck inside a pithole...

Bobo,even though u noe i love you...
But there is one thing i dun noe........
It is....
Do you love me also?
Do you?
I am not sure if u do love me?

The song u sent to me i keep listening to it..
Makes me keep thinking of you...

At the same time,make me sad...
Cus of tis song,SHIT HAPPENS!!!

DAMN...!!!

Whenever i out wit you...
You makes me feel happy...
You so cute,funny bt i ugly and not funny...

The feeling you give me of being happy is unexplainable..
Is totally good feeling...

Bobo!!!!

U r my baby baby baby......

Kiss you,Hug you,Hold you and i wud not that moment ends...

Everything that i do now i dun noe wud change or nt..

Always is my fault..all my fault...ALWAYS!!!

Why must it be me..Why...

Why
Why
Why

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

You look glam or nt glam u still looks good to me..
Totally miss you now...
Wonder what you doing now..
In school but doing what?
Hmm...

I cant speak or say more...i feeling sad now..
Cant say anything now...

Haven been bloggin since tat sadness abt national day thingy..
Damn sucks...

Well i Am OVER IT....

Hmmm..For the past few months got so many people Jio me..
Argh..Fuck It...

All either ...
my type but not to the age cgt...
not my type bt hv wat i wanted..
etc..

Got tis 24yr old guy,nt rich,average lookin,average bod..
And he is jobless,nt the kinda of person i want...
Cus all he wanted is my Holy Hole of mine...
Basket him..But i made him go do wat i wan him 2 do...
Bulid him his figure abit,get a job n good at kissin lor..
Wonder he do already or nt..
Well even if he gt the thing i wanted i wud nt b wit him..

He can get another person if he can lor...But no matter wat
He die die want but...Argh...

I am nth...Jus a normal guy wit 2eyes n 2 ears and 1 nose n 1 mouth.

Now i really found the person whom i really wanted to be wit.
But now i dun noe if tat person can b wit me or nt..

I wud b faithful to him...

Been missin tat person for like 1 month le...
Sms or call also dun reply nvm..
Only reply those tat person wan to reply...
Nvm...
Still love tat person alot...

Even though tat person called me FAILURE!!!!
But I wud still love him even though i felt dissapointed in myself..

But i am a real failure anyway...
Cant have what i want
Cant do things i want
Cant make things i want
Cant tis and cant tat..
Whenever i make it better for me it wud turn sucks..!!!

After all the things had happened to me...
Everyone says i either sucks or wateva kinds of stuff to me..
I heck care de....
But even tat person says i a Failure..

I felt damn sad,dissapointed and lousy abt myself...
Feel damn sad...Feelin like cryin the moment u turn right 2 yr hm..
Tears wana come out but i control not to come out..
Tell myself not to cry...

I a guy whom wud cry easily..But some how i changed..
Never cry easily le..Changed person...


For the past few days out wit tat person...
I felt happy to be wit tat person...

And who is that person?
Is called BOBO!!!

I so in loved wit Bobo..Bobo so cute...

When u said i a Failure the time,i totally had nth to say...
I think wat u said i a Failure and i really a failure...

Once a Failure always a Failure!!!

I dun wish to EMO!!!
I jus want to be happy with Bobo...

When u told me abt tat song by Avril...
I noe wat happened le..
I was totally sad,earth crushed....DAMN!!!!

I want to be wit you...But wud i b able to?

Now i dun noe what to do...

All i had 2 do is wait for nature to do it course lor...

Bobo...U b in my heart!!!
Love you Bobo...



Now to the next topic...
For the past few days alot of things happened..
First is the Burma monks...now is abt the outside world..
The outside world nobody wud noe wat is it..
Only my grp noes nia..
I noe abit or can say lousy abt it..
But...Can sense something always..sian..
Sense something always not a good thing de..
Dream also not a good thing...
What i can do?
My level is 0 now..Cant do anything but watch...

So many things had happened...
For the next few yrs alot of things going to change!!!
SERIOUS BUSINESS!!!
But it is not gona b a good thing..Tats for sure!!!
Dun wan 2 say anymore.. cus is not for alot of ppl 2 c de..



Next topic....
Been servin army for 11months le..
Still left 13months to go...
During the 13months i only hv 6.5months to go camp..
Been doing RP(relex but dangerous..) as my vocation...

Do 2days,off 2days..
Not bad huh...But but...Sometimes wud miss to go out wit frens..
Do duty also sian,need music but no music..
Bring own music to entertain myself...Sing,Dance or do both...
Muahaha..

But time flies very fast..
Last time BMTC 3months sufferin like siao...
But now can relex le...
Relex abit only...
Now LCP le...@ Paya Lebar Airbase..!!!

Its near my home but had 2 always take taxi cost almost $9 or $10
Depends on the timin and hw faster driver goes..
If take taxi witout midnite charge it wud b $7 only...

Do duty jus had 2 check pass and vehical lebal pass...
Tats all..Bored and leng but it so sucks..haha...
People wan to exchange wit me bt if change they wud regret..

Well..Rp then RP lor..wat 2 do...
Bo Bian...

Wait for ORD lor 8dec08...



Next topic...
Resident Evil 3 is a good show..Damn nice...Lol..
But wasted nt as good as part 1 n part 2...
Lot of fighting,part 3 use weapons de..
Not so real..Real fight is the best haha..
But overall ok la..4 out of 5stars...



Next topic...
Wat should i want to say next leh..
Hmmm.I wana keep tis post vrvr long de wor..

Now thinking of bobo again...
Wonder what he is doing now...
As usual doing homework...
Your exam you wud pass...
Tat all i can say abt yr result..
Dun tell u hw i noe bt u pass can le...

The song which u intro to me...

Avril Lavigne - Hot

You're so good to me, baby, baby

I wanna lock you up in my closet, where no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever, I'll say it loud
Now you're in and can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby

I can make you feel all better, just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby

Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me, love me
Don't ever go, oh oh oh...
Yeah!

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby

You're so good

Songs tat r so nice to listen...
Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone



Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies


it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Now is 1.32am le...Cant even sleep...
Bobo got sch tomorrow..Hmmm...
Love him to much le...

I dun wan 2 b like in the past.Get over someone after 3yrs..
Its a torturin process...DAMN!!!

It had been 7days since the day u wanted to break..

Every single day been telling myself not to be sad.
Every single day frens telling me not to feel sad.
Every single day been feeling moody.
Every single day try to feel happy.
Every single day entertainin myself.
Every single day only sing 1 song.
And that song is the song i sang to you.

Wou Ke Yi by Cai Ming You

Thats the song i been singing to myself
For freaking 8days..
That my family and my friends wana kill me for it.

For 8days want to forget you.
But the love and how i treasure you is too much
That i cant simply forget you.

The way you kiss
The way you hug
The way you hold my hand
The way you smile
The way you talk
The way you do anything

I cant forget a single sec of it..

I still can remember the day we got together.
The looks
The smile
The hug
The kiss

The kiss is enjoyable and nice that cant be forgotten
The smile which makes my heart melt
The hug of warmness you gave me
The look of you the perfect one of my life

I haven never seen such a perfect one.
Till you viewed my profile in friendster.
And i viewed back,you put as private
So i added you,you accept my request.

Message you for your number.
And one day you sms me,sayin you r frm frenster.
After the few days,smsin you
Till the day on my birthday.
Was wit sarah,and you wit your fren
I at Padang,You at Marina Square.
The place so far yet my love for you is close.

I go drinkin,you still with frens go pub SOS.
After drinkin,Sarah went home only me.
So go meet you,as i really love you.

The moment i reached to SOS,i listened to u 2 sit.
Then your frens say nv entertain me.
I was super quiet,dun noe what to do.
The moment you sit down beside me..
Then the song Wo Ke Yi played..
Amy sang the song on the mic..
While i sang the chorus to you while crossin yr arm.

You ask me if i noe hw 2 play 5,10,15.
I so sucks in playin,bt i noe you noe hw 2 play on dat day
And after few rounds of playing.
You lost to me 5times,i lost to you 1time only.
See you drink,i know you already drunk.
I wanted to drink for you de.
But is national day should be happy mood.
So let you continue to drink.

Told you my fren make drink even more thicker.
So you wanted to go there.
Listened to you..I should not bring you there.
Its my mistake..Its my Fuckin mistake..

:'(

Should not intro you Seb,if i know you wud do tis 2 me.
After the huggin
After the kissin
After the dancin
After the holdin of yr hands

Went to your home area.
The moment we sit,you str8 away lie on my shoulder.
Asked you if my shoulder nice to lie or not.
You replied yes..

Let you continue to lie..
While disturbin you.
And u lie on my leg..
Seein you drunk and sleepy.
Feeling like kissing you again all the way till board day light
But i had to be camp the mornin.
The time is 4am and had to be in camp by 8am
After 15mins,i and you had the last kiss at blk 16
Before i go home in the taxi.

And before i know it the next day is 10aug
We still together,but till it reached to 11aug
11Aug 10.55pm,your sms came..
My duty is at 11pm till 5am
The moment i c the sms my mood and world crashed.
It had crashed by tat sentence alone.
Nothing can mend it back...Unless you come back.

Tears comin down,face looks like nv cry at all..
Silently and slowly,as if the time past slowly...
People see me wud not think i crying..
The way i cry is special...
Silent tear drop from my eyes till my chin..
Keep on dropin and dropin..
Cried from 11pm till around 4am.
My Pc came,i stopped cryin...
He came to my checkpoint to entertain me..
Till 5am..1hr...After tat next shift came..
He go somewhere else..
While i walk back to keep my arms.
Frm my checkpoint to my hQ takes abt 15 to 20mins.
But i took 1hr.
Kept on cryin and draggin my feet sloopy..
What had i done to get this..
I know you wan yr happiness,wat abt mine?
Where's my happiness...
My happiness is havin u as my stead.
But my happiness lasts for 2days only..
And sadness for 7days
Happiness for you 9days..
2days from me 7days from him

Nobody wud want me.
I sucks
I stupid
I idiot
I lousy
I useless
I dumb
I blur
I am everything thats is bad..

I am not good in anything..
Nothing at all!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who can help me?
Only me myself but i cant help myself..
Only you can help me..
I want you back..
I want you...........

I miss drinkin vodka lime with you.
I miss hugin you
I miss kissin you
I miss holdin hand wit you

I missed everything i do with you..

I missed you
I love you

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE THE ONE!!!!
AFTER 5YRS YOU CAME TO ME...
ARGH....................................................
I DUN WAN 2 WAIT ANOTHER 5YRS
FORGETIN SOMEONE WHOM I LOVE
I DUN WAN YOU 2 B THE NEXT 1
I HAD 2 USE 5YRS TO FORGET...........

On My Birthday 7 Aug.

Was wit sarah at her home area.
After celebratin my birthday wit her.
Called Kenny to meet up.

Took few pics together jus he n me.
I loved him lots....
Then he had to go back soon cus of sch 2molo.

Sms him on the way back home.
Told him that i liked him
He gives me the kind of feeling he likes me too..











































8aug 07

Kenny and me met up.
Callin my tortoise n piggy for being slow
Nvm...let him call what he wants..
The person i like called me wat nvm..
Muahaha...

Watched Rush hour3
After that jalan around town with him..
Loved him lots..
During the whole movie was disturbin him..
As well as lookin at him..
Looks like i was watching him not watchin movie.
Muahaha...

Ard evenin time i gtg off to somewhere else..
Gt abit of huggin to him here n there lol..
Feelin happy..
Met my other frens @ Bedok
2 celebrate my belated birthday
Celebratin while smsin him all the time haha lol..

Really love you lots lots lots...
Wanted to meet him after that
But in the end did not meet up.

9Aug National Day

Was out with Andy.
Played Arcade with him
Sarah came along..
Wanted to watch fireworks @explanade de..
In the end,watch fireworks though tv
@ Lau Pa Sat..Hungry la..haha..

After that waited for kenny to meet @ a pub.
Andy had 2 go meet someone so he go off first.
As for sarah and me..We walked to the 7-11
Near her home and bought beer to drink...
Vodka Green Apple & Long Island Tea..
Went to her home downstair to wait for him..

Finally he was at a pub called SOS.
Sarah cant make it cus she KO..haha lol..
As for me still awake even though drank her drink 2..
Like 3/4 of it haha...tryin to get myself drunk.

Go meet Kenny and his other friends...
Go there le..str8 away sit down
Kenny was playin cards wit his frens..

His frens are very so called cud b frens or gd frens kinda of.
His frens asked wah fren come nv go entertain him..
Lol...keke..
So he sat beside me and play 5 and 10..
He lost to me alot of times haha..

Crossed over his arm all the time
And sang Wo Ke Yi by Cai Ming You
So happy lol...

Told him tat my fren make drinks @ Tentric
Can get ppl high..
Haha..In the end,he wan to go Tentric..
I asked him,jus u and me har..
He say yup..
WOOOOOOOOOO
Jus he and me..LOL..

Reached there let him drink Vodka Lime.
Since he nv try it b4..
Asked him hws the taste..
Even though its sour but lime ma..
Lol..can dun make a person drunk de..

Then Tentric was playing all kinds of dancin songs i liked..
I kept on dancing haha..I the only 1 dance haha lol..
All see me dance...dots..

Asked him to kiss me or nt i kiss him..
Since he dun wan i go kiss him lol..
After awhile of saying cold stuff..
He accept me as his bf..
I was very very happy!!!!!!!
Hug and kiss him alot of time..
Told sarah tat he n me together..
She says treasure him and sms him to treasure me
After that took pic also..
Looks like he drunk le..






























Handsome while drunk huh?
Lol..His frens came along..
Drank the leftover vodka lime and said its nice..
Lol..My fav drink ma..

Dancin like siao saw my other aj frens come..
All of them happy to noe i gt bf le haha..
All di siao me and him kns..
Nvm nvm...

After the whole thing ended,went to eat.
Before sendin him home..
Hug and kiss and hold hands lol..
Hmm...

@his home downstair slack till ard 4am+..
Disturbin him all the time..lol..

Ard almost to 4.15am then go back home.
Reached home ard 4.30am.
Bath finish and all ard 5am.
Called him and chat awhile more til 5.30am
Sms him good night before goin to sleep.

Got to wake up @ 7am
Book in camp by 8am.
Hmmm..
So happy that he and me together..
Durin my duty,called and sms him..
Doin my duty 12hrs str8
From 12noon till 12mid
Then 6am till 7am
12pm till 1pm then rest night time..

Night time duty from 11pm till 5am.
Then i feel sad le..Give me tis bomb
Want to be frens instead of being together..
I was sad..Totally sad..
From 11pm till 5am feeling sad..
Sms him and called him..
He said he's drunk tat time..
Now he wants to be jus frens..

His hp went low batt ard 4am+
Nvm...Still feeling sad n moody..
Sun whole day rest do nth but on my bed emoing..
Called him and sms him tryin not to break up
But he still want to break up..
Told sarah wat happened..
She tried not to get involved..bt called him to ask y
And other stuff lor..
Sad la sad la..Whole sunday was emoing day....

Used the net in the room,see my friendster and all..
As well as seein his profile..
Totally missed and love him alot..Cant bear 2 lose him.
Bt already lost le..Wat 2 do...
Did not sleep the whole day from like yest 5am till nw..
And the time was monday 5am now..
So the whole of sun did not sleep..

Mon got last duty from 7am till 12noon then book out.
During the whole time,i was moody and emoing
Book out le faster chong go home..
Used net and c his profile alot of time..
Crying my heart out...
Went to sleep ard 5pm,woke up @7pm
Rushed to Vivo to meet my army bunk mates
Watched Flash Point the movie..Tryin not to think abt it..
Even my bunkmates noes abt it..
Asked me dun be sad and stuff..
Showed him the picture..
Saying he is cute..I even more sad..
They even tried to get me turn str8
As there is a gal in our grp who is single..
Jus noe her today..She n me like vr pei
Couple stuff la..Playing here and there..
Nvm..

After that we went to drink..
Called my didi as confirm he go drink de..
And true enough he jus opp of me nia..
Lol..So heng..Got telepathy la..
Fuck...ok back to the story..

While drinking,got emotional that i sms him..
Then found he gt a bf le..and his new bf was my fren..
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seb kiwi valant ANG!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANT TAKE IT LE,DRINK MORE AND MORE N MORE..
MORE CHIVAS LESS GREEN TEA
MORE CHIVAS LESS COKE
TRYIN TO GET DRUNK..
BUT I CANT GET DRUNK AT ALL...
STILL SOBER..
CRYING BADLY LIKE NEVER BEFORE
TIS IS THE 2ND TIME IN MY LIFE
I CRIED SO BADLY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE!!!

SO I CALLED HIM..
EXPLAIN THINGS AND STUFF..
ALL MY FRENS SAID JUS HANG UP THE PHONE LA..
FIND NEW GUY..
I WAS LIKE NO!!!!!
I LOVE TIS GUY ALOT...

One of my bunkmate called Woo..
Woo said tis,i treat you as my brother
I cant bear to see you cry over someone
I cant bear to see you like tis state

I was feeling like dyin..
The pub beside me someone kena heck..
Bloodied clothes and police came..

How i wish i was the 1 to get heck to death.
How i wish it wud come true..

I noe u wan to be good friends with me now..
He said sorry to me and stuff..

Love cant be force..
Ya love cant be force
But must you lied to me
At least tell me the truth tat u like someone else..
No need to waste my time..
You know..

I know tat u dun wan 2 hurt my feeling..
But at least,at least the truth is better then endin..
You noe wat i mean..
Do you know..
Do u noe hw hard it was to let it go..

You know i also like bobo rite..
I asked u tat time tat dun noe who to choose
Either u or Bobo..
Tat time u can say u someone else in mind..
But y u nv tell me!!!
Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tat night i also nv go sleep,was awake who to choose..
And tat night was on 8th Aug..
The day before i asked u to be together with me..
At least on National day i dun need
2 go find u and get tis kind of SHIT!!

Now i dun noe wat to do,right now still thinkin of u..

Tat day Jiayi cud tell me tat u hv someone in mind..
Noe tat u both dun wan 2 hurt me..
But well..cus u nv tell me i got hurt jus like tat..

I nv cried so much before!!!!
NV!!!

My 2nd true love for someone jus gone jus like tat..
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After the police gone, we went to Geyland hotel..
Stay overnight there..Sms kenny and called kenny..
All my fren ask me go to a room and tok to him lor..
CAN EVEN REMEMBER YOUR NUMBER
ON THE DAY WE MET AT YR HOME AREA..
I REMEMBERED YOUR HP NUMBER LE..
My frens so good..Not like dun noe who..
Damn heck over le..

Was sad totally..
After tokin 2 jia yi i even more emotional,tryin to calm down.
Before hanging up..Told jia yi tat
On fri and sat i b @ PLAY come find me if u want to..
I dun noe if she says to you or not..

My fren called Liao..
Good that played all the emotional songs which cud make me
More emo to forget you tat we once together..

Cried and Cried till i KO!!!!
Woke up next mornin 7am+
Sms to shan wat i did yest..

Shan said tat kenny was locked out of the house..
I replied her that serve him right

At the same time was feeling sad..
If i wit u can bring u to my home..
Well..its over..

YA IT'S OVER!!!

YA WE CAN BE GOOD FRIEND AS BEFORE...
U CAN ASK ME OUT WHEN YOU FREE...
I DUN NOE WHEN U FREE
SO U JUS CALL ME K..
I BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS..
I WILL FORGET EVERYTHING
I TREAT IT THAT I NV HAD A RS WIT U..
ALL TAT LOVIN,SMS,KISSIN,HUGGIN
AND LASTLY YOUR LOVE BITE
TILL NOW ITS NOT GONE YET..
BT NW ITS GONE LE..

NOW LISTENIN TO ALL EMO SONGS..
YOU NO NEED TO B SCARED OF ME K..
WATS THERE 2 SCARED OF ME...
LISTEN TO EMO SONGS ONLY..
JUS CUS I LISTEN TO EMO SONGS
U DUN DARE 2 MEET ME?

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANA DIE NOW...
I LIVE SO HIGH 29TH FLOOR..
I CAN JUS FUCKIN JUMP DOWN!!!

must cool myself down..cool down cool down..
.......................................................................................
Kenny hope u enjoy with him k
I shall let u b wit him ba...
Since u really want it...
Well...
Have good time with him...
Need a listenin ear can call me?

30 July 07
Book out from camp at2pm.
Faster rush home to use com.
Then called XYing wat she doin.
XYing givin tuition,dun believe...
Confirm fail de haha lol..

Well after tat she asked y i called..
Cus everytime called always is go out de.
But i nv asked her out..

Then she called me after hangin up the phone
Askin wat i doin,wana go bedok or not.

I say ok lor,go watch movie..
Watched the simpson movie..Super funny..
Watched wit suherman n XYing.
After the movie went mac to slack till 11pm..
Then go home..Along the way 4gt to return Xying ezlink
Haha collect point from mac bt nv return nvm 2molo return
Well i online from 12mid till 6am haha..

Then chatted with other frens on msn till 6am.

The next day 31july 07
Went to NYP to find her,return her ez link..
Then used her laptop to watch yaoyi haha lol..
Went downstair to watch alone haha lol..
Watched 3/4 then gt tis guy suddenly saw it ba.
Then go his class and tell everyone gt free yaoyi video 2 watch.
NB all laughing sayin gay here n there..
Lol..i was laughin while watchin,noin they wan 2 c
Quicky switch to msn lol..
All shout so loud wah MSN leh...keke hehe haha..
Siao ppl are always siao ppl...tsk tsk tsk..

Played Crazy Taxi on the laptop...
Always wud win XYing no matter wat lol..
After tat went to kovan to meet Kenneth,jojo and Yi Jian
While XYing wit her classmates stayed in sch..
I reached Kovan,Kenneth say wana take taxi meet at suntec.
I was like dotssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Waste my ez link nia..ez link nt cheap leh..no more 45cents.
Now is adult fare..

Reached Suntec,go nokia care centre,tootie wana service phone.
After tat went to arcarde..B4 goin play lan game..

Played dota till pek chek,always die and lose..
Tis is the 2nd time i played..Nw so called noe hw 2 play le la.
Bt still cant win...Always mati..
Nvm..Nvm..It jus a game anyway..

Played finish went home,now online..
Hmm nth to say leh..Shall stop here..
Oh ya..2molo go back camp sian 1.2...
But can wear civilian clothes can le..for book in..
Well shall stop liao..

After the 3month of course,there is still 2weeks of OJT..
Those kena the OJT which them gd luck...
Haha..I one of them kena too...
My camp is the most siong camp de..
Sian lor..

Feel so sad tat WN had closed down,missed to dance there.
As well as the songs playing from there..
And lastly the drags...lol..


Hmm....Today which means yest 110707
After booked out went to meet xiao yingl...
Faster go home changed and meet her.
Then Wei Qi dun noe frm where also come...
Xiao Ying wanted to buy present in the end "bo"
Then went to watch Harry Potter.

TGogether then together jus the 3 of us..
Xiao Ying incudling her is wei qi

The movie looks ok only la..
Movie shows nice dan esp is yr sec
haha
lol

After the show ended,went to meet sgt Jeremy.
Meet him at Chinatown then ask me go hotel 81 leh
Went to eat supper then went to tenetc..lol

After tat met tinme tc lor mayb buyin new shirt
went home ard like 4am..
haha lol...really..
btw i gtg cya

Mon to Wed mornin (23- 25 april)
Do lecture for chemical defence
After that,got on the suit for CD.
Test the equipment and do the task had 2 do

On tue I back out on doin it..
Cus dun wan 2 waste my time on it lor...
Then jus do nth sit outside,face wall sleep.
Alot of ppl chao keng dun wan 2 do..
Lol..

Wed 25 april
Got up early in the mornin for breakfast.
Then to Pasir Laba Camp at Tuas.
Before those going for CD go to the chamber.
Well the rest not going slack at the shelter.

Lol..Sleep all the way...lol..

Then saw police come do their SOC...
Their SOC sucks....
Skip 3/4 of the whole stage which had 2 pass..
I noe had 2 go by time de..
Bt no need 2 cheat..
Now i noe Police ppl cheat!!!

Then back to camp..
Faster changed go for field camp so suck....
For the next 3 days are terror...
For the whole of 3 days sleeps only like 5hrs only..
These 3 days had 2 learn hw 2 protect the camp
And how to check cars and search people for bomb.
Ect.....

Fri mornin go back 2 camp and can relex..
Finally can bath...
So stinky...
Argh...clothes like nv wash for yrs..
Smell 1 time can wake ppl up...

Sat,go for breakfast then get stuff for book out..
After book out,when home in mecs cab..
Too shag le..

Slack at home for awhile,then out to suntec.
Meet Shan and shawn..
After awhile,shawn went off,only me and shan.
Walk ard suntec... till 10pm+
Then as usual went to WN chiong till late..
Dance with Alston and the rest lol...

And DAMN...ALL PPL TOOK LOTS OF ADVANTAGE
OF ME WOR...

LOL..

I ATTRACTIVE MEH?

LOL...

And still the same 4 to 5am+ wud see me sleepy.
Wud sudden KO on the table at maxwell..
No choice and too shag le,called my dad fetch me home.
Moment reached home,and a quick bath to sleep.
Woke up on sun which is today @4pm+ haha wat a pig..
Now do nth lor..chat in msn and bloggin tis post.
Before going back 2 camp by 10pm...

Mon 9/04/06 - Wed 11 04 06
Woke up early in the mornin for 5BX.
Woke up 5.30am
Fall in 5.45am

After the 5BX then go for breakfast.
7.30am,ready for lecture about hw 2 use gmpg.

Had to learn how to strip mg and assemble.
So fun and must be done all less then 1min.

Everyday lecture and lecture..

As for wed mornin is lecture before
Doing stores for thus Life Firing Range.

Soon it is Thus..
Woke up at 4.30am
Fall in 4.45am
Rush to have breakfast.
Before goin to Tuas area 2 shoot...

It last 1 whole day,hav night firing 2..
The whole day was fun and exciting..
Hw i wish i can shoot mg again....

MACHINE GUN!!!!!

Muahaha...
Got to shoot pistal and mg le..
Wat else can i use 2 shoot?

Thus ended ard 10pm+
Reached back 2 camp is ard 12+

Lights off timin is 2.30am
Wake up next day on fri is 7am

So tired...
Keep stores and do everything need asap...
Then book out shiok shiok at night ard 8pm+

Faster go home changed and go out...
Go chiong...
After chiong..Waited for first bus ard 6+
Bt i accompany Ming Yang back home..
Before goin home..
Reached home ard 7am+

Sat,went out wit shan...
Meet her at chinatown.
Had lunch wit her eattin pizza.
Before goin 2 town.

Go town slack ard and went to vivo city.
Slack and shan bought 2 panties frm topshop..
Muahaha...2 for $14.30 only..
Cheap wor...
1 for $9,then hv 20 percent off..

Had dinner at the Hawker Centre...
Before goin 2 her home and watch wrestlin cds.
Lol..Watched wit her brother...
Reached to her home,jus nice her bro jus watch.
Lol...

After tat ard 11.30pm i chao and go chiong again..
Same thing repeat again.
bt tis time nv send ming yang home
I took cab home and the fare was only $4.80..

Shag,faster go home,had a good bath and KO...

Yest,7 april 07
Continue from previous post...

Went to meet lynn,grace and sarah.
Ate KFC before shoppin and walk ard.
Slack at Paradise Centre the TCC.
Before going to Why Not together.

Intro kenneth to sarah and lynn n grace.
Muahaha...Kenneth so shuai today lol..

But one thing still in brown shirt wor..
Nth changes..

I danced like mad again lol...
Danced till Lynn n Sarah cant tahan me dance.
So hot and sexy...So kinky wor..
Opps...

Ard 1+am they go back home..
Left me and the rest only lol..
No more gals to entertain...

Ard 3am+ got tis guy made me pissed off...
Lucky he nv try my canned mother..
Wana touch everyone and kiss...

Lucky got wei jie help some who kenna frm him.
After that,everyone tried to push to in a rude way.
I got so pissed off by that guy..
I nv do anything but jus stare at him wit my most
Most starin which make ppl scared...
Muahah lol..
Roll my jacket sleeve few time...To show seriousness.

He tried to touch us lots of time..
I jus had 2 go near him and jus stare lor..
Stare till he dun move and show sign
Of "sorry" Sorry my foot k..
Lucky u nv get a kick from me..
You get it then u noe..
Touch touch touch..any how touch..
I any how kick u then u noe...
Pull up the sleeve abit more...

Till lastly i super hot..
He come back again!!!
NVM...
Pull my sleeve all the way to my elbow..
I str8 away use my right hand askin him go off.
Still wan to cut my line wor..
NVM..
Still gt my left hand to block him..
And finally he is GONE!!!!!!!!
GONE HOME LE...
muahahahaha..so happy la...
Then put down the sleeve and show happiness face.
And action of winning...

NOBODY IS TO TOUCH OR

DISTURB MY DARLINGS

MY DARLINGS ARE:

KENNETH

ANDY

WEI JIE

JAKE

JOJO

SARAH

LYNN

FIONA

TINO

SHU HUI

NICHOLAS

XIAO BOY

MING YANG

BENJAMIN

ETC...

2 many le

So bad la me..But no choice la..
Jojo if u there dun noe wat to say..
Confirm will kenna..
Heng you nt there..

Hmmm..
After that Xiaoboy called me...
Chatted all the way to maxwell market.
Hang up as i still wit my frens..

Saw MY then held MY hand and sing..Lol..
Cant believed what he said to me..
If u not likin anyone,i will accept u...
Is a promise..I was like wah...
Lol..

Then MY went home le as he tired with wei jie.
I stayed till 5am+...
Andy and Wellness went home
Left monster,and few others..
Bei tong,no choice called my dad fetch me home.
Muahaha...

Xiaoboy called me again...
Chatted till i reached home
Hang up to bath
And called him chatted wit him till 7+am
Haha lol...
Then sleep...

Woke up at 12+...
Tot of meetin nicholas de
Bt he had 2 go back sch at 2pm
Then forget it lor..
Now bloggin...

Feelin vr bored...
Feelin vr sad........
Feelin vr down....
Feelin vr useless.
Feelin vr lousy....
Feelin vr moody.
Feelin vr sucks...
Feelin vr idiotic..
Feelin vr stupid.
Feelin vr Emo....
Feelin vr blur toot

Nowadays that is wat i been feeling abt myself..
Why am i like tat de...
Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cant take it le lar!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOB SOB....
AND NW THE WEATHER IS LIKE GOIN 2 RAIN SOON.
MAKIN MY MOOD EVEN WORST...

i am jus a lousy and stupid boi...
I am so lousy..

Who would want me>
Nobody wud wan me de...
I am in the rejection list...

I am so lousy tat i in the rejection list...
Whyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nobody wud want me....
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Even if ppl wan me is jus for SEX!!!!!!!!

NO ONE GO FOR LOVE BT FOR SEX!!!!

Think stop bloggin ba..
If nt really cant take it...

goin 2 PS meet Lynn n shan soon...
in 2hr n a half...for dinner...

Fri 6 april 2007
Today went to meet Jas @ clarke quay
Accompany her till 4pm plus...
Walk ard central mall alot of times.
As she workin at 5pm.
Central Mall wud be the new ps ba..Lol...
Took 1 pic of myself at central mall B1.


Ugly rite?

After she goin for work,i went to TM
Find Xiao Ying,Joanne and Shi Lei.
Watched the movie called The Reaping.
What a nice show...
Even though is sometime scary..
But is a NC16 show..Lol..
Nth scary wat...Blood only ma...

Took pic again before show starts lol.

After the movie slack ard before goin home...
Took some more pics haha lol..Take and take...
Lol..So Zi Lian Me...

HDB Corridor also must take lol..


Again corridor pic lol...

Another pic again lol..
Nth better to do jus take lor..
Took pics @ Mac TM...Take and take again..
Lol....So the Zi Lian la...

Took Pic At Mac...
Actin cute only..
With Turtle keychain...
So cute...
Nw is 2.25am.
On the way home,i tried to ask see who free to go out ton haha lol..

Alex,Chien Shen both not free..Then Suddenly,Sebestian sms me wana play majong or nt..
I was like huh....dots..i so weak or dun noe hw 2 play de..
I so sucks la....Took bus number 21 back home...

I reached back home is 11.45pm.
Lol...Shag..Need to sleep le..
2molo update or sun ba.

Continue from today 7 april 2.53pm.
Was still online till 4am+
Then chatted on phone wit xiao boi n nicholas.
Till ard 6+am.Then went 2 sleep.
Woke up at 8am,go back sleep then 10am.
Before lynn called me at 11.15am.
I was like argh......
Chatted wit her till abt 11.30am.
Go back sleep and again her call woke me up.
Called me at 1pm+...Dots la..
Every 2 hrs wake up...
Go back sleep and woke up at 2.30pm.
Now bloggin lor...
Later wud be goin 2 why not...
Sunday then continue 2 blog ba...
Lol...

Mon 2 april 2007

It is a sucking day for me...
Just a suckin day for me..
I felt useless and stupid after tat sms.
I utterly just shut my hp and sleep...

Say about it i wud even sadder..

Tue 3april 2007
Have life range with p226.
A pistol which is light and cool looking..

But NB failed the test...
Argh..Cant hold tat gun anymore..

Not many ppl able to hold it...

Lucky i able to shoot a pistol or something...

Wed 4 april 2007
A stupid IPPT which sucks..
OC kept on lookin and tekan my grp all time...
So sucks!!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emoin since monday...

Thus 5april 2007
Today havin lecture then by area cleanin b4 book out.
But book out could be ard 7pm+...
But some idiots dun noe hw 2 clean their cupboard
And dirt here and there..
Drag all the way till ard 10+pm sia..
Then 11pm le..NB...
Lucky gt my dad fetch..
If not i can jus walk home which takes abt 2hrs ba.

I feel happy today...
I okay le..No more emoin...
Everything is back to normal...
So happy....

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

Oh ya i got a new didi called chien Shen..
Benjamin,u should noe him ba..
Lol..SG so small wor...

Me and My Fav Kenneth..








The Best pic i think is the nicest with my
Fav Kenneth wor...
He and me again...
Totally cant forget him..
My precious darlin of mine muahaha...

My clicks if u c tis dun punk k muahaha...

At the prata Store..eatin and takin pics
All not nice except tis only muahaha lol..
Usin Kenneth hp take then bluetooth over de..
As usual la act cute bt tis pic looks so prevertic la.

Its been like ages since i blog le...

Lets start from 2weeks back

Been chattin with my new clicks of ppl.

They are Kenneth,Jojo,Fiona,etc...

Kenneth is the most important ppl of all..

Muahaha..Only my clicks noe only..

From thus everyda call kenneth and conference.
Till wee hours then sleep...

Monday was 26March.
Early mornin faster rush to PLAB
Which is Paya Lebar Air Base.
I be there for 11weeks..

Lights off timin is 2230.
Then durin the lights off wait for sergeant
2 check if we sleep already or nt...
Waited till 22.45
Then str8 away call Kenneth..
Conference and stuff till 2am..

27march 07
Woke up at 5am
Fall in @ 5.15am
Got 3click run...Run like siao...
Even though is nt far distance
But stupid ppl always push us 2 run
When we cant catch up or leg steps wrong.

Bloody Heaven must run accordin to foot step
We say left right left right..
Means everybody feet left right left right..
So argh!!!

At nite do usual stuff la..Muahaha
So the miss kenneth la..
Called him and chatted again...

28march 07
Again same timin
5am wake up
5.15 fall in
Go do 5BX then have breakfast
The food there is average only..
I miss tekong...

Havin lectures tis whole week since mon till fri.

Nite time as usual la..Call Kenneth..

29march
Today we do everything sui sui..
No pumpin and stuff..
March correctly by foot step again
And sing loudly....
So happy...

From monday till wed everyday pump like siao...
every one hr like pump dun noe hw many times..

Sms to kenneth,nv call him...
Too tired le..Listen to radio on my hp then KO.
Woke up jus to sms him...

30march
Today is a fuckin day...
Lesson very slack.
All sui sui
Go back bunk do area cleanin
Then some brainless kids
Went to illegally smoke
Then gt smokin smell and ashes
All kinds of stuff
Can book out at 7pm de.
Bt tat fucker jus dun wan 2 admit
Then drag till abt 9am lor.

Then everyone kenna turn over..
Check by universe...
Open cupboard throw out everything
To the bed
And sergents wud check for ciggrates..
Waste our fuckin time..
If not for that bastards..
I be home early restin
Instead of rushin home,to go WN.

@WN,after the show,i kinda not feelin well.
Sms Kenneth that i kind wana meet him
Or i go home.

Sadly asked me to go home.. :(
Then i go home then called him to chat
Till 4am..Lol..

31march
Woke up at 1pm
Str8 away call is kenneth again as usual la.
Meet him @ Hougang Mall Mac
Then Jojo came.
Before going to Town...
Wait for Tino and Shu Hui.
Then By Benjamin..
Wud be my new clicks of ppl liao ba..
I think..
Haha..Argh Kenneth so cute la...
Love him so much...

Took pic wit him

After all the clicks came..
Slack ard Cine till 11+pm
Then go to AMK to take bus to serangoon north
Phew...
Slack all the way till next mornin
Disturbin each other and bitchin ard..
As for me whole day emoin only..
All i noe is to emo nth else haha..
I a quiet person de ma..wat to do
Also nth to ask or wateva...

Kenneth ate 4piece of prata wit egg
And i treated him 2 piece of plain prata.
While i also eat 2piece of plain prata.
Before tat we had some drinks..
Nv pay bill for drinks and the 4 prata...
I pay only the 4piece of plain prata,
2 ice milo and a can of green tea...

Snoke the uncle sayin pay le muahaha..

Saved abt ard 10bucks ba..
After that Tino had 2 go home le..
Half way,everyone also all KO..
Lol..
Kenneth,jojo,ben also wana go home le.

Then left Tino,Garrick and me and shu hui.
Tino just walk off so fast back home.
PS us nvm,call jojo and ben to hv breakfast.

Miss kenneth,whole time thinkin of him only..
Muahaha...Kenneth Leong Wen Wei

Love you lots sia muahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been like ages since i blog le...
Lets start from 2weeks back
Been chattin with my new clicks of ppl.
They are Kenneth,Jojo,Fiona,etc...
Kenneth is the most important ppl of all..
Muahaha..Only my clicks noe only..
From thus everyda call kenneth and conference.
Till wee hours then sleep...

Monday was 26March.
Early mornin faster rush to PLAB
Which is Paya Lebar Air Base.I be there for 11weeks..
Lights off timin is 2230.
Then durin the lights off wait for sergeant 2 check
If we sleep already or nt...
Waited till 22.45
Then str8 away call Kenneth..
Conference and stuff till 2am..

27march 07
Woke up at 5am
Fall in @ 5.15am
Got 3click run...
Run like siao...
Even though is nt far distance
But stupid ppl always push us 2 run
When we cant catch up or leg steps wrong.
Bloody Heaven must run accordin to foot step
We say left right left right..
Means everybody feet left right left right..
So argh!!!
At nite do usual stuff la..Muahaha
So the miss kenneth la..Called him and chatted again...

28march 07
Again same timin
5am wake up
5.15 fall in
Go do 5BX then have breakfast
The food there is average only..I miss tekong...
Havin lectures tis whole week since mon till fri.
Nite time as usual la..Call Kenneth..

29march
Today we do everything sui sui..
No pumpin and stuff..
March correctly by foot step againAnd sing loudly....
So happy...
From monday till wed everyday pump like siao...
Every one hr like pump dun noe hw many times..
Sms to kenneth,nv call him...Too tired le..
Listen to radio on my hp then KO.
Woke up jus to sms him...

30marchToday is a fuckin day...
Lesson very slack.All sui sui
Go back bunk do area cleanin
Then some brainless kids
Went to illegally smoke
Then gt smokin smell and ashes
All kinds of stuff.Can book out at 7pm de.
Bt tat fucker jus dun wan 2 admit
Then drag till abt 9am lor.
Then everyone kenna turn over..
Check by universe...
Open cupboard throw out everything to the bed
And sergents wud check for ciggrates..
Waste our fuckin time..If not for that bastards..
I be home early restin
Instead of rushin home,to go WN.
@WN,after the show,i kinda not feelin well.
Sms Kenneth that i kind wana meet him or i go home.
Sadly asked me to go home.. :(
Then i go home then called him to chat till 4am..Lol..

31march
Woke up at 1pm
Str8 away call is kenneth again as usual la.
Meet him @ Hougang Mall Mac
Then Jojo came.Before going to Town...
Wait for Tino and Shu Hui.Then By Benjamin..
Wud be my new clicks of ppl liao ba..I think..Haha..
Argh Kenneth so cute la...Love him so much...
Took pic wit him After all the clicks came..
Slack ard Cine till 11+pm
Then go to AMK to take bus to serangoon north
Phew...Slack all the way till next mornin
Disturbin each other and bitchin ard..
As for me whole day emoin only..
All i noe is to emo nth else haha..I a quiet person de ma.
Wat to doAlso nth to ask or wateva...
Kenneth ate 4piece of prata wit egg
And i treated him 2 piece of plain prata.
While i also eat 2piece of plain prata.
Before tat we had some drinks..
Nv pay bill for drinks and the 4 prata...
I pay only the 4piece of plain prata,
2 ice milo and a can of green tea...
Snoke the uncle sayin pay le muahaha..
Saved abt ard 10bucks ba..
After that Tino had 2 go home le..
Half way,everyone also all KO..
Lol..Kenneth,jojo,ben also wana go home le.
Then left Tino,Garrick and me and shu hui.
Tino just walk off so fast back home.
PS us nvm,call jojo and ben to hv breakfast.
Miss kenneth,whole time thinkin of him only..Muahaha...

Kenneth Leong Wen Wei Love you lots sia muahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yest hv chalet...
The Worst Chalet i ever had....
I am not gonna go for chalet of guys.

Prefer to go for female's chalet more fun.
Guy's Chalet total sucks!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Wasted $50 jus 10mins..
So sucks........

All i do was sit down and 10mins later $50 gone.

Argh...Not stolen but buy stuff and 10mins bomb gone.

Anyway,got my new unit posting le..
I going to RP @ Paya Lebar Camp.

Haiz...

wk 8am to 5pm,off from 5pm till 8am
Then 24hr then 1 day off and continue...
From 8am again for 2yrs lor..

Later got another chalet lucky is all girls and me guy keke.
Cya..gtg..

YEAH!!!!

FINALLY POP LE!!!!

POP FROM TEKONG!!!!!

BUT FEELIN SAD AND HAPPY

HAPPY TO POP

SAD TO LEAVE THE PLACE AFTER 3 MONTHS
OF GOLDEN MEMORIES

So sad....

Hmmm...Took lots of pics...

Wana see the pics i took?
Go to tis site....

http://www.friendster.com/emosadloner

Then u view my pics...

Happy viewin my pics ba..

It would be a long time i gonna update ba..cya

Woa.......It Been like 2months since i blog sia.
Hmm..In army do army trainin lor...

Book out go chiong wit my frenz...
Then back home ard 6am.
Next day go back camp...
Must enjoy myself ma...

For the past 2 months been meetin:
Lynn,
Mei Shan,
Andy,
Brian,
Melvin,
Philip,
Johnny,

Go Chiong and Chiong...Lol...

I finally noe a new english word.
Called Canned Mother
In Hokkian is Kuan Tou Bu.

Hmm...Wat so say neh...
Dun noe what to say leh...
Nth to say tis past 2months...
Lots of things changed while i in army.
Lol...I go back camp.
Either fren broke up relationship
Or nt fren in trouble or something...
Always not good sia...Argh!!!

Lol...
Gtg le...

Today had to go back camp...so sian...

For the past 2 weeks it sucks...

6days in jungle..

It sucks,completely sucks..the food eee...

so horible .........

Haiz...,learn how 2 move by day n nite.

And all kinds of stuff la..

then book out on fri nite happy..
Faster go home,bath then meet the rest to club.
But i nt feeling well for dun noe hw long...

Dance few songs only then the rest either restin or slpin..

Tired and feeling sick...
Reached hm at 4am+

Sat,went to meet lyn and shan.
Bought Bilabong Jacket haha $100.
Dots...

Hmm...Worth it..

After tat meet up wit joey and ice.
Before meeet my ka ki again to club..

And the same thing happen again..
Nt feeling well...

Happy change name to play...
Play sucks..It totally sucks..Nt my type of place.

Why Not better...

Hahaha lol...
Reached home ard 5am..

Sun,had 2 go back camp.So many things to bring back...
All army clothes so smelly and alot bring home wash like mad.

Haha lol..
Shall stop here ba..

Thus book out,went to meet Yuan and Min
I cant disturb them at all...
Wearin uniform cant do anything arhh..

Well nvm,went to breko and eat...
Before my dad fetch them hm...

Both of u hor..I always get free show de wor...
Always de leh...Why har...Why....
Tsk Tsk...

Fri,went to Jurong East to play pool.
Before going to Bt Panjang to change bus to WN.
I reached there super early sia..
Meetin time is 11pm de then i reach there like 10.30pm lor.
Dots..Always i be the early bird dun noe why...lol..

Sorry Ivan,not that i dun wan u jus tat i prefer my age limit de.
Sorry about that.You are 33 yr old liao..
I only 18,i prefer 18 to 25/26...
Haiz...Sorry...

I dun noe in wat way i could be attractive to you?
Hmmm,You only saw me 1st time is last fri.
And Bomb you like me str8 away..Dots...

I attractive meh?
I cute meh?
I handsome meh?

I am ugly lor...

Anyway,thanks for the drink and food.
Thanks for treatin me...

But u will always be jus a fren 2 me...Sorry

Went to WN and do my usual stuff dance all the way.
Then Jason bro kept on disturb me till i du lan..
Arhh...Next time see you i walk off...
So what you so called high profile..

I can make myself high profile vr fast 1..
Hmm..I jus wana be low profile...

Dance with tis guy quite good lookin..
And jus went to french me sia kns..

Wat a day for me..

But in the end can dance with my turtle for awhile..
Hug him again lol..So happy...

Lol..

Philip,u also another 1 make me happy lol..

Thanks Brian,Vincent,Johnny,Joe,Andy,Philip
For makin me happy every weekend i book out frm camp.

Thanks very much...

Hmm...

Turtle...The more i try to forget tat i wan u.
The more i cant do it...

Haiz...Why must tis happen to me?
Why?
Why?
Why?

I had nth 2 say abt myself..
All i can say is that i am:

Stupid
Dumb
Silly
Easily get cheated

That is what i am for now ba?

Sob...sat book in which is today..
Book in go back camp is fun gt frens to chat and play.
But i still miss my turtle and others......

Continue abt yest...

Met 2 my camp mates wana watch movie de.
But the movies hor very the wat leh..
Either one of us watch liao or all watch liao...

No movies to watch lor haha lol..

Went to B2 to buy food to eat.
Before going to 77th Street to buy cap for myself.
Lol..

Then no where to go.
So Kenneth went home.
But left me and Keng Cheong(a.k.a King Kong)

Both of us went to AMK.
Slack there,then got tis shiny bag from converse
I want but no more so pissed..

So went to another outlet @ Toa Payoh.
Took bus 73 there..So super long sia..
Must go to Serangoon central @ Chomp Chomp.
Then to Toa Payoh..I KO all the way lol..
Reached to the shop.They also no more arhh..
Piss off..Lol...

Then suddenly AMK have,stock just came.
Stock came only 2 bag only lol..
Faster book 1 lol..

Then rushed back to AMK,Bought the bag for $48.
Instead of $59.90.
Cus KK work there b4 ma.So fren discount lor lol..
Keke lol...

After buying the bag,rushed home to change.
Before go to Power House @ St James.
Got Fabulous Event haha,FOC to enter.
So shiok..But the Q is so long till the time had 2 pay $12.
KNS...

Along the way cut Q here and there so many frens there.
Lol...

Then almost to the door way i slept lol..
Then the grp behind me all look at me sia.
I woke up faster move forward.
Lol..

3 guys lookin at me wor..KNS....
Interested in me har lol..Bleh..

Brian,Vincent,Johnny,Aldwin,Andy(my turtle) and me
Together enter the place damn crowded and nice place.
I danced for a while only,cus too crowded.
Then left only 1/4 ppl dancin all the way till 4+am.
I am one of them lol..
Then i dance and dance so crazy that my frens shocked.
Lol...The way i dance no one can follow sia lol..
Dance while wearin jacket lol..
Damn nice if dance with jacket lol..
Must try...

Follow the Rythem of the song and woud dance nicely..
Lol..same lyrics same dance move lor..
Keke..

So shiok..hope can dance like tat again keke...
I danced till my rib pain.Lol..

But my frens says it is common lol..
I was like huh?
Common meh,super pain wor...

I squat down in pain leh..
My frens asked if i okay or nt.
I say i ok and i can still continue to dance.
Dance half way took out my jacket and throw
@ my new Converse bag lol keke...
Lol..Alot of ppl looking at me how i dance leh.
So PS lar..
But heck,dance till shiok liao of cus continue ma.

My frens wana to follow me hw 2 dance lol.
Bt all FAILED!!!!!
Muahaha cant make it..
Not at the moment la.
Andy and brian tried to follow but they give up.
Cus they tired sia lol..I still have lots of energy.
Continue to dance lol...Phew sweatin like mad.
Lol..

Then my frens wana go home liao..And the time is 5am+
I was like huh so fast har lol..keke...

I continue to dance to take my bag and my jacket.
While going out of the place still dancin..
Jump and hopping all the way..lol..

Continue pass alot of ppl and all look at me sia lol..
So PS lar..heck..Keke lol..Free show for them 2 see.
Dun noe when i be back there lol keke...

Now i still not tired but thirsty only lol...
Go home then drink water ba.

Reached home ard 6am+ lol..
Sent Brian home first,then by Andy
Then Johnny and me lastly is Aldwin.
Vincent drive ma..lol..
All squeese in lol..

I the direction guide for Vincent to bring them home lol.
Keke...

Missed turtle so much lol..
Turtle grown fat abit liao tat is a good thing..
Lol..Hmm...

Along the way home,i said i seldom dance like tat de...
I dance tis way only at home close door in my bedroom.
They shocked sia lol....

2/1/07

Today had to go back Tekong liao so the arhh...!!!
Nvm i had great fun yest can le...
Sorry Min Min,nv reply yr sms and your call...
Was sleeping lar...
Now bloggin tis post and time nw is 4.11pm.
6.55pm must be at Pasir Ris to go Tekong..
Sian....

Pics of recently i took of myself...

Too many liao so i pick a few..

Me In spects Wit my new topman shirt and Cap

Keep Clear cus someone jus fainted lor.

Lol..So take pic wit the ambulance lol..

Me And Aldwin

My New converse bag which i bought
















Another pic of my bag muhaha...

The day book out on fri,
Jus wait for one cab can takes 1 freaking hour
And Bloody Heaven had 2 on call a cab.
KNS lor...

Pasir Ris to Tampiness to Hougang Ave 1 and my hm.
Total $18.70....

Along the way home,Min Min wan 2 meet me.
Then meet lor.
Go home and bath then meet her @ Breko.

Saw Winnie,Kimo,Su Koon and Yue Ling.
Both of us stayed for 2hrs then off to City Hall..
Bought food from her wkin place lor..
Try out the food.
And the food is not bad wor..Nice to try...

And from tis day till nw i have a cough lol...
Stupid me nv drink water str8 away eat while hot.
Lol...So stupid me..

Now my voice is like so the "MAN"
Lol...

After that went to Town to shop shop.
Before going to WN lol..

The next day is a sat.
Stayed at home the whole day.
My frens were like shocked to see me online.
Nv go WN today lol..
No mood to go today lol...

Sun,countdown day.
Meet XY and Joan @ Tampiness
Play Badminton.
Before meeting WQ
Together went to Bedok watch movie.
Watched the show Night @ museum.
The show freaking funny lol...

A show that a must to watch.
It also shows how hard to find a job.
And so despo for a job that any job also take.

After the movie had finished,had dinner together.
Before going to East Coast to meet my sec sch frens.
While joan,WQ,XY went home lol..

Reached home at 8am...
Woke up at 10am+
Back to sleep again...
Till got tis sms from my army bunkmate askin me out.
Then meet him later around the afternoon...
Hmm...Nth to blog le...