Monday, December 22, 2008

18th Dec 08

Woke up in the afternoon,went to Pasir Ris to find him.
Was happy to chat with him yesterday which made me happy and relex.

Went to Pasir Ris,the moment reached i know it was him.
Though i asked you to get a non-gassy drink as i am thirsty.
You Really bought it for me,so TOUCHED & HAPPY at the same time.

Walked towards to Downtown East to watch a movie.
Watched the movie called IP Man.

I like fighting movie to learn more about self defense to protect myself.
During the whole show,was very SAD and was CRYING beside him.
He too was CRYING with me as he also do not want this kind of problem
to happen to him.But it is god fate that he wanted it to happen.

After that went to eat Subway for dinner.HAPPILY talking and disturbing
each other and feel HAPPY to be just us alone.So FUN...

Went to Pasir Ris Park for a walk after dinner @ Subway.
By the time reached to the end it was about 6plus in the evening.
Sat down @ the last table of the stretch of the park.
Traded some sad songs.Listen @ the same time CRIED again.
Touch wood but i REALLY REALLY REALLY don't WISH you TO DIE.
*Sob* *Sob*

HUG each other & FEEL SAD @ the same time.

Took lots and lots of pictures together.
Crying @ the same time taking pictures.
And i had to put on a FAKE smile in front of my phone to take pictures.


Feel So Happy To Be With Him


Picture of me crying while taking picture with him :'(

As the time goes by,it was already 7.30pm.
Walked back to Pasir Ris Whitesands.
Had so much FUN and HAPPINES to BE with YOU.

Went to MORE THAN WORDS to get a present for my army friend.
As it was his birthday chalet tomorrow.
In the end,did not buy as i can buy it tomorrow.
Play Arcade for few minutes then go back home.

Went home very fast only 40mins and i am back home.
Went online after bathing and as usual,CRIED again...
As his relapse came again,unable to move his hands and able to hear him
Crying and feeling the pain from his stomach.

I CRIED like mad..*SOB**SOB*

Online till 6am then went to sleep,while he went to sleep earlier.
As he was tired and sleepy.

Promised him that i will not club again cause of him
As he wants to lead a healthy lifestyle and happy together.

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