Woke up @ 3.30am.Sian..Fark.Cant sleep again.
Haiz..listen to radio on my phone.
Thinking could make me sleep,but i couldn't.
Think i have insomia le la..Sian.... -_-"'

Waited till 5.20am.Went to watch Tv.
Saw the time is 5.30am,called MF to wake up go camp.
Heard his voice so cute de,blur blur voice.

Watched tv till 8am.Went to sleep.
Got few misses calls from Sarah.@ noon, Bitchymama called.
Asking i woke up already, got ready to meet.
I was like err..now only noon time,meet u is @ 1.30pm leh.
So farkin early can,frm my home to there only 15 to 20mins.

Slacked abit more till 12.30,went to bath and changed go to Bugis.
Reached there about 1.10pm.Waited for Sarah @ MOS Burger.
Bought Milk Tea from MOS Burger while waiting for Bitchymama.

@1.30 the bitchymama has arrived,slack abit before going to eat soup spoon.
Ate Bread Bowl,which costs $11.90 for me, Clam Chowder and Ice Tea.

Clam Chowder Bread Bowl & Drink

Sarah and Bitchymama ate the same food,Ice tea & Ministronie Bread Bowl $11.30

Joke around and took abit of pictures of Bitchymama & Sarah.

Cover for the Bread Bowl

How the Bread Bowl Looks Like.

Sarah

The ONE & ONLY BITCHYMAMA!!!

Walked around Bugis,finding pen for Bitchymama,in the end no pen to be found.
Slack back @ Mos Buger..Few more pics...While waiting for Melissa.

Bitchymama

Sarah

Me & Bitchymama Bag

Me & Sarah

Finally Melissa came like 5pm.Wanting to die liao..
Around 5pm plus going to be 6pm.
All of us went different ways,all went home..
So tired..Yawns..

Later going to east coast park to celebrate countdown.
Shall Post tomorrow about the celebration..YEAH...

5

4

3

2

1

Happy New YEAR Everyone..

OMF noe her for 4yrs.

OMF - smokes always like to smoke like her packet always full of cigarettes..
leave frm hm 1 stick,b4 reach office 1 stick
b4 lunch 1 stick,durin lunch 1 stick,b4 goin back office 1 stick
between lunch n knock off 1 stick,knock off 1 stick
took bus back alight 1 stick.. total how many stick..lets see..
8sticks a day not bad huh..muahaha..faint..
short
kinky
nt as bitchy as mama bt i the best ofall..
working but slack and complain and wonder wat to do cus nth to do so bored inside.
survived the harry porter series
seldom club
faghag for me only..or nt bitchymama also can be faghag

muahaha...hmmmmm...

Bitchy Mama..

Know bitchymama for 4years.
Though she is fierce,shrewd which is totally true but cant win me in bitchin.haiz..

Bitchymama - 24yr old(old gal)
got driving licence (hope sg will not turn into thailand)
live lakeside(can stop the car,also into accident then drive inside the river)
Working(work and gan ppl inside haha lol...looks fun bt nt fun at all)
cus bitchymama always bitchymama..Huh..

U gona be my mama,u gona be my mama...
muahaha...


Bitchymama known for 4yrs
gone though harry porter series.
Quarrel wit her b4.But nt my fault.muahaha..tot say her nv say her.well over le.
Bitchymama..always bitchymama..

bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch...
Bitch all the wa..for 4yrs though her life..hmmm..

How she survive?by bitching lor..lol...bitching is her source of life..haha..

bitchymama..bitchymama..why why why...haha....

"USELESS"

For the past 4 years,i was there for you.
I did not shout or say anything bad about you.
I did not scold you or anything that is hurtful that will make you cry.
I did not complain anything at all.

Even if i do not like it,i just say orh okay lor..go lor.
For 4 years,i been going to places that you want to go.
Places that i wish to go,you say dun wan go till sian
Dun way there so many people.

Okay,fine.let you choose the place all the time.
I just quiet all the way,thinking that i do it will make you happy and stuff.

Say meet where,you say meet @ your house then go out.
Okay can everything can can can.
But all i did was i did not voice out anything for the past 4years.



For the past 4 years,i always so called the middleman.
Anything i just do my best to help.
Help as a Friend of cause...
Why i dun just leave you settle the problem yourself.
Why?
Because I treated you as my real friend whom i cared and loved for.
All your past relationship,anything crops up i there for you and stuff.
Are there others whom will treat you like this?

Remembered the Harry Porter Stories..
In the end is i helped you de,all the loops and holes i help u.

Think about it,for what i had done for you.

And what had you done for me?
ya,went to your house for dinner and stuff.
Ya..though quite bad to keep go to your house to eat.
But since your mum and you asked me to go.
I go lor.I cant reject,as i dun reject things.
It is bad to reject.

Never mind that you do not like my ex or my dates and stuff.
Cause what you said are true that it will not last which hurt me and stuff.
True that though i like alot of person,but in the end i just fark it.
Do not think of it.

My heart always get hurt.
The first thing you will say...

See Told You.Again.Always get cheated and now got cheated one more time.
How many times must i tell you,not to get cheated and stuff again.
How many times?

Do not this,do not that...

Since you know me for 4 years,you should known what kind of person am i.
Though i am a guy but i am more sentimental like a girl.
Cause why?Because i more soft hearted,i not the kind like.
Oh gone le har..Gone lor..Got new one..Got new grass come out later.
I not that kind.

You should know me well by now,
You remember the MOS burger that incident.
What you said,i just orh orh orh,just keep quiet.
Why i do not wish to quarrel or anything over such matters.


Saw your msg you sent to my hp.
The moment i saw it,i cried badly..
Its like after 4years.ya,totally 4yrs 3months few days.

In the end what i gone is the word "USELESS","REPENT"
Though i know that you are angered by why i always get cheated.
But do you know how much would words hurt a person.

WORDS are always STRONGER then ACTION...
It hurts so badly.
Try to think of it,sudden you just got the msg and what will you do?

I got tried to sms some of my voices which i want to tell you
About my feelings and stuff..
But after typing out finish,i did not send,i just delete it away.

Why did i delete away?
Why did i not send the msg to you at all.
Cause i treat you as my real friend,not a plastic kind of friends?
Of saying HI,BYE that kind you know whom i meant right.

Though you see how tat idiot said to me,i just treat him as a wall.
I do not take it too heart,cus he is worst then me.
Attention Seeker are always like that.
I know you dun like ppl to kena suan or something.
If i can i will give one tight slap across his face and say Screw You..

Well I do not know what to say.I only can say it out here.
I do not want to say it in msn or face to face.
Cause you still my friend no matter what.

4years of friendship, is very difficult to maintain it.
Dun you think so?
4years back Harry Porter stories and stuff..
And Harry cried to me and complain wat you did.
I say oh really..maybe cus of wk and stuff that she pissed off.
I kept findin excuses for you to go through the series.

But in the end all i got after 4yrs is "USELESS & REPENT"
Thats all?

So I Know i am a USELESS & UNREPENT boy.

27dec08

Went out to City Hall to meet Bitchymama for dinner.
Walk around Marina Square,saw so many apple juice ppl.
Faints..

Ate subway,so nice the subway,give alot and Bitchymama treats.
I broke thats why.

After eating,went to take bus no 80 to maxwell.
Took Play chop slack @ Maxwell market,Bitchymama went home.

Saw Qunnie,joined her and the rest to go drink n eat abit.
Sms ML,if he angry with me and stuff.
ML said do not contact him anymore..
I feel so sad.. :(

Calvin called,so meet him @ Backstage Bar.

The rest and i went there and BOOM...
Saw ML dots..haiz...feeling more sad...
Together all of us went to Maxwell,well me n Qunnie went to Play.

Dance all night,feel so happy..PHEW!!!

Misses my friends,hug everyone of them.Haha lol..

Club till 4am,5am dad fetch and 5.30 hm sweet hm..
6am KO...

Past Memories..

The Last Pic i took of him...

All the happy and sad memories..

Happy That able to be with you for few days
Sad that cant be with you forever
well thats life..

hope your illness get well soon...

I Have Moved On...I will lead my own life,i do not own anyone for my life.
Everyone lead their own life.

I do not need someone to support me.
I do not need someone to take care of me.
I do not need someone to control me.
I do not need someone to treat me like a princess cause i am not but a prince.

I am whom i am,do not tell me what you want me to be,i am not your toy boy.
Take it or Leave it..Cant Take it then walk off and get out of my Life..

27thdec 08

B = me
ML= ML
S= Sarah

Part 1

ML:you are not ready for love
B:what makes you think i not ready for love
ML:No Comments
B:No Comments right then why i cant be your bf
ML:No Comments
ML:One reason,i have no interest in you?
B:I stop Clubin,eating less and tone down my other things as well cus of u.
ML:I know but then i still think you not ready for love.
B:If I not ready,would i do all these things.

Part 2

S:Hello
ML:Who are you
S:I am Sarah
S:How are you?
ML:I am fine,what about you?
S:Heard That you Ditchin B
ML:We are not dating at all...
S:Then why are you misleading him?
ML:It was his wishful thinking.
S:Did you held his hands?
ML:He initiate it
S:Then why did you not reject it?
ML:I rejected it already but it was his wishful thinking.
S:Then it was misleading!!!
ML:It was his wishful thinking.
SL:Then why did you carry on misleading him?
ML:It was his wishful thinking...
ML:I am SORRY
S:you DUN own me a apology
S:you own it to B
ML:Think we shall end this conversation,apologise for what i did.
S:Then go apologise to B

Conversation ended..

End of Breakup

Part 3

B:haiz..
B:First few days we hold hands n stuff leh
S:Dont cry hor brandon
B:n he say wat nv start
S:KNN
S:He dowan to reply me
B:he nth to say ma
B:lost for words,starting he did nt reject
S:EH
S:HE DIDNT APOLOGISE TO YOU LOR
B:nvm la
S:you stupid
S:i told you he's a fcker
S:why you dont listen to me?
S:WHY
S:WHY
S: WHY
B:cus i like him
B:i played more girls more than you
S:you will cry soon
S:we bet leh
S:i bet 5 dollars
S:ai mai?
B:i bet wit u $10000,i will nt.Promise
S:REALLY OR NOT
S:if you cry ah,you owe me hor,if you dont cry, then nvm lor
B:cus the first and 2nd day i finish abt him crying le
S:EH,GO SCOLD HIM LAH,CB
B:abt his illness n stuff
S:you are weak lor
B:wat for,nvm la,nt meetin him i guess
S:you...IDIOT
S:who have been paying for the meals?
B:Meals nw is he pay his,i pay mine.
S:BEFORE THAT LEH
B:i pay for 2days,then no more le
S:you STUPID PAY FOR HIM RIGHT
S:i knew it
S:you are really really stupid
S:dont let me see him okay
B:u go funan swenden lor,he wk there bt nw nt @ the time being
B:cus going to japan soon for operation
S:i hope that he dies
B:Oie,dun wan k,wan me to lose a cb fren har
S:Haha,then you cry and pay 10k lah,nb you
S:YOU DUMB ASS,alamak
S:why are you forever letting stupid guys bully you!
B:ya,wat can i do
S:...

End of conversation


I Am always the Victim to get cheated by guys.
When will anyone will not cheat me again.
When?
When?
When?

26th Dec 08

Woke up @3pm.
Waiting for the call to come.
I want the job,the hotel job.Come On..Call Me Leh..
Wait for next Christmas is it?
Tsk Tsk...

Went out wit ML @ town,walked to Paragon to eat Soup Spoon.

So many Apple Juice around,walked to Taka slack abit to

Tanlin Mall,slack around and play catching there..haha..
Like A Small Kid..Haha..

Bought the Florida Apple Juice,wah kao $3..OMG so x lar.
Even the cashier auntie also complain $3 wan to kill ppl.
Told her cant help it,even ERP increasing.
She said,nvm la..u police boy of cus pay increase.
I was like nonono..i not policemen.
It just a shirt only..Lol..So funny..

Cus of tis shirt i am a policemen haha OMG..

Walked to Shaw House,saw Samson ooo selling cake huh..
Said hi then go buy bubble tea upstairs.

Before walking to Cine saw Sean and Michelle.B4 walking towards PS.
Ate Ice Cream and walk to Bugis.
Bugis @ 10pm all shop all close..So sian then went back home lor.
And Home Sweet Home...

25Dec08

Woke up the afternoon and met up with Sarah @6.30pm
After walking around Bugis.Went to her home and eat dinner.
Before heading back home by walking from Outram to Little India.

What A Christmas Day I Had Today

24Dec08

Woke up at noon time.
Supposed to meet sky and the rest.But then ML dun wan to go.
So i also dun go.Continue to go zzz zzz..
Woke up around 3pm,used the laptop go online for awhile.
Jia xin called,asking me to come even if ML not coming.
I say he not going i also not going.

Then suddenly the connection screwd up.Pissed off.
Called ML,and found he @ town.
So faster go bath change and go town and find him.

He alone wit his laptop and ipod @ wheelock place starbucks..
Bough Green Tea Ice Blended.Quite nice but not many people like it though.

Slacked till 6.30pm before going to cineleisure for Subway.
And it was drizzling all the way heavily..OMG...

After walk around HMV,went to city hall.
Went to MS to walk walk..and from the whole of 5hours i saw like
thousands of my frens.lol..zzzz Peng...

Slack till 10plus then went back home.

Phew... -_-"

So many ppl i saw sia..hi here hi there..like i am popular sia.
lol..high profiler..and i am not a high profiler...
haiz..had a great time wit ML..Hehe..

23th dec 08

Woke up @9am.Quickly got ready for my job interview @10.30am.
Bath,change and went to Clark Quay

Went to the photo booth to take passport photo $6 for 4 pieces.
Walked towards to Novotel Hotel @ Boat Quay.

Went up to level 6th.Got greeted by Kheng Tiong.
Followed him toward to the office.
Asked him what are the job available left.
He said i am shortlisted for Front Desk.
Had to filled up the application form.

Hand to one of the talent manager.
Got interviewed by 2 person @ the same time.

Had a great interview with them,though my answers like funny.
wonder why they laugh,but maybe because of how i express myself?

Interviewer:Work 5days,10hrs and pay wise is $1.1 to 1.2k,meal allowance $115.
as there be no food for worker to eat so had to buy food ownself.

Interviewer:Is there any other question you want to ask?
Me: if for example,i want to further my studies.will the company sponsor the fees?
Interviewer:If your performance is good,why not we send you to go further studies.

Interviewer:IBIS hotel is a economy hotel,no swimming pool and gym.
And IBIS hotel is a big company,Started from Paris so on and so forth.
Singapore is one of the South East Asia list.It will continue to go World Wide.

Interviewer: It will open on 12 Feb 09 hopefully but need everyone to work
from 9th jan for 3 weeks to learn everything to prepare.

After the interview,he said there will be a second interview,if you are confirm
Kheng Tiong will call you mostly on fri to tell you if there a second interview.

In my heart,i wish to get tis job...

After thinking..the company is not bad,hotel in bugis,538 rooms quite a nice buliding.

Called ML,and tat piggy still sleeping haha..
Called ML hm,then able to speak to him in a sleepy tone lol..
Told him nvm,go back sleep later call me again.

I called Sarah,asked her wan to eat lunch?
She said okay and how's the interview and stuff.
Told her okay lor..hope i got the second interview.

Suddenly,sarah sms me saying i got say i go to Boy's Home.
I was like WTF wat boy's home sia.

Sarah called and i answered.

Sarah: did you go to boy's home
Me: nope i did not go to any boy's home at all
Sarah: then why did Mellissa said you go to boy's home looks so innocent de.
Me: kao is there any misunderstanding?
Sarah: go call Melissa and explain to her.

Hang up the called and called Melissa.

Melissa:How's the interview?
Me: Looks okay and said will contact me again if there a second interview.
Melissa:Oh then that's good.
Me: I did not go to any boy's home before.
Melissa: oh then how come my gf says you got go to boy's home.
Me:it cant be there should be some misunderstanding.Ask your gf again.
Melissa: oh okay,then no need to worry,will confirm call you de.
Me:hope so.

Went to Bugis,met up wit Sarah..WOAH!!!!! so sexy...
Red socking..lol..cow girl clothes kinda looks wit red colour socking..
WEET WEET!!!!!

So sexy..lol..Stunned...
She also stunned to see me in formal looks..haha..

Went to eat Soup Spoon..

Soup Soon - Clam Chowder/Chicken Stew

Kinky Girl in Red Socking

Looks kinda like a couple lol..

After Lunch,went to shop for shoe,in the end cant find for her.
Then went went back to work,while i go towards to Tiong Bahru
To meet my insurance agent to cancel my policy.
I am BROKE...cant pay any more..

After signning the form to terminate the policy.
ML still haven called me that he is ready and where to meet.
Called Calvin see where is he,& he is at town wit bf n fren.
Then ML called..haha lol..
Met him @ town.Calvin also want to meet me how..
Then Calvin asked you know Mark har..
Oh...ya i meeting him later.
Calvin say meet leh meet leh..lol...

Went to Wheelock place to find Feng Shui book but do not have what i wanted.
Walked to Orchard MRT waited for ML.
Saw Wilson and his 2 female frens.
Wilson said,whom i waiting.
Oh someone looks slimer,taller,handsome and better then you?
His 2 frens laughed lol..wat a crude joke la..bt well..so funny..

ML and i walked around Far East Plaza.Shared a cup of Kungfu Milk Tea.
Calvin called,and met him @ Far East Plaza.
Together 4 of us walked around Orchard,walked to Somerset MRT.
To meet Calvin's Bf.so the 5 of us went to to City Hall.

The not so me in Formal Clothes

Calvin & Me

Hatel went to wait for her husband then go off together wit her husband.
Left 4 of us to shop for present till night time.Had dinner together before
back to Paragon to shop shop..Michelle came to join us for dinner
Finally know where is Crumpler Office.
Got one HK guy live inside the office.Feel sad for him.
Since age 15 his parents do not want him,but got give him cash to support himself.
Imagine,seen your mum or dad within 5m away.
Your real mum or dad ignore you like as if you are a stranger kind.
Wah kao..tat is damn damn sad.. :(

Drop the present @ Crumpler Office before going to Raffles Place.

Met the rest,4 us us met Jamie,Racheal,Mei Yu,Gayathri.
9 of us went to Golden Cafe and eat Deep Fried Butter Sotong.
Super Nice..OMG!!!! $10 only..Super Nice.

Mei Yu aka Sean looks like Olinda
Michelle aka Mya looks like Daphane Khoo
Both of them totally looks alike..Argh..

Walked Around Clarke Quay and slack around.
Singing Bunny & Friends the song..Muahaha..
Slack and walked about hands in hand like K1 girls and boys.
Muahaah..Before going back home ard 1am plus.

Had so much fun...

22th Dec

Felt my phone ringing it was like 2.26pm i was still sleeping.
See the number i do not know,heck care it.
Go back to sleep.Boom,woke up @3plus pm.

Used the laptop,@3.55pm

He msg me

ML:Afternoon,what am i doing now? :)
Replied:Just woke up
ML:Lol,you slept so much.
Replied:got job interview tomorrow @ a hotel.
ML:Good Luck about your interview.
Replied:Thanks..

Next moment.
Asked him if he want to meet me tomorrow.
He said chill around alone with laptop.
Told him,if he want to meet me then meet if not never mind.
He said:Dun't say untill like that. Sigh! :)
Then i say if want to meet then meet lor..

Melissa called,asked me about the resume to the hotel thingy.
Asked who called and stuff and what to wear and to do on that day.

@5.15pm,msg ML asking him want to meet me @ bugis
As my best fren,Sarah want to see how he look like in real life.
So asked ML,he said be there before 7.30pm.

Kenneth msg me saying that lucky i ORD as he in camp on
Christmas eve and Christmas that is so sad..muahaha..

@6.30pm reached Bugis,Sarah ended work.
Went to buy bubble tea while waiting for ML to come.
In the end,got stupid stomach ache,must be the pearls..
Sian.So pain..Both of us died of stomach pain.lol..

@7.30pm,ML reached Bugis MOS burger.
Sarah me and ML chatted for a while and have few jokes.
Before around 8plus Sarah went back home for dinner.

ML and i went to walk about Bugis,Sky called.
Had to settle his BGR problem.I as usual the middle man for them.
Settled the problem le..Heng..

Got a nice msg frm a fren,a good night msg kind.

Doctors prescription for you
A cute little smile for breakfast
More laugh for lunch
Lots of happiness for dinner
Doctor's Fee?

An sms whenever you remember me
Good Night!

Nice poem.

Took pics around Esplanade and the Merlion area.

Feel Like Smoking But I Am Not Smoking..Lol..

Esplanade b4 going up to the rooftop

It Just Looks like a Heart Shape..So nice..

The HyperActive Boy..lol...

Me As Usual Ugly..

After that walk towards City Hall MRT went home.

Had so much fun today.
ML is crazy from like from Bugis all the way till reach home.
Hyper Active..lol..So strange..hmmmm....

So happy to spend each day by day with you.

21th dec 08

Went to Orchard to go walk walk,suddenly his friend called him.
Ask him want to meet up,he says if i agree to go along.
Say meet @ town..then go tour around

Tour around Somerset area,saw a bar need ppl.
Went for interview,manager & the staff giv so EEEE attitude de.
Tsk Tsk..

Went towards to PS,played Arcade for awhile waiting for their call.
In the end,went to Vivo.
Went to Carls Junior to find them,before going walk about and joke around.

To the Pet's Centre and see the cute dogs..All so cute...OMG.
Went to arcade and played a few games before his friends left.

Only ML and me went to eat Carls Junior.
Saw Ivan,Robin,Joshua and few others.
I was few M away from them,but they cant see me lol.
Near but still cant see me..zzzz...

After dinner,went back home.

ML,i promise you i will not club cause of you okay.
What i said i will do de.You know what i meant.

And why so suay that Sky broke up with his gf.
I as usual the middle man,had to settle the affair.LOL.

Later tomorrow i settle with her(Jia Xin) ba.

Went online,chatted with ML awhile longer before he went to sleep.
He got to go to school @9.30am.
Chatted with him till 2am plus.
As for me as usual,always sleep around 6am.
But today special,went to blog before i go sleep.
For the past 5 days what i been doing and stuff.

AM SO HAPPY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE,
SO HAPPY YOU MADE MY LIFE HAPPIER,
SO HAPPY THAT I MADE YOUR LIFE HAPPIER TOO.

MUST TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH AND BE STRONG OKAY.
PROMISE YOU WILL NOT MAKE YOU SAD OR ANGRY AGAIN.

Time to KO...

20th dec 08

Woke up in the mornin,and he had a bad nightmare,console him and
left the chalet @9plus in the morning.Walked back to Pasir Ris MRT.
Reached home chatted on the phone till 1pm,while i went to sleep
He went to wk.Woke up @5pm went online till 9plus then go find him.
Together go watched another movie,called YES MAN.

The movie so funny what a comedy.A good show to watch.
After the movie went home,he took night rider while i walked home.
Went back to my ex working place,chatted for awhile then walked home.
Totally KO..

19th Dec 08

Woke up,got dressed up went to Funan Center to meet him.
Together went to shop shop and walk around esplanade.

Went to the roof top to sit for awhile,but the sun is too hot that
we go walk somewhere else got shade better for us not to get heat stroke.


Went to suntec to eat Herbal Chicken Soup and Fried Chicken together.
Enjoyed the food,as the drinks and ice cream is free flow kind.
It is cheap also..called Just Noodle.

Walk towards Raffles Shopping Centre,walk about finding job for myself.
But none of the shops needs people.And see the time,it was like 4plus.
Went toward bugis took bus number 12 to Pasir Ris.

Was Worried for him along the way,so held his hand while going towards
Pasir Ris.Then Last minute tell me that he had a HEADACHE the moment
got up the bus.If had known,should tell me earlier then take MRT there.
Took good care of him while on the way to Pasir Ris.
Listen to Music on my phone, Run by Leona Lewis.His favorite song to listen.

Went to NTUC to buy Panadol to make him feel better.
Then bought a present from More Than Words before walking towards Pasir Ris Park
Now then i know there are 3 ways to exit from the park
Should be more then 3 ways.Half of the way already got 3 places to exit and entry.
Talked while making sure he is feeling okay.

By the time reached to the location it was already like 8plus @ night.
ML was SCARED when we entered from the other side of the chalet.
Heart beating very fast,since he able to see the other world.
I held his hands very TIGHTLY.And go towards to the other side to enter the chalet.
Quickly went to my friend chalet buliding.
Got food and drink @ the same time,he not feeling well cause of the "thing"
Which kept calling him and i told him to IGNORE,i do not wish to LOSE you..
Gave present to Jerry the birthday boy..

Friends Forever(A Shift)

Quickly went inside the chalet bulidin,watched the Nonya show.
After the show,cut cake.The cake is super nice...
Chocolate Mint Cake,first time tried it.
1slice is not enough is so yummy..

Sky drove his mum's car,so ML,me and Sky went to Changi Village.
Shared Herbal Chicken Soup with him 2twice of chicken soup in a day.Haha.
Drove around to see BAPOK..HAHA..And i saw my friend there working.
Ya,he or should i say "she" is a BAPOK but is the pretty kind.

Went back to the chalet,His heart beating very fast again,so worried that
I turned back and held his hands tightly.Feeling very WORRIED and SCARED for him
Bought 2 bottle of Green Tea and drink Abosolute Mango wit Green Tea.
Purposely want me to die put so much alcohol lucky my drinking level is GOOD..

After that the rest went home.Left only me and ML,Jerry's frens and relatives.
Soon his relatives all went back home,as well as his friends but do not know what time
they left as ML & me in 1 room sleeping together,holding hands while sleeping.
So nice and happy.

18th Dec 08

Woke up in the afternoon,went to Pasir Ris to find him.
Was happy to chat with him yesterday which made me happy and relex.

Went to Pasir Ris,the moment reached i know it was him.
Though i asked you to get a non-gassy drink as i am thirsty.
You Really bought it for me,so TOUCHED & HAPPY at the same time.

Walked towards to Downtown East to watch a movie.
Watched the movie called IP Man.

I like fighting movie to learn more about self defense to protect myself.
During the whole show,was very SAD and was CRYING beside him.
He too was CRYING with me as he also do not want this kind of problem
to happen to him.But it is god fate that he wanted it to happen.

After that went to eat Subway for dinner.HAPPILY talking and disturbing
each other and feel HAPPY to be just us alone.So FUN...

Went to Pasir Ris Park for a walk after dinner @ Subway.
By the time reached to the end it was about 6plus in the evening.
Sat down @ the last table of the stretch of the park.
Traded some sad songs.Listen @ the same time CRIED again.
Touch wood but i REALLY REALLY REALLY don't WISH you TO DIE.
*Sob* *Sob*

HUG each other & FEEL SAD @ the same time.

Took lots and lots of pictures together.
Crying @ the same time taking pictures.
And i had to put on a FAKE smile in front of my phone to take pictures.

Feel So Happy To Be With Him

Picture of me crying while taking picture with him :'(

As the time goes by,it was already 7.30pm.
Walked back to Pasir Ris Whitesands.
Had so much FUN and HAPPINES to BE with YOU.

Went to MORE THAN WORDS to get a present for my army friend.
As it was his birthday chalet tomorrow.
In the end,did not buy as i can buy it tomorrow.
Play Arcade for few minutes then go back home.

Went home very fast only 40mins and i am back home.
Went online after bathing and as usual,CRIED again...
As his relapse came again,unable to move his hands and able to hear him
Crying and feeling the pain from his stomach.

I CRIED like mad..*SOB**SOB*

Online till 6am then went to sleep,while he went to sleep earlier.
As he was tired and sleepy.

Promised him that i will not club again cause of him
As he wants to lead a healthy lifestyle and happy together.