On My Birthday 7 Aug.

Was wit sarah at her home area.
After celebratin my birthday wit her.
Called Kenny to meet up.

Took few pics together jus he n me.
I loved him lots....
Then he had to go back soon cus of sch 2molo.

Sms him on the way back home.
Told him that i liked him
He gives me the kind of feeling he likes me too..











































8aug 07

Kenny and me met up.
Callin my tortoise n piggy for being slow
Nvm...let him call what he wants..
The person i like called me wat nvm..
Muahaha...

Watched Rush hour3
After that jalan around town with him..
Loved him lots..
During the whole movie was disturbin him..
As well as lookin at him..
Looks like i was watching him not watchin movie.
Muahaha...

Ard evenin time i gtg off to somewhere else..
Gt abit of huggin to him here n there lol..
Feelin happy..
Met my other frens @ Bedok
2 celebrate my belated birthday
Celebratin while smsin him all the time haha lol..

Really love you lots lots lots...
Wanted to meet him after that
But in the end did not meet up.

9Aug National Day

Was out with Andy.
Played Arcade with him
Sarah came along..
Wanted to watch fireworks @explanade de..
In the end,watch fireworks though tv
@ Lau Pa Sat..Hungry la..haha..

After that waited for kenny to meet @ a pub.
Andy had 2 go meet someone so he go off first.
As for sarah and me..We walked to the 7-11
Near her home and bought beer to drink...
Vodka Green Apple & Long Island Tea..
Went to her home downstair to wait for him..

Finally he was at a pub called SOS.
Sarah cant make it cus she KO..haha lol..
As for me still awake even though drank her drink 2..
Like 3/4 of it haha...tryin to get myself drunk.

Go meet Kenny and his other friends...
Go there le..str8 away sit down
Kenny was playin cards wit his frens..

His frens are very so called cud b frens or gd frens kinda of.
His frens asked wah fren come nv go entertain him..
Lol...keke..
So he sat beside me and play 5 and 10..
He lost to me alot of times haha..

Crossed over his arm all the time
And sang Wo Ke Yi by Cai Ming You
So happy lol...

Told him tat my fren make drinks @ Tentric
Can get ppl high..
Haha..In the end,he wan to go Tentric..
I asked him,jus u and me har..
He say yup..
WOOOOOOOOOO
Jus he and me..LOL..

Reached there let him drink Vodka Lime.
Since he nv try it b4..
Asked him hws the taste..
Even though its sour but lime ma..
Lol..can dun make a person drunk de..

Then Tentric was playing all kinds of dancin songs i liked..
I kept on dancing haha..I the only 1 dance haha lol..
All see me dance...dots..

Asked him to kiss me or nt i kiss him..
Since he dun wan i go kiss him lol..
After awhile of saying cold stuff..
He accept me as his bf..
I was very very happy!!!!!!!
Hug and kiss him alot of time..
Told sarah tat he n me together..
She says treasure him and sms him to treasure me
After that took pic also..
Looks like he drunk le..






























Handsome while drunk huh?
Lol..His frens came along..
Drank the leftover vodka lime and said its nice..
Lol..My fav drink ma..

Dancin like siao saw my other aj frens come..
All of them happy to noe i gt bf le haha..
All di siao me and him kns..
Nvm nvm...

After the whole thing ended,went to eat.
Before sendin him home..
Hug and kiss and hold hands lol..
Hmm...

@his home downstair slack till ard 4am+..
Disturbin him all the time..lol..

Ard almost to 4.15am then go back home.
Reached home ard 4.30am.
Bath finish and all ard 5am.
Called him and chat awhile more til 5.30am
Sms him good night before goin to sleep.

Got to wake up @ 7am
Book in camp by 8am.
Hmmm..
So happy that he and me together..
Durin my duty,called and sms him..
Doin my duty 12hrs str8
From 12noon till 12mid
Then 6am till 7am
12pm till 1pm then rest night time..

Night time duty from 11pm till 5am.
Then i feel sad le..Give me tis bomb
Want to be frens instead of being together..
I was sad..Totally sad..
From 11pm till 5am feeling sad..
Sms him and called him..
He said he's drunk tat time..
Now he wants to be jus frens..

His hp went low batt ard 4am+
Nvm...Still feeling sad n moody..
Sun whole day rest do nth but on my bed emoing..
Called him and sms him tryin not to break up
But he still want to break up..
Told sarah wat happened..
She tried not to get involved..bt called him to ask y
And other stuff lor..
Sad la sad la..Whole sunday was emoing day....

Used the net in the room,see my friendster and all..
As well as seein his profile..
Totally missed and love him alot..Cant bear 2 lose him.
Bt already lost le..Wat 2 do...
Did not sleep the whole day from like yest 5am till nw..
And the time was monday 5am now..
So the whole of sun did not sleep..

Mon got last duty from 7am till 12noon then book out.
During the whole time,i was moody and emoing
Book out le faster chong go home..
Used net and c his profile alot of time..
Crying my heart out...
Went to sleep ard 5pm,woke up @7pm
Rushed to Vivo to meet my army bunk mates
Watched Flash Point the movie..Tryin not to think abt it..
Even my bunkmates noes abt it..
Asked me dun be sad and stuff..
Showed him the picture..
Saying he is cute..I even more sad..
They even tried to get me turn str8
As there is a gal in our grp who is single..
Jus noe her today..She n me like vr pei
Couple stuff la..Playing here and there..
Nvm..

After that we went to drink..
Called my didi as confirm he go drink de..
And true enough he jus opp of me nia..
Lol..So heng..Got telepathy la..
Fuck...ok back to the story..

While drinking,got emotional that i sms him..
Then found he gt a bf le..and his new bf was my fren..
Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seb kiwi valant ANG!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CANT TAKE IT LE,DRINK MORE AND MORE N MORE..
MORE CHIVAS LESS GREEN TEA
MORE CHIVAS LESS COKE
TRYIN TO GET DRUNK..
BUT I CANT GET DRUNK AT ALL...
STILL SOBER..
CRYING BADLY LIKE NEVER BEFORE
TIS IS THE 2ND TIME IN MY LIFE
I CRIED SO BADLY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE!!!

SO I CALLED HIM..
EXPLAIN THINGS AND STUFF..
ALL MY FRENS SAID JUS HANG UP THE PHONE LA..
FIND NEW GUY..
I WAS LIKE NO!!!!!
I LOVE TIS GUY ALOT...

One of my bunkmate called Woo..
Woo said tis,i treat you as my brother
I cant bear to see you cry over someone
I cant bear to see you like tis state

I was feeling like dyin..
The pub beside me someone kena heck..
Bloodied clothes and police came..

How i wish i was the 1 to get heck to death.
How i wish it wud come true..

I noe u wan to be good friends with me now..
He said sorry to me and stuff..

Love cant be force..
Ya love cant be force
But must you lied to me
At least tell me the truth tat u like someone else..
No need to waste my time..
You know..

I know tat u dun wan 2 hurt my feeling..
But at least,at least the truth is better then endin..
You noe wat i mean..
Do you know..
Do u noe hw hard it was to let it go..

You know i also like bobo rite..
I asked u tat time tat dun noe who to choose
Either u or Bobo..
Tat time u can say u someone else in mind..
But y u nv tell me!!!
Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tat night i also nv go sleep,was awake who to choose..
And tat night was on 8th Aug..
The day before i asked u to be together with me..
At least on National day i dun need
2 go find u and get tis kind of SHIT!!

Now i dun noe wat to do,right now still thinkin of u..

Tat day Jiayi cud tell me tat u hv someone in mind..
Noe tat u both dun wan 2 hurt me..
But well..cus u nv tell me i got hurt jus like tat..

I nv cried so much before!!!!
NV!!!

My 2nd true love for someone jus gone jus like tat..
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After the police gone, we went to Geyland hotel..
Stay overnight there..Sms kenny and called kenny..
All my fren ask me go to a room and tok to him lor..
CAN EVEN REMEMBER YOUR NUMBER
ON THE DAY WE MET AT YR HOME AREA..
I REMEMBERED YOUR HP NUMBER LE..
My frens so good..Not like dun noe who..
Damn heck over le..

Was sad totally..
After tokin 2 jia yi i even more emotional,tryin to calm down.
Before hanging up..Told jia yi tat
On fri and sat i b @ PLAY come find me if u want to..
I dun noe if she says to you or not..

My fren called Liao..
Good that played all the emotional songs which cud make me
More emo to forget you tat we once together..

Cried and Cried till i KO!!!!
Woke up next mornin 7am+
Sms to shan wat i did yest..

Shan said tat kenny was locked out of the house..
I replied her that serve him right

At the same time was feeling sad..
If i wit u can bring u to my home..
Well..its over..

YA IT'S OVER!!!

YA WE CAN BE GOOD FRIEND AS BEFORE...
U CAN ASK ME OUT WHEN YOU FREE...
I DUN NOE WHEN U FREE
SO U JUS CALL ME K..
I BE THERE FOR YOU ALWAYS..
I WILL FORGET EVERYTHING
I TREAT IT THAT I NV HAD A RS WIT U..
ALL TAT LOVIN,SMS,KISSIN,HUGGIN
AND LASTLY YOUR LOVE BITE
TILL NOW ITS NOT GONE YET..
BT NW ITS GONE LE..

NOW LISTENIN TO ALL EMO SONGS..
YOU NO NEED TO B SCARED OF ME K..
WATS THERE 2 SCARED OF ME...
LISTEN TO EMO SONGS ONLY..
JUS CUS I LISTEN TO EMO SONGS
U DUN DARE 2 MEET ME?

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANA DIE NOW...
I LIVE SO HIGH 29TH FLOOR..
I CAN JUS FUCKIN JUMP DOWN!!!

must cool myself down..cool down cool down..
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Kenny hope u enjoy with him k
I shall let u b wit him ba...
Since u really want it...
Well...
Have good time with him...
Need a listenin ear can call me?