It had been 7days since the day u wanted to break..

Every single day been telling myself not to be sad.
Every single day frens telling me not to feel sad.
Every single day been feeling moody.
Every single day try to feel happy.
Every single day entertainin myself.
Every single day only sing 1 song.
And that song is the song i sang to you.

Wou Ke Yi by Cai Ming You

Thats the song i been singing to myself
For freaking 8days..
That my family and my friends wana kill me for it.

For 8days want to forget you.
But the love and how i treasure you is too much
That i cant simply forget you.

The way you kiss
The way you hug
The way you hold my hand
The way you smile
The way you talk
The way you do anything

I cant forget a single sec of it..

I still can remember the day we got together.
The looks
The smile
The hug
The kiss

The kiss is enjoyable and nice that cant be forgotten
The smile which makes my heart melt
The hug of warmness you gave me
The look of you the perfect one of my life

I haven never seen such a perfect one.
Till you viewed my profile in friendster.
And i viewed back,you put as private
So i added you,you accept my request.

Message you for your number.
And one day you sms me,sayin you r frm frenster.
After the few days,smsin you
Till the day on my birthday.
Was wit sarah,and you wit your fren
I at Padang,You at Marina Square.
The place so far yet my love for you is close.

I go drinkin,you still with frens go pub SOS.
After drinkin,Sarah went home only me.
So go meet you,as i really love you.

The moment i reached to SOS,i listened to u 2 sit.
Then your frens say nv entertain me.
I was super quiet,dun noe what to do.
The moment you sit down beside me..
Then the song Wo Ke Yi played..
Amy sang the song on the mic..
While i sang the chorus to you while crossin yr arm.

You ask me if i noe hw 2 play 5,10,15.
I so sucks in playin,bt i noe you noe hw 2 play on dat day
And after few rounds of playing.
You lost to me 5times,i lost to you 1time only.
See you drink,i know you already drunk.
I wanted to drink for you de.
But is national day should be happy mood.
So let you continue to drink.

Told you my fren make drink even more thicker.
So you wanted to go there.
Listened to you..I should not bring you there.
Its my mistake..Its my Fuckin mistake..

:'(

Should not intro you Seb,if i know you wud do tis 2 me.
After the huggin
After the kissin
After the dancin
After the holdin of yr hands

Went to your home area.
The moment we sit,you str8 away lie on my shoulder.
Asked you if my shoulder nice to lie or not.
You replied yes..

Let you continue to lie..
While disturbin you.
And u lie on my leg..
Seein you drunk and sleepy.
Feeling like kissing you again all the way till board day light
But i had to be camp the mornin.
The time is 4am and had to be in camp by 8am
After 15mins,i and you had the last kiss at blk 16
Before i go home in the taxi.

And before i know it the next day is 10aug
We still together,but till it reached to 11aug
11Aug 10.55pm,your sms came..
My duty is at 11pm till 5am
The moment i c the sms my mood and world crashed.
It had crashed by tat sentence alone.
Nothing can mend it back...Unless you come back.

Tears comin down,face looks like nv cry at all..
Silently and slowly,as if the time past slowly...
People see me wud not think i crying..
The way i cry is special...
Silent tear drop from my eyes till my chin..
Keep on dropin and dropin..
Cried from 11pm till around 4am.
My Pc came,i stopped cryin...
He came to my checkpoint to entertain me..
Till 5am..1hr...After tat next shift came..
He go somewhere else..
While i walk back to keep my arms.
Frm my checkpoint to my hQ takes abt 15 to 20mins.
But i took 1hr.
Kept on cryin and draggin my feet sloopy..
What had i done to get this..
I know you wan yr happiness,wat abt mine?
Where's my happiness...
My happiness is havin u as my stead.
But my happiness lasts for 2days only..
And sadness for 7days
Happiness for you 9days..
2days from me 7days from him

Nobody wud want me.
I sucks
I stupid
I idiot
I lousy
I useless
I dumb
I blur
I am everything thats is bad..

I am not good in anything..
Nothing at all!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Who can help me?
Only me myself but i cant help myself..
Only you can help me..
I want you back..
I want you...........

I miss drinkin vodka lime with you.
I miss hugin you
I miss kissin you
I miss holdin hand wit you

I missed everything i do with you..

I missed you
I love you

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU ARE THE ONE!!!!
AFTER 5YRS YOU CAME TO ME...
ARGH....................................................
I DUN WAN 2 WAIT ANOTHER 5YRS
FORGETIN SOMEONE WHOM I LOVE
I DUN WAN YOU 2 B THE NEXT 1
I HAD 2 USE 5YRS TO FORGET...........